Today morning got up quite early den wanted to call dear up but hao xiang quite early..so reach sch le den i call..dear sound so cute man..just wakey de dear weee hao xiang hug him yo...blush..den do the compre den finish le went for bball..den never really train loh only got shoot a bit ball den Mr yeo mood no gd jiu chase us maybe cause ground wet den that day the guy fracture arm so he scare loh..wei wo men hao ba..den sat in canteen see NDP rehearsal going on...den hen sian..go back nia bball finish le..den went minimart bought curry puff eat weee..den bought Wang Zai Xiao Man Tou haha..den walk to lot 1 with the gals..den got pple ask wo donate den i take the biscuit almost put in can wahaha =X oops lol wanted ask if she wanna eat haha in the end sharon donate haha..den saw jin lin they all den crap a while go in lot 1...pei huilin and sharon eat while i drink dessert cause lunch waiting for me at home..den walk in lot 1..huilin and sharon buy earing..den walk till very sian jiu went west mall..den i bought rainbow de ring..den star star de earing...den a shiny de hair pin haha all cute cute de...den meet jingyang cause sharon say he ask him pei him wait for his stead..wah long time no see him lol..den he ask wo i got together with Dh ar i say ee no more don remind me haha =X den walk walk loh..walk quite long..den soon jiu go back home about 2.15 reach home..den eat porridge weee yummy..den went to shower and go cut hair le..aiyo wait there so long finally cut but bery fast den very funny cause fringe now very short loh.. shorter than dear de i think haha... den finish le me and mummy go back lot 1..went to buy FIR and OU DE YANG de CD weeee...den went to eat sushi..buy joan present...den go see Ne Zai Mei.. haha wanted buy pink pink de but suan le haha forget it den bottom piece transparent de omg.. den like wear le will feel weird den jiu suan le no buy cause one set de ma..den soon jiu go home.. aiyo both mummy and me no bring scanner..sian..den wait outside..call daddy hp off de.. intercom you spoil diao...den finally can le..wah peng..den quickly reach home call dear...den while waiting to get in house i saw MENG ZHE DE POSTER IN TEENS!!!! den reach home paste in on wall wahaha..daddy scold wo siao -.-" must be he jealous la.. don care him.. sian my com spoil..now using korkor com..listening music.. singing and chatting with me darling.. wee hao xiang him... hoping 8 august i can go out.. hm.. pray hard...pray mummy let me go.... hm...weeee then sure hen fun.. hm....

Today morning get up jiu call ken get up le..den see eh..dear haven call wo..so i called dear when i was in the toilet haha..he hao ke ai..lai chuang chuang..haha pinch..gu ji gu ji...get up le!! shower finish..sms a bit jiu go out le...today eye hen swollen wor..worst than yesterday.. blink once nia jiu pain le so terrible..meet dao bird in bus..went sch with her..sch wasn't that bad today la..hai hao loh..den miss lim english lesson very fun..Malek tio the stapler haha wonder which teacher next..lol..anyway called dear cause i not going bio ma..den go lot 1 with joan joan..den wlak around.. shop shop haha bought the mechanical pencil hao cute den rubber band also..den was seeing sling bag..see got she like de ma..den she bought food den i jiu quickly take MRT to causeway meet dear le..i was quite late loh but dear a little late too hehe but nvm loh hehei also late ma..den wee kan dao dear zhen hao.. hao xiang jump and hug him wor haha den we went to toilet and i went to change loh..den jiu go walk a while.. haha thinking wat to eat.. but i wasn't very hungry loh so i donno wat to eat..den walk walk quite long..leg pain le..cause yesterday pe then the day before go jogging..aiyo so we sat in front of the singtel shop and talk talk..den dear gave wo his doggy..weee hao ke ai wor...sayang doggy..got a green star star on his forehead de hehe..den me make doggy kiss dear.. den wo kiss doggy hehe...weee..dear say he ba xin fu jiao gei wo haha blush..i will keep it well de keke..den dear also gave wo the solution for eyes de.. hao xi xin..cause know me eye pain pain..really hao pain like cannot open must close..but close also pain sia..bth..den chat a while like on dear a while.. den jiu decide buy something light to eat.. walking around.. donno wat to eat sia..den in the end i reject sushi and yoshinoya..went to eat bread nia haha..bought tortoise wor..den got tuna bun..and dodo ball and teriyaki chicken pizza and a ham and mushroom de...weee we went to wash hand then go fountain there sit and eat.. i feed dear eat the dodo ball..dear took pic of the tortoise de bread haha hao ke ai..den feed wo eat its leg.. den i wan eat the tail haha hao bad.. den when i feed dear eat..the sugar of the dodo ball drop on dear de pants..was unable to save all from dropping aiyo so sorry hehe..den i almost wan helkp dear sweep sia but cannot wor wahaha blush =X den eat eat weee hao hao wan.. then i don dare eat the chicken pizza cause very cheesy..so i put in bag bag also.. oh ya.. before that got go watson to buy my contact lens de eye drop hehe..den bag hen full wor lol..weee...so fun.. eat finish le we went to walk walk.. walk a while.. den go MRT station le.. sit there hugs... den i decide to song dear home today weee..cause he sure very tired.. got napfa test today sayang..den weee in MRT got kiss dear neck..den lhugs dear..hao jiu no hug le.. feeling hao bang.. hao shu fu.. hao xin fu...hao kai xin........den so fast AMK le.. walk downstair case wah leg hao pain haha but its alright..den dear pei wo wor.. miss quite a lot of trains.. i bu she de go..den got kiss many times weee. hug hug too but so many pple aiyo.. only shui dao a small little while but hen nice le..hehe hugs.. blush...dear wo hao ai ni yo.. really bu she de go home..hao xiang rang ni ba wo bao hui jia haha..den finally go in mrt le.. den dear gave me a baseball muack i catch wor..i give him one too but donon he kan dao ma..cause pple keep looking at wo haha blush...without dear beside..take MRT like very slow.. leg hao pain but i stand throughtout..finally reach home le..den went to shower.. now going to eat dinner soon..wee it was a fantastic day loh.. got dear beside me.. always so bang!!!! keke LAO GONG WO AI NI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUACK!

morning got up by dear dear de call as usual den jiu go sch sch le..hao sian.. my eye hao pain hao pain..den cannot really concentrate very well cause it hurts a lot..well..reach sch that time got call dear wor..cause really miss him loh..den sharon and joan was beside me keep looking haha diao..den weee john lim tio trick by the stapler haha hao funny..aiyo so sian leh got math remedial loh but first time i do the whole paper like myself like that only one qns or two donno how haha so shuang..den do finish le going to meet that idiot..oh well..meet him see his face so black also don feel like seeing le.. walk around den saw quite a few friends all ask wo" alone ar?"  then i look back then they saw him den say orh..... haha weird.. den quickly go home chat with dear.. eye hao pain yo.. so i went to rest at about 9 den got up at 11.30 chat with dear about the day..den i went to sleep le cause eye hao pain..had a nice talk with dear too... weee ai ni yo lao gong...

Early morning got up all of a sudden and realise wow 5.30 only..haha den got back to sleep..was worried that dear and me late for school haha..cause didn't really sleep early...poor dear had to spend his night on the sofa..how i wish i could be beside him to accompany him to bed...den i call him cause hao weird he haven call me up..den dear called back while i showering so quickly answer hehe blush..miss the 67 so had to wait very long..den reach school late didn't get the chance to call dear..wasn't in a good mood though cause was wondering why the hell should i meet that idiot..haiz..day passed quite ok den right eye pain sia..donno why..now den know cause just went to see mirror..den as usual i les around..den saw ah bird waiting for sandy..so i ask if i can go along with them..bird say they going West mall so ask wo if wan can tag along..den since i call him he say he 3.45 release so i pei them go west mall den gang gang hao after he put down i quickly tot of dear..den call him..omg he so early reach cck le..phew lucky i call in time haha..den he at the platform..sandy and bird was like kind of pai seh.. think they light bulb but hai hao ma..where got bright..den went to west mall together..walk walk wee...den they walk so fast like Pang seh me like that haha...Seeing dear de feeling is damn great man..cause its like been quite a few days since i saw him loh...wow i felt so relieve..den choosing Yuling de present..and joan de haha..oh my.. wondering wat to buy for my bao bei cousin..haha..anyway while they in cards and such.. me and dear was standing outside the shop den i saw a group of Bbss boys..den first person i saw looking at wo was DH..omg.. so suay i was just thinking about wah come WM will kan dao him or not haha..den dear keep diao zhu DH me see le scare later got fire sia.. quickly ask dear why wor...den pinch dear.. today keep tickling dear..he so poor thing..i went to uncle tibits to buy cholate mashmallow and the chocolate sticks wor weee...den in the end i saw and choosed the nicest present wahaha weee all my gong lao haha yeah! den going home le...wanted buy some girls thingy like earing ar blah watever but aiyo bo money liao.. better save sia..den sat at the BB MRT station miss 2 train den took the third..was sitting and waiting for the train.. dear got hug zhu wo.. weee...den decide that i go home..den come out find dear..den we took LRT..crowded as usual ma.. this time dear got hold zhu wo.. weee..you ni zai wo she me dou bu pa..hugs..den before i go home dear pass me the card...weee omg.. i yi bian walk home got tou kan a bit wah den i see so many stars.. so nice hehe weee so happy...den open wee so any small kittens and the words are so nice.. hugs dear.. thanks darling..wo hao xi huan.. can see dear de effort..den called him.. den he got mad.. den decide to go find him.. dear pei wo.. den went to his house.. he treat wo hen bad.. den after a while i went down walked to dear thinking everything was fine.. den he called and sua wo..make wo cry in front of dear in public sia..so sickening cause i cannot ta han his words so bad..den walk walk..dear held my hand tite.. i was trying to clunch my fist and almost scream out.. den also like don dare scold anything in front of dear.. so was sort of controlling my anger.. den sit at the blk near keat hong LRT station..den dear hugs me when he see me cry.. den i don wan cause i don wanna wet his blouse.. later he feel uneasy..den i trying to push dear away but he hugs me again.. den even took tissue for me to sneeze in.. i was so frustrated that i took out the leo and tarus de key chain from my keys which have been with me for about 3 + years le.. i threw it straight to the grass wanted aim for the drain but it didn't went in..den i took out the tatty bear de keychain too..den i threw it as well...heart hao pain hao pain.. only know that hate was in my mind..dear sayang wo..he keep sayang wo today..blush..the feeling was great though..den go home le.. i gave dear a last kiss and i went off..he was across the road.. but i didn't wanna let him see the saddness in me...den went home.. kan dao dear at bus stop sia.. wee den i hopping and hopping..den tong chang don't open window de me.. went to open my window and kept waving hoping dear see..he took quite sometime before he spotted me haha..den he hao cute.. weee so lang man wor..but a bit reminds me of kenneth with wo de shi hou.. cause he always sit at bus stop see wo.. anyway den dear gave me two baseball kiss sia i jump and catch in den put in heart..must keep it well...weee....den sms a while..den i going to go jogging with sis..so i GU YI go out from the side gate there..den i saw dear dear wah hen xiang wave and run to hug him but sis beside me sia.. den he keep seeing me..den jiu start to run le..tot i heard someone shout but donno who den dear said he got shout bao bei wo ai ni to me..haha den everyone look at him..sayang dear...muackz..u must have missed me so much..den running kept thinking of dear.. ran about 3km + ba..den did sit ups with sis..den reach home le.. chat with dear..he must be tired..and had a hard day.. poor dear hugs.. wo hao ai ni yo darling.. thanks for the shoulder today...although i didn't wanna use it but u kept insisting me to..and i am really glad to be able to use it loh...hao xie xie ni...sorry for the unpleasant sight of me crying so till pathetic but i really cried till damn shuang..and all i had was hate in my eyes.. oh well..dear loving u always...hugs..drawing things on my foolscape paper haha... well go brush teeth le nite...

well...after dear went to sleep that idiot called...he got crazy and was calmed down after i taught him math...It was totally horrible and i had to accompany him till about 2 am before i sleep..was damn dead when i got up..can't even remember wat dear said when he called me..was really in a daze man..den sms dear ask him not to worry..while i walked to school..many things were in my mind..especially dear...He kept on appearing..His wei da de jin shen..oh well..then suddenly felt weird...thought of wat i told dear yesterday..felt hao dirty...den hao miss dear..cause mood wasn't good though..den i went to sch and made a call wor..just couldn't stop myself from hearing his voice..really need his encouragement..his voice.. hao power de wor.. i yi ting dao..really cheered up by him..den little cousin also got some problem..oh well..den les around whole day.. got a damn angry and shock mood...was totally shocked by my oral marks.. never in my life have i got such marks for orals especially in english.. wah its damn sad damn sad...even the common test pulled me down to a worst mood..michelle called me i also donno was totaly shocked and in daze for the whole day.. had no mood to do anything...never slept in class man..although tired...but donno why la...kept thinking of dear.. took neoprints in and out...den was kind of sick and hoping not to see that guy...went to computer lab.. got cheered up a bit.. cause get to play games.. den walk to lot 1 with cousin and gang...den also cheer up cause he no find me.. phew...he really getting to my nerves loh.. donno wat the hell he treat me as.. can make me sleep so late.. den his reason for not coming to find me is.. " wo hen lei leh.. suo yi wo shui zao le.." wah gd loh at least u reach home so early can slepe till song.. den make me sleep so late i cannot rest i not tired meh.. knn fuk it leh....=X haiz.. scold him also no use.. make me lose my famine only..better bao chi yi tai...but i also glad he never come find wo though...just find the reason stupid and if i really mean something to him.. he won't always ps me le.. sleep more impt than me loh...den wuickly went home to msg dear.. he went out with liling.. den i very very tired so went to sleep..dear called me.. but he know i sleeping cause think my voice very weird ba..den he let me continue.. den going 7 that idiot call me loh.. in the end went to shower..called him back..asking me abt math..haiz sad de shi.. he wan go out with me tomolo..but i wanna goout with dear...i guess i have to start trying to make things clear with him...treating me like shit and trying to woo me back is no use loh...wat the hell he think he is man... even if he have my body.. my heart won't be with him de loh.. physco idiotic moron =X sickening leh...only wish dear would really forgive me.. hao xiang jian ta.. hao xiang be in his huai li....really hao xiang hao xiang.. have always been waiting for today de loh... haiz..i rather be sick don go sch than to see that idiot..although bu xin ku.. i know dear heart sure hen pain.. feel so sad that i can't be with him now.. to hug him.. to pei him...hao bad of me... chatting with dear now...hm... really hao xiang ta.......T.T

things sren't getting better..but i only know my love for him has died off...why can't he just let me go..and stop threating me..hm...i really wonder why.. maybe cause he bu fu qi ba..don wan let me go..today in sch qi shi heart hen luan hen pain.. kept seeing neoprints.. donno whether wanna wait for him and teach him math..but in the end i went home after buying food with michelle..den in sch some pple got ask wo why sad sad..i also donno how to ans..things hao complicated.. its more complicated than anyone sees it to be..homework also cannot do.. study also no mood..ss test so difficult.. i am so happy ... so glad that pw is still beside me.. really hao ai ta... i am really scare.. wat if one day.. i go back to him and finally got rid of him.. and the one i really love is lost... i really understand and know who i really love now...and i am glad... i qing xing le...at least i am clear of who i really love..and who i wanna spend my life with...everything seems to be destined...pw..xin ku ni le... hao dui bu qi...today talk to dear for 2 hours.. wee yi bian kan qian jing bai fen bai yi bian talk... talk a lot wor.. den at night we chat even more... all the mimi all say out le.. ke lian de dear dear.. sayang him.. ting le gu shi.. really feel that he hao ke lian..muackz...weee... den aiyo donno la.. feel that everyday....my love for him gets much more deeper.. my trust in him.. got built up ...pw... xie xie ni yo...u r really a nice guy... hao ai ni.....wo zhen zhen ai de ren shi ni... mei you bie ren.. zhen de....

today leh not much la.. just spend the day hanging around at home..nothin to do...dear pei wo chat in the morning..den i finish doing my math hw..den dear went to pei didi buy cam..so i study trying hard to study but nothing seems to go in...hug piglet...was in a daze...tomolo de ss test fail jiu fail le.. suan le...tomolo think also going to go teach him ba..hm...den dear came home den i chase him go do project le.. den i eat dinner.. think of dear... aiya not much la.. just feeling a little down and weird....wondering wat to do...have been thinking of dear....for the whole day......

have been thinking about wat to do for thwo whole day...had a nice chat with dear early in the morning.. slept at about 4...well...i start to feel that i would give him up...it wouldn't be a nice choice..neither a gd one...but at least.. it would let wo hao gou yi dian...let him hao gou yi dian...i asked him..wat if one day i left him for that guy.. he said he would continue to live on so that i won't worry...when i see that.. i felt really relieve...as though..i would really let him go...i would rather he regret than to be with such a gal...it might sound silly..but i think...maybe i am able to force myself to say things i won't wanna say...i feel bad i know i will feel bad..but my heart is telling me to give up...to give up the hopes the dreams...and everything..since its one month only..give it up now or things would worsen even more...ex called...ask wo monday no go out ar...haiz..i feel really selfish..giving him up might not let him hao gou...might not let me hao gou.. but its the best idea i can think of..i am willing to do everything to let him find his happiness...including giving him up.. letting him go..i know he won't wanna go..he won't give up...but i'm sure..leaving me is really the best thing......i am starting to feel cold...haiz..really feel like saying sorry...sorry for everything..sorry for letting u know me... sorry.....

today morning get up wah raining heavily so lazy go sch myself den by the time go out rain stop le but daddy still drive wo.. so gd..den reach sch saw candy aiyo miss her leh cause yesterday she sick no come sch haha den went up to classroom with her..den got a compo and a functional to write..den aiya raining so heavily den whole place taken up by the NDP i was thinking suan le don go bball go meet dear eariler better..den wrote about the poor and the rich.. donno can or not leh haha..cause i never really follow the format..den finish le..i walk to lot 1 with joan cause she got umbrella den got hear dao dear de voice wor weee...hao qi dai see him wor.. hao xiang lay in his arms..den went lot 1 to change pei joan wait for LRT den went to take MRT den dear already left 2 stop jiu reach causeway le.. so fast sia... anyway i reach le.. walk out of the last cabin.. kan dao dear in front wor.. suddenly hao hai pa wor.. donno why.. hao scared kan dao dear dear like that...den kan dao ta although feeling hen gd just that weird weird de.. den walk into causeway dear dear suddenly snatch and hold my hand.. i shock tio wor..cause i hao bu gan rang dear peng wo... den go down macdonald but a lot of pple so i say go other place eat ba.. in the end we went to buy Old Chang Kee..den dear bought a pineapple pie i think.. den i bought craB claws ar..carrot cake ar.. prawn ar.. haha den yi bian walk yi bian eat.. den go up escalator shi dear hug zhu wo..suddenly felt hao hao wor..but feeling not very rite.. i don dare to touch dear wor..hao xiang felt zi ji hao dirty shi de... hao bu hao gou....feel hao bad..den we were going up escalator.. arcade haven open.. cause too early so went up to movie there.. pool open le wor.. but we eat finish den sat there watch the movie shots for quite a while.. den i jiu suggest we go play pool ba.. den dear say hao ar..den table 13..hm..play play shi.. dear hao ke ai.. =D~~ he hao xiang zhi dao i hen sad wor.. although i tried laughing he seem to know qi shi i laugh bu chu.. den play half way he say if he go in ball gib him 5 min wor.. i actually cannot really hear.. only hear dao 5 min.. but dear no go in.. den i sit on the tall chair.. den dear sat beside wo.. i ask him go play go play.. bu gan kan dear wor.. den he ask wo kan him.. his look...hao sad..wo see le heart hao pain... hao xiang hug zhu him.. but i bu gan touch dear...he tried to hug wo but i was trying to run away.. den i jiu ask him go play.. he look really very sad.. and was like ai sheng tan qi de.. i see le heart really hao pain.. cause wo de tears also almost roll down le.. so i quickly ask dear go play.. den i also play... den i keep ask him zhe me la.. he also just act like nothin happen..i know i hurt him a lot this time.. just that he don't wanna show out..don wan wo to get even more heart pain.. i xi sheng bu da wor...everything is zhi de.. wei le ni.. u must be well loved de... muackz..den after a while got cheer up ba.. but i still like the same.. den dear hao li hai today....still as pro.. den finish le we went to downstair de toilet wash hand.. come out.. dear suddenly pull wo sia so shock tio.. she say sis in arcade omg.. i huh!! den dear wan go in say hello i wann run away lol.. den he pull wo.. den he go in say hello den wo kan dao dear de sis qiyo hao pai seh yo.. dear de sis de bf also sitting there.. den wo simle to dear de sis den got say hello..den jiu go le.. buy Langer de birthday present.. den bought an acessory for him ba.. den bought my earstick also.. den jiu want take neoprint but a lot of pple.. so i say hai shi go lot 1 take ba.. den jiu take MRT..hao xiang shi di yi ci no zi dong go hug dear wor.. zhi shi rang ta support wo.. den reach lot 1 le.. went to take but got pple use loh.. den quite nice ba..but really a lot of time to deco but at least got deco dao.. den quite nice..den cut le jiu go home le.. i see dear off... wah si bei suay sia.. i kan dao the uncle Jerry den i turn want walk by there SUddenly! SEE MUMMY!! oMG...den i siam diao she no kan dao wo phew.. if not tio kp le.. den walk and act blur.. den wee train go le haha.. phew.. heart pump hao fast sia..den today miss a lot of trains.. dear yi zhi xiang qin wo.. but wo hao pa...yi zhi try siam diao.. even he wan hug wo.. wo ye hao bu hao shou.. i feel that..like.. i know he really very sad..den he like angry with wo.. but he don dare show wo.. keep say he forgive wo.. just to let me feel better ba...aiyo miss a lot of train.. den after that we sat down.. dear dear today hug wo hen tite...hao xiang hen bu xiang shi qu wo.. i bu she de let him go.. he got rang wo feel much better wor.. much more gan peng ta le.. den i kiss him good bye and chase him into mrt if not he no need meet him friend le.. lol... den before that i help dear hang the boy in his hp den i hang gal in hp haha.. den got back geo text and the neoprints. oh well..walk home shi hao xiang nian dear.. he say he enjoyed the day wor.. thats great.. sorry dear.. for being so cold to u today.. i just don dare to hug u in my arms.. i hao pa ni xian wo dirty wor.. i hao pa.. wo zhi dao wo sha.. zhi dao ni yuan liang wo.. but donno leh feel so bad...den jiu pei dear chat a while den he reach home le... chat on msn a while.. den he go queensway with his friend... i watch Qian jing bai fen bai.. den i went to sleep den mummy bought spagettie back.. didn't really have much appetite.. den eat a bit ask kor kor wan or not.. den in the end he and gf share.. den i went to sleep sleep...sleep dao now.. den get up when dear call wo.. cause i heard vibration.. den jiu listen...ting dao dear de voice weee... now dear shower finish also write blog.. xie xie ni for today.. its a xin fu de yi tian.. hao ai dear.....xi wang ta neng yong yuan ne me xin fu he kuai le.....

my heart is totally broken into pieces...it was a really terrible day.. and i really hurt pw a lot..i really wish.. really really wish...i could be with pw peacefully...days would be just fine..without that idiot...i know i was wrong too..and i was partly at fault..but all i thought of at that moment was...pw i really wanna be with u.. wei le ni..wo she me dou must try...this idea might not work but at least it would stop him from calling my father and i could still be able to see u..dear now hao heartpain..i can feel his heart crying for help..i really hen sad.. i know..do le say sorry also no use...one hour to think how much we mean to each other..to me..i really wish that pw and me would really last 4 eva..he is one sweet guy whom i really hurt......T.T..pw..wei le ni..wo she me dou must try...u mean the world to me.. if u weren't beside wo..i might not be typing this already.. that night de wo.. already jump down le..you ni zai wo sheng bian wo bu pa...she me dou zhi de.. although it seems silly although u think it won't work..and although i know ur heart really hurts.. i really wanna let him just leave me in peace..its really tough..and i really donno how to face u now.. i feel so bad u know.. i didn't wanna let u know..cause i know u sure heart pain..u sure think it won't work... hugs..at least i prove to him.. i aren't a bitch...at least he trust me better now..gib wo time.. gib wo chance.. i hope i know wat i am doing.. u must be strong...i once tot that if u leave me..maybe u would be happier to do so.. cause i won't cause so much troubles and all these...at least..i can see someone i love and someone who deserve to be loved...is happy and well loved...i can't bear to hurt u de...maybe my words sounds a bit nonsense..cause wat for say this kind.. haiz.. donno.. i just feel that.. pW.. i not that great gal.. i soft hearted.. i get hurt easily.. and i hurt others a lot..i don wanna hurt u.. i tot of..aiya one month only..dear can forget wo easily de..but didn't expect dear yue lai yue ai wo..maybe i i hurt u this time..ni jiu no need get hurt from me le.. den also lesser troubles le... hm.... donno la...haiz...love..hao nao express..hao nan say de...pw...sorry.. wo hen selfish...although think of how u will feel but i still do things that make u sad.. make u angry make u get so hurt..see u like that heart hao pain...can't forgive myself.. this kind of idea also will think dao.. haiz...pw..u mean everything to me... from the bottom of my heart...i just dono how to love u with my heart..donno how to show u.. only know how to hurt u... i hao bad.. i know u feel that wo shi a nice gal i am always perfect to u.. but..ni zhi dao ma..u r a great lover.. a nice guy.. maybe i don suit u well..maybe i suit u well..but really..u mean everything to me..

22nd July 2004

Today cause morning cry too much le..den sleep get up eyes hao puffy hao tong.. hao sad...make dear sad and worry also.. hao sorry..den not much loh..cause very quiet in sch today..friends all miss wo de smiles.. all kan dao wo jiu zhi doa something bad really happen le..den all ask wo why i just shake head jiu walk away le.. only shared it with michelle during abt the last period..den xin yun and yu ling also got listen all say he hao bian tai..den went for oral exams...hai hao loh..flunk the pic dicussion ba.. but hope get quite good scores..linient yi dian ba.. den xin yun they all pull me go math..wanted go home chat with dear if not he worry why so late haven reach home.. in the end math 5.15 den relase sian i in air con room shivering then everyone crapping...got laugh a bit ba.. den after that i walk to lot 1 with joan..chat with her..told her too..den she was like so angry keep saying bu yao guan ta la.. really think i got some great friends loh..hm..reach home chat with dear.. den he still don wanna let me go haiz.. hao sad.. till now still fan.. i trying to cheer up but i really scare loh... really damn scare.... donno wat to do.. dear sorry yo... i know u  really try cheering me up i also trying wor but jiu shi hao worried...muackz hugs.. but u don worry i mei shi ba..... den got talk to dear also...anyway.. going to brush teeth hao hao hao tired........

21st july 2004

Today is me and dear dear de one month anniversary lol…den morning dear call me wak up as usual den I lai chuang but hp clock sot sia.. 6.10 le still remain as 6.02 haha peng that’s why alarm no ring sia.. anyway daddy fetch me to sch wor.. den dear also his daddy fetch haha..den got to sch jiu start to fold star star le.. den my friends help wo.. a while nia jiu fold hao le wor..weee..den I showed them the thingy I made they all say quite nice wor.. I ask hui bu hui weird they say bu hui phew…lol cause I really donno how to decorate.. donno dear would like or not wor..den really very excited loh but was very tired.. 1st lesson nia I jiu fall asleep le haha cause very tired.. den bio lesson is lab chem. Also lab lucky ar.. if not I sure sleep liao haha..den keep thinking of dear.. den was asking around for the photo yesterday take de to ask dear help wo scan and also let him see loh..wee den after sch got english wah sian lucky I do quite fast if not sure late de.. but I reach le dear haven reach so I rush to toilet cause very urgent..den dear finally reach le weee I so happy but was shock cause the train is going marina bay de not jurong east haha den dear told me he over slept haha sleep in the train wor.. saying dear.. he must be tired.. yesterday nite so late den sleep saying..den weee meet dao dear hao happy…we walk a little while in lot 1 den my friends before dear arrive keep saying wan see him haha bth den let them kan dao le.. den even my lsec 2 de cousin also kan dao dear le blush..den we decided to go causeway cause marina bay de MRT reach first..lol den we reach le causeway I went to change to my kranji de bball shirt..den untie hair..weee..dear say nice nice blush.. den we walk walk thinking wat to eat.. so I suggest going to food court cause felt like eating carrot cake.. also told dear some of the lame riddles haha let him shou bu liao lol…den walk one round got see some ren shi de..den jiu buy black de carrot cake eat.. show le dear my neoprints..he went to buy food..dear ate the same as wo.. hehe weee den dear keep seeing wo eat wor.. so I see him eat too haha bleah..den eat finish le I see the plastic bag.. den decide to gib dear dear the things..den he eat finish le so I give him the plastic bag..cloud cloud de.. den dear first thing see shi the mashmallow haha weee den he saw the hp de key chain wee nice ma? Hope u find it nice lol..den dear see the heart of stars haha weee lalala..den lastly shi the card le..although I didn’t really decorate it very nicely…hope dear like wor.. the sea shells we pick together de.. the hearts I fold and the words from the bottom of my heart..drew out small house at the botton too.. hehe..den dear dear was smiling but I was blushing haha so pai she hehe den dear keep le neoprint we went out kan dao uncle tibits lol.. den I bought the jelly beans for dear a lollipop and biscuit for myself lol.. den we walk walk.. den dear say wan wo open present so we went to the basement and sat there den I open wor.. weee dear help wo use key lai cut open the scotch tape..wee I saw piglet filled with stars hao ke ai wo hao xi huan xie xie dear.. den we went to take neoprint but so many pple den donno wat to take also.. in the end decide to go back cck take.. miss le 1 train den sit there hehe.. den went in train we sit down wor.. den I lie on dear.. I tied my hair up also.. a little while nia jiu reach cck le.. den I went level 3 to change to my blouse cause no go bball den wear bbal shirt later pple keep see wo haha well..change le we went to take neoprint den the group of Indian gals si bei big loh den take up the whole machine so long sia pek cek.. den at last come out le.. den we took a lot os pose haha den I went to edit dear inside suddenly feel hao lonely yo.. den not much time cause dear inside ma.. den nobody help edit too..den took the second time while the uncle help us cut lol..den this time hao cause noone put money den dear and me yi qi edit also.. weee…edit finish oh late le.. better get going..den me send dear off wor.. pei dear wait for train train den we took pics pics wor.. so fun.. den make funny faces haha hao ke ai de dear..den kiss dear de neck.. he kiss mine too..anyway just now kan dao dear face red haha hao ke ai!!! =X den dear go off le me also go home.. den reach home sms dear realize I forget to give flying kiss so I took one flying kiss pic in toilet ahem…. Haha blush..den dear catch..dear hao sweet wor.. inside piglet got flowers dear fold de.. den he say each colour different meaning.. so sweet…really got a sweet bf.. hao hao…den now chatting with dear.. weee so happy so so happy .. dear! LAO GONG!! Happy one month!!! Weee

20th july 04

Today leh go to sch as usual den long day today so very sian loh..as usual got up when dear call wo haha piggy liao haha..den went to sch crapping with michelle keep asking her zhe me ban..tomolo yao dao le.. haha cause i haven make finish the thingy yet...donno how to make it nicer also den haven write also.. aiyo...den last two lesson is chinese but no lesson den hen men..sat there crap with huilin talk talk quite a lot loh..den seeing folkdance photos cause some pple wash hao le..den quite nice loh.. den was listening to jay de songs in the classroom..den kind of think dao ex cause...jay shi me and him de fav artist and shi always sing together de..oh well dear dear more important..den actually wanna rush home make thingy de but huilin,sandy,sharon,minxian,elizabeth,joan and me went to take neoprint sia haha wah damn fun loh den all squeeze in one small machine haha hao pathetic but really had fun bai pose lol =X den i edit wor lol all quite nice la..take finish we went to walk den joan joan went home first cause think a bit late for her le.. den we went to mini toons den walk walk den time to go home le.. suddenly tot of eh i wanted go take things from him.. so i called him but he say he sleeping den actually say ok la ok la but den he suddenly change his mind again say aiya next time ba cause he wanna sleep -.-" oh well like that also gd i rush home den started doing the thingy aiyo den quite a few thingy happen while mnaking haha den i talking to dear on phone den also got chat haha den i pei dear fold stars also fold till late late weee... going to 1 month le.. den i was waiting for 12 o clock but i miss the exact timing.. but i got say happy one month haha =X wee so happy den pei dear dear.. den i off light cause scare mummy scold so late still don sleep.. lol..so i off light and fold star den hao tired le.. den going to sleep le.. wee dear got call wo but i blur blur de cause falling asleep cannot really ting dao haha blush.. anyway really hao sweet wor dear.. weee hope he like the things i going to give him.. hao ai ni yo darling wee 1 month le yo.. going to 1 year 1 decade le haha =X

19th july 2004 

well today normal ba.. dear call wo wakey up wee..den i took a pic with my towel around me for dear to see haha hao funny den got up shi very tired eyes keep wanna close.. sch today very surprising sia..damn song loh.. cause first time 3 teachers no come nia our whole day only got two math period den rest all the way till common test liao...damn shiock loh haha den keep crapping and lesing around =X oopz kiddin haha carpping with michelle den see neo prints and think of dear dear...hm... hao xian ta yo..den i was thinking wat to give him on 21st haha weee going to one month le.. hao xin fen..lol..den kind of...bought the stuff that day just didn't know how to decorate cause my art no gd ma..cannot blame..anyway after sch i went to eat lunch with ah bird and joan den MX went home..they pei wo buy the things i wanna gib him haha den everything bought le.. den before buying went to eat lunch and crap lol..den walk walk jiu go home pei dear le.. wee got talk to dear dear wor.. den the stupid ex say hao hurting de things...make wo hao sad.. lucky got dear pei wo.. aiyo let him ting dao me cry le.. sorry yo dear.. muackz...hao ai ni...then cheer up le...den was making the thingy i wanan give dear.. haha..lalala weee another day gone one more day weee...hao qi dai

Today is a normal day.. but also quite special cause its my ah ma de Da shou.. zhui teng wo de ah ma..see her don even regconise wo.. really hao sad yo..still remember when she feed wo eat when i young.. and i act like a cook ask her eat my toy food haha so funny..den leh..chat with dear in the morning..wonder if he slept well..den i write my blog cause yesterday nite de post donno why no post dao..den was touched by dear de words..soon jiu yao go ah ma house le..sms dear on the way.. den parents quarrel as usual..lol..den hen xiang nian dear..keep thinking wat he is doing.. how he is..den msg him when i can.. but kind of car sick today maybe cause kor kor drive ba haha..so quite headache..den afternoon chat with dear while i do hw...den dear went to jog jog i went to watch my qian jing bai fen bai..den wash shoes..dear watch NKF i eat KFC..den now chatting..hao xiang jian him..oh ya.. also sort of scolded dh..cause kind of bu shuang..oh well..nothin much just pei dear dear chat.. den now he go brush teeth..still thinking about wat to do on wednesday lol.. going to meet dear dear.. and its gonna be our one month weee... so happy.. everything seems to be like a dream.. wooo!!! so glad to have such a nice bf =D

Hao Fu zha de feelings.. keep thinking that i really bu zhi de dear ai wo so much...i know think like that dear hen sad... but donno why.. mind hao weird...i feel cheap...i know dear hear le hui hen sad.. but i really feel cheap..not a gd gal as i look not as sweet as i look..really cannot judge a book by its cover..love isn't easy...although its really sweet and nice to be with dear..although i know dear is my stead le..but i really dono why..why i still think of ex.. the sad and the happy..things  really get very difficult to give up totally...the fear in my heart the stress.. really hao tong ku..i know dear hen xin ku.. he tried all means to make me forget.. to make me happy.. but i just don wan him to do that.. its really bu zhi de loh...i'am not a great lover..i donno how to make pple happy..and i am really afraid of falling in love...cause whenever i fall in love.. i get so devoted..but helpless..i donno wat to do..feelings very weird..sometimes i even think whether if i still love him..cause i donno why i keep thinking...i don wan to dui bu qi dear..cause he dui wo hen zhong yao.. but i am also afraid..afraid one day...i hurt him...hm... hao dou dong xi..really donno how to put to words... they are all just....just weird feelings....love....T.T

Oh well as my earlier entry showed..feeling very weird today.. but it was really a special day..morning gt up and sms dear den i accidentally fall asleep again haha..den dear so worried tot i go doctor.. sha gua i go will tell u de...hehe..den morning get up pei dear a whle.. den my parents they all go sentosa le..den dear dear called wo den we talk talk haha..den dear away..i went to watch Qian Jing Bai Fen Bai..so sorry dear never really pei u chat cause my hp flat den i must charge den i was watching in mummy room so i running in and out.. den as i watch like feeling weird weird de actually have been feeling weird very long le...den don wan tell dear.. hm..den after that i ran back chat with dear a while.. den i went offline and type the entry before this..den same online dear hao worried..sorry dear..rang ni worried le..den dear say go bath.. i jiu got feeling he would come and find wo.. but parents home le.. den i wanted tell dear parents home le but aiyo lai bu ji.. i eating chicken wing i run in room i saw dear saw he coming le he in cab.. so i thought of how to meet dear..den thinking take book borrow to friend can ba..den parents went down BBQ le.. so i took book and find dear..den while walking to the LRT really hao xiang nian dear dear...hm..kan dao dear.. really hao glad..the feeling is so damn nice loh..hao xiang jump in to dear de arms haha..den bring dear go behind sit den he sayang wo.. i can't stop saying dear sha gua.. cause i hao touched.. he know i need him he jiu fly down to me le..really sha gua...muackz...den i jiu saw one snail haha hao cute den i lightly touch its shell den it shou inside so funny so cute..den actually wanna cry out le.. but was ren zhu..den in the end coming down le..so i lie on dear de left shoulder and cried...den while crying was thinking.. wei she me dear dui wo ne me hao..hao xiang cong lai mei you ren dui wo ne me hao gou..den heard pple counting snails -.-" so when i cried finish i tried covering my face den acting cute.. den got sot sot le.. so funny..den decide to go see is it so many snails..den wah really wor so many.. at least one hor is cute.. so many is er xin wahaha =X den hold dear hand bring him go sit sit..den sat under a block.. dear hug wo wor.. den we talk talk.. chat chat.. cheered up when i see dear...den dai dear walk walk den we were hopping and running around haha so funny den dear sticker lai de..den suddenly i got the urge to run up the stairs.. so i ran wor haha so shuang cause so long no run up stairs le.. den i run dear dear behind weee..den i say one ah pek i chua tio.. haha scare me sia...den continue to 10th floor den i feel dear heart haha dear feel my heart haha THUMPING SO HARD! haha dear sweat le.. sayang.. den he piggy back me up to the 11th floor haha..so funny...den suddenly the ah pek come up den we act as if we going home lol.. den we walk around to find the lift..den found le..we walk one stair down and i hug dear...den i gave him a deep deep long shui shui... wah..break record le...hehe really hao nice haha =X den hugs hugs.. den we walk down stairs...walk till 6th floor take lift... but i actually wanted to shui shui one last time before going in lift bu nvm.. haha den i gave dear a kiss in the lift.. den come out.. dear blur blur.. haha nvm i lead.. aiyo i here quite shou de hehe..don worry i won;t get lost..den jiu walk to the lrt there...den i hug dear.. kiss one more time..actually wan dear take taxi but in the end..dear pei wo walk to the side gate..den near busstop dear hug one one last time i gave him last kiss on his neck.. den i went in i saw dear looking from outside.. hao bu she de wor.. sayang dear...must be very sad..den i walk inside saw him peering in from outside.. so sweet..den see me walk to block..den i reach home..change and took contact off den i call dear dear pei him.. he on taxi le.. den the phone sot sot keep reception low.. but nvm.. pei dear till he reach home wor wee....den really hen glad loh..den my mother got ask wor.. pass book why so long wor.. haha den i say huh long meh.. lol =X den dear went to rest while i type blog but hor the entry no get post donno why sia.. so i waited for dear...i did some hw den lie on bed bed hug piglet.. den i also got play gb a little while.. den so fast 3 le.. thats why eyes closing haha..so i sms dear say i going to sleep le.. cause i think dear also fall asleep le..poor darling he must be very tired.. sayang...den gang gang hao he sms wo.. but i see le den i fall asleep le.. oh well thats about all.. hehe write till here le..really very happy that dear came to find me...although i keep saying sha i really felt hen hao..thanks dear...ni dui wo zhen hao..

Well..today is a nice day ba.. morning go sch den after that it rain so no assembly den was thinking of dear dear all the time.. wondering how he is in his napfa.. hopw he did well...den i wanted call but aiya think he having napfa better not ba.. hehe den finish sch le i went to lot 1 to meet dear with my cousin.. she wanted buy bandana from 77th street so i pei her go.. den she say HI to dear haha so funny.. wee den was les around haha dear hair stand lol.. dear dear also help my counsin bao chou leh.. haha i pinch her he pinch me lol den after a while she went off with her guy friends le.. den me and dear went to walk a while.. den i bought a green rubber band.. haha den see cd.. den decide to go causeway.. on the way on mrt got bite dear dear hand haha oops=X  miss dear too much thinking if its dream so must bite and see if real de ma.. haha lalala den hold hands walk walk.. den went to uncle tibits to buy tibits for dear dear eat.. den i bought dear xi huan de jelly beans wee.. den we share share hehe i feed him he feed me.. so sweet wor..den i bought two box so snoppy chocolate one for dear one for me.. weee.. den pull dear dear before he buy chocolate for me haha bth bth.. den we went to sit sit after wlaking.. sit at the water fountain there den was thinking eat wat for lunch hao.. den we ate pastamania..we ate garlic bread..garlic prawn spagetti one each.. den ice tea on each.. weee.. den so pai seh no poke dao the hole instead poke on hole through the plsatic haha peng..so funny..den we share the garlic bread.. each person one and a half haha.. den while eating spagetti dear keep peeping at wo... hao pai seh haha den i also got look at dear haha lalala...den hen fun.. actually eat the taste not bad de.. den after drink ice tea wah lao the tongue feeling wo weird that i bth don dare eat le lol...den dear also got that feeling sia haha.. so dear think eat sweet feel better so we eat jelly beans haha den walk to take mrt to cck cause i need go home change clothes.. den while on mrt hen sweet i rest on dear dear weee... hehe eyes very dry and pain.. den reach le we took bus 300 bring dear dear sit there wait wo while i go home change in to the Kebaya.. haha den rush ar.. shower fast fast cause scare dear bored bored.. den hao le jiu come out see dear dear stand there..wah i hao pai seh cause like so many pple lookin at wo..den donno nice or not leh.. haha den dear say the material weird weird haha but i hug dear in the bus bus while we go back lot 1 take neo print.. den we browse through the pictures in the digital camera haha den soon jiu reach le.. then while abt to go take neoprint den saw huilin kaling serene and geraldine in long john eating.. den they ask wo zi ji yi ge ren ah den i say no wor i look behind eh...dear dear gone wor.. haha den they say orh.. ask him come in loh.. then they all point at dear so i ask dear go in.. den they all hi to dear haha den after that i went up to take neoprint den neoprint not much time to edit sia but quite nice ba.. den wanna go down find michelle xin yun and yuling den see huilin they all they ask wo let them see neoprint so i show them then serene say so green! haha.. den anyway meet dao michelle they all then we went up to take neoprint..took the card den dear cut the neoprint.. hehe den come out he not around i tot he lost wor so scare wor.. den saw him making hair in toilet phew..weee... den took neoprints with my friends then edit finish le weee... den yu ling went off first.. den me and dear dear take again wor.. this time also not much time to edit ba.. but still very nice also.. den dear this time use pen knife expert le wor.. got eat rice haha weee...den late le.. den hen sad.. cannot send dear dear off so sorry wor.. den we rush rush den ran after the 302 like mad woman den everyone looking at us so funny sia.. this year folkdance not very fun la.. everyone wear very very nice but hor.. don have the atmosphere like last time loh.. maybe cause no compete ba.. den took quite many pics with my friends.. den when dancing michelle step my leg a few times hao tong haha bth but nvm i ren den got one time she step my whole shoe drop out haha hao pai seh sia.. peng.. kept thinking of dear wor.. wonder wat he is doing..oh well... hen xiang nian ta.. den was looking at neoprints too.. weee...den made my way home.. den ex call wo.. den aiya.. hope nothin bad happens... hm.. still worried loh.. but cannot don worry leh.. hope everything goes fine.. muack ai dear dear yo.. he really hao sweet hao sweet.. ai ai ai ai hao ai ta hehe... muackz.. miss lao gong.. my one and only...darling.. wo zhen de bu neng mei you ni..ye bu yao ni shou shang hai.. cause i really treasure u a lot. wanna gib u the best i can give.. shower u with lots of love..

Entered an entry ealier on..on well today got up quite late cause i slept very well..den chat with dear dear..den i didn't go sentosa with my parents cause wanna pei dear.. but in the end i watch Qian Jing Bai Fen Bai haha.. den time pass so fsat..den got pei dear chat.. den the feelings was werid loh kepy anyhow think as i have mention in the previous entry...but everything really changed so much all because of dear dear...told him don come look for wo le..cause feel that very ma fan loh den waste money somemore..diao..but i had a weird feeling he would come den in the end really came.. den i wait for parents to go bbq den i went to lrt to find dear...See dear dear de feeling really hao bang..felt like jumping into his arms..haha..but i can't stop saying dear dear shi sha gua..cause he really hao sha..muackz..but he hen sweet...really hen sweet...mei you ren he ni ne me sha ne me teng wo le...hugs dear tite.. den i saw snail wor haha went to lightly touch its shell.. den really hen touched by dear..earlier on kept thinking...those weird stuff kan dao dear realy so happy...glad he was beside me.. so i tried to ren not to cry out wor.. but eyes watery le.. den in the end i cried on dear de left shoulder..den i heard pple counting cnails. hao funny..den i tried to cover don let dear see i cry.. den sot sot le.. acting cute...den bring dear wlak a while.. den sit near the lift there talk and hug a while den walk near a staircase..haha den we there hao funny.. i was acting cute sia.. den running around.. hopping around.. turning around lol..really bu she de dear zhou...den we run around haha so funny den i kan dao xiao mao mi... so cute wor.. but it went away le.. den we race up the stairs haha den i yue run yue shuang cause long time no run up stairs le.. so fun... den dear chasing wo haha...den saw one ah pek he smile at us sia so weird haha.. den run till 10th floor den dear piggy back me up to the top floor wor haha so funny.. den hug hug a while.. den kept looking in to dear de eyes.. den nose to nose saying wo ai ni.. weee so sweet sweet....really cheered up by dear.. see dear really feel so gd....den ah pek came up sia so ps den we walk down loh den find lift lol.. den find dao we walk till 10 floor den jiu before walk down the stairs..i hug dear..keep asking him to take care...cause really worry abt him.. den i kiss dear dear..den we shui shui wor...hao deep de..hao nice hao nice...blush.. longest de liao hehe...=D~~ den dear sweat a lot wor.. so i blow air air for dear...den dear keep saying wo shi zhi de de....hm...hao gan ren..wo zhen de shi wei yi ma...dear dear shi wo de du yi wu er....bu neng zhao dao bi ta hao de ren le...really will treasure him well..den kiss kiss dou ji xia.. den hugs tite tite wor jiu walk down stairs till 6th floor..den took lift..actually i wanted to shui shui one last time before going in to lift de but oh well haha blush..den jiu go down le..den muack dear dear den dear blur le haha so i bring dear back to the LRT there.. den gave him one kiss before we walk..actually wan dear take taxi den i walk to gate.. in the end..dear walk with wo till gate.. den near bus stop.. dear gave wo one hug.. den i gave dear one last kiss on his neck...den i went into the spiral gate le.. as i walk inside i saw dear walking outside.. den he stand there see wo walk in to block wor.. so sweet...thinking hao sad he was..sayang..muackz..den i reach le kor kor and bao ling was abt to go down haha..den i call dear dear pei him...if not he bored bored den sad sad...really miss dear le...den mummy came home she got ask why i go gib boook so long wor.. haha den i was saying huh long meh lol =X den now dear resting.. me leh write blog.. also quite tired le haha but really hen xiang ta.. den just see the upload pics.. weee...hao funny..dear really hen sweet.. i hao touched by him.. its really a special day....

wee today leh got nothin much to write ba.. morning got up when dear dear call wo..den we sms a while.. hehe den i go sch le.. today at sch very very boring.. lessons very long den my eyes was in terrible pain worst than yesterday..now still quite dry and pain..bth bth.. den math teacher Ki Siao..haha anyhow scold pple wor.. but is her fault sia..not our business..den she is the only teacher who scolds my class leh.. all the other teachers all like our class de den donno why these few days she keep kpkb de so noisy..keep stressing us..say wat A1 A2 blah..den form teacher Mr Lim never come..must be too stress up with the international folkdance cause he in charge.. den morning i got the Kebaya from diana..wah the green very nice leh.. but i didn't know how i look in that ba.. cuase i on think i suit green..den everyone saying nice.. ask wo parade..cause i didn;t mind ma.. but i think its quite normal loh cause like many pple wearing kebaya ma..Qi dai tomolo leh.. can see darling.. den assembly today.. must wear tie.. nothin much la.. den keep xiang dear.. den see neoprint haha weee... den after sch finish wah finally finish le.. den i didn't wanna go rememdial cause eyes damn pain so i went in AVA room took paper den mark attendance and told the teacher my contact lens crack got to go home eyes very pain..bth so i made my way home straight instead of going lot 1 walk.. keep thikning of darling wor.. den i fold another heart.. this morning take bus use coins also.. den i folded a heart.. wee got two le.. hm..reach home sms dear den he call wo but i was trying the Kebaya.. it was quite nice ba.. but a little weird loh.. hm.. anyway i like it.. den jiu chat with dear.. he go cut hair wor weee...tomolo can see him le.. hope dear de napfa test gd gd hehe.. jia you! anyway eyes hao tong.. don think gonna write much longer.. tomolo writ elong long de.. cause tomolo international folkdance nite.. too bad dear dear not going hehe.. anyway he can get to see me wear Kebaya.. hope he don laugh hehe and don nose bleed =X haha.. weee hao qi dai see dear dear....

wat a wonderful day..Morning dear dear call me up as usual wor..hehe so we sms in the morning a while.. den darling took a pic of him for me.. so so cute wor..cause he brushing teeth omg.. hehe..pinch..den contacts lie diao wor wah damn pain but i decide to ren so i put it back on.. den made my way to sch..on my way to sch sch never felt weird today..cause feeling quite gd ba..den dear also got ask wo don feel sad hehe..can't wait to see him wor..den reach sch le..hao boring yo.. today quite normal at sch.. fell asleep for math a little while i think a few secs haha den i quickly get up den i fell again haha peng..den michelle and me blur blur at chem lab today..bio also fun cause its lab..den draw kiwi den michelle did a very lame thing..she say wan drink kiwi juice -.-" anyway she gave wo money to help her buy the bag bag..i told Mdm normala abt the fri thingy.. oh well today no take dao costume.. going to take it tomolo too bad if not can show dear haha.. well..they say got NE quiz after sch.. so recess call dear.. den dear hao ke ia haha ask wo NI SHI SHUI! haha scare wo wor den counsin beside me i wanted say wo shi lao po haha den i went ahem ahem haha den dear dear jiu ORH!! haha so funny wor peng.. den NE quiz hao lame leh.. finish le i jiu ran off haha quickly run to take MRT find dear dear le.. can't wait to see him..meet dear at bugis..so i reach about 3.15 den kan dao dear weee so happy dear dear change hao le.. so i went down to change...
whole day complaining to friends abt my eyes haha den cannot really concerntrate keep ren haha.. den kan dao dear dear told him.. den he heart pain wor sayang.. don heart pain..we went to buy michelle de bag bag wor.. dear dear bargain minus 1 dollar haha..hao li hai hehe den wee buy dao le so happy..den went back into bugis junction.den we went to walk walk at edge.. den i bought a bracelet.. the one i lost wor.. so happy..den we sat outside pure milk and talk haha den i found the green piggy sticker that i lost and wanted gib dear de..lao gong gave me the two other doggies wor.. weee so cute wor.. so nice of him...den i told him lame jokes wahaha den he told me too.. den we got kiss hehe den dear keep sayang me.. so sweet rite..den we made our way to go to eat..den aiyo..went to mos.. didn't really feel like eating mos.. so we decide to walk to burger kind instead haha we even sat at the same table and den ordered the same things..den eat finish that time around 5+ le ba.. we went to walk walk.. den i say wan take neoprint ma? dear say hao wor! weee!! then we took the shiny hello kitty de machine wor so so cute den eye pain pain so today dear dear cut cut hehe.. den very nice wor i like the neoprints hehe..we went wu yin liang pin to buy tibits wor.. den we each bought rasin chocolate weee den even gib same money and get same change haha..den hold hand hand..time to go home le.. den we hug hug in mrt station and train i kiss dear dear de neck neck quite a few times hehe.. cause dear dear also like wo kiss blush..den send dear dear to AMK.. i was resting on dear dear hehe den he so sweet remove one side and say it would be easier for me to rest.. muackz..hao teng wo yo..zhen de hao sweet..den so fast reach amk le..can't wait for the surprise..den eyes hao pain dear dear whole day keep trying to stop me from rubbing also.. haha den we hug hug..kiss kiss...den we also got shui shui dao wor.. slow slow de... so romantic so so sweet.. dear dear took out orange de plastic bag for wo.. its the surprise... weee.. den i see eh.. action city de i jiu guess dao shi piglet le haha den i say dear dear sha gua wor.. den he say " wei le wo she me dou zhi de.." i hao touched wor.. didn'y wanna go..i hug dear dear..felt so touched..was thinking.." Zhe ying gai shi Xin fu de Kai shi er bu she Jie Shu" den hen happy jiu bu jin tears roll down le.. dear dear kan dao wor.. blush.. den i wipe diao and act cute.. dear dear laugh hehe.. den train come le T.T so fast wor.. really miss dear dear... one last kiss and i went in.. den i comb my hair haha gave dear a flying kiss den he catch and put in heart so cute.. den he lip lang say wo ai ni to me.. den i say wo ye ai ni.. hehe den he smiled wor.. must be zhi dao wat i said hehe.. den in train hao men... kept thinking of darling.. den see neoprint den i read a math text book haha.. den i stand all they way to CCK while closing my eyes.. can't wait to get the contact off my eyes haha.. reach home call daddy he say tomolo bring wo buy.. den i took it out.. and sms dear dear le... den we chat a while.. den watch wei si li.. den back le.. chat a while.. den dear dear headache wor.. aiyo.. heart pain sayang dear...hugs tite tite..hop lao gong mei shi le.. must eat panadol yo.. anyway.. i do my a math den dear write blog blog... kind of tired le cause it was such a fantasitc day.. i so happy wor today got new two doggies and a piglet to pei wo sleep sleep at nite.. weee... dear dear xie xie ni.. ni hao teng wo.. wo de xiao sha gua.. wo de lao gong.. thanks for the day.. hope lao gong get well soon and have enough sleep sleep...so happy today... weee.... God is so nice to me.. let wo have such a nice lao gong weee hao happy... hao happy.. in MRT touch touch piglet.. weee i going to hug piglet and dream of dear sweetly tonite le.. YEAH dear dear WAN SHUI!!!!

its a long day today.. oh well morning dear dear call me up den i lai chuang for 5 min more den get up.. den go toilet le realise no take pic for dear so i took one.. blush.. den send to dear after that dear gave wo a surprise call wor.. so happy early morning hear his voice.. wee..den reception no gd not very clear but its ok.. hehe..den go sch le.. walk slowly to sch.. den went canteen with sharon and joan..den chat a while den gather le..its a normal day ba.. den lessons as usual loh.. kept missing dear.. den first period bio nia spoil my whole day de mood le.. haiz..remedial on fri.. i really very very sad.. didn;t know how to tell dear..den whole day keep saying Zhe me Ban.. wo hao sad... hm...den geo teacher hao funny today.. he sya i gam choi whaaha ask if he can be my boyfriend diao leh.. cannot wor i xin li only got my lao gong.. and i am taken by him le hehe blush...den break i ate lor mee.. den nothin much while chi lesson finish hw le.. den angela sit with me.. so we were talking.. den she saw all my neoprints including those censored de.. haha den was saying abt love life ba.. she also quite ke lian.. one week meet her stead once.. cause stead in AJC ma.. nvm.. at least can meet once.. hen sweet le.. den watching english movie.. donno wat good will hunting or something like that.. den rain damn heavily sia.. donno how go home.. no umbrella den actually going home with cousin but she waiting for ming xian and bird so i went home with michelle..we were observing earthworms like yesterday.. den she step on one.. den we went eee yucks haha lucky is small and thin de.. oh well.. den she show wo the bag she wan cause lot 1 de not the one she wan.. so i going bugis tomolo to buy for her..den also went popular bought some things.. den was seeing cds den i went to his house to return card..den slwoly made my way home.. kind of sad ba.. yi bian walk yi bian ling yu.. den got cry a little i think.. donno la..den reach home chat with darling den he cheer me up as usual.. so sweet of him rite? my darling of course sweet.. really like got a strong feeling that this relationship would last long long loh.. donno why.. hm.. feel that dear dear dui wo zhen xin de.. den very qi dai to meet him tomolo.. got to eat dinner myself.. weee.. can pei dear longer.. so happy ...can't wait to see darling.. hao xiang ta.. its a tiring day... really wanna hug dear and gib him a sweet long kiss...

today is a normal day ba.. nothin special just much more laughter..den physics got a last min remedial si bei sian ar.. waste our time doing nothin...morning while i was on the bus...suddenly felt like crying sia.. maybe cause think of the days i walk to sch with him ba.. den kind of sad..lucky my cousin swa me in front while she go sch den she walk with me to sch so i wasn't too lonely den never think much...den hao xiang nian dear dear.. wonder he got get up in time ma..den english lesson she say got rememdial on wednesday wah i so sad sia...wednesday yao meet darling de T.T how can eat diao wo.. den keep asking michelle zhe me ban.. den i say.. one week meet him once will die de leh.. haha den she say sounds pathetic sia..den i keep seeing neoprint..den quite many pple see also..haha...den went to eat mac with michelle had great laughs..birghten up my day..den raining heavily so i long bang her umbrella den we saw small cute thin earthworm.. den suddenly wah lao eh!!! got long and fat de apper we both shock tio sia.. bth bth..scream and siam diao haha cause it was in the middle..if not see jiu PIAK! flat earthworm le.. omg.. haha...den wanted return him card de..but raining heavily.. den i saw his sister going home.. wanted clal her but she go on bus le..so i went home wuickly hope dear dear isn't worried about me..wonder hor was his day.. so when i got home jiu msg him le.. den chat a while he went to watch tv.. i went to shower.. so my hw den very sleepy.. mood not very gd too cause parents very noisy outside den kpkb de..bth...so i rest a while.. got up eat my food.. den i see the flash again..den hao sad jiu cry le.. donno why..hm.."Ai ni shi ge cuo.." hm.."bu zhi dao shi xin fu de kai shi...hai shi jie shu..."hm.."meng hui xing qing hui mei..yuan lai shi jian zhen de hui xiao mo liang ge ren de ji qing..wei she me ni xuan zhe yao li kai..."see dao zhe li.. bu jin jiu cry out le..suddenly think of him..den hen sad...kept crying not stop.. i look at downstair de bus stop.. hao xiang see him...sitting there like usual.. looking at how i am doing.. those sweet memories.. he gib wo de bear bear.. den suddenly..parents home.. i ran to the toilet.. wash my face.. dear dear cheer me up... hm... chat with dear dear...now his msn sot..hao qi dai wednesday.. wanna hug dear dear close.... hm........

today early morning jiu get up le cause i saw dear sms wor..he got up so early.. den i wanna reply him but i reply half way i fall asleep again haha.. den daddy call wo ask me get up eat breakfast together so i better say ok if not he di siao me lol.. den i sms dear dear.. den got up and change den went out le.. went to clementi to collect kor de photos..den went to IMM to eat...on the way was smsing with darling den chat abt dreams.. i had a terrible dream at night wor.. but i know its won't happen.. i dreamt of dear dear with another gal.. den i so sad wor i ran and cry.. den i got up phew.. lucky dream lai de xia si wo...dear dream abt going sinagpore idol den i was judge den i failed him haha hao ke ai de meng.. den went to IMM eat with parents and korkor..den ear two eggs and chee chong fan..cause the person gib wrong actually is chwee kueh de.. sian.. den got some quarrels.. den after that daddy fetch mummy and me to lot 1 shopping.. wah very shuang.. but tiring.. i bought three shirt.. one pink from giodarno one dark pink and one yellow..den two is free size de.. den i bought a skirt from ice lemon tea also.. wah hehe... den guess wat's for lunch.. its macdonalds.. omg.. haha den went NTUC bought quite a lot of thingy.. den finally home den i pei dear play GB den we chat haha..i tired the yellow shirt and pink de..den the pink de a bit tight but the yellow de very tite ar omg.. haha den jiu chat chat more with laogong... den sms and watch the charity show.. got call once to support..den milo scratch dao wo de leg den hao pain..but alright le..i took pic send dear wor.. dear dear see le heart pain..sayang dear dear muack i alright le wor.. weee.. quite a nice day ba.. just some headaches and giddy..hao xiang nian dear.. tomolo got common test english.. hm.. sian.. lalala i miss dear dear!!!!!!!!!!! wo ai ni lao gong........

weee today morning get up at 8.15am.. den jiu sms dear dear good morning hehe..went to toilet to shower and brush teeth.. going to meet my lao gong le.. so excited and happy...den shower hao le..stomach not feeling well..haha well.. sms dear on the way..den i went to lot 1 change clothes.. den saw some friends..took mrt go find lao gong le.. on MRT nobody de so i sit down play hp games and sms lao gong..aiyo sit till very shu fu.. den feel quite sleepy...haha was thinking of lao gong...den like quite fast jiu dao AMK le..i reach before laogong..hehe den i stood there waiting for him anxiously..den donon where he will come from haha so was looking around.. den a while nia i jiu kan dao laogong le.. weee...darling so cute...wear brown shirt and op 3/4 hehe den i very very seldom go AMK so dear have to lead the way.. the AMK expert haha...wo shi CCK expert lol =p den took escalator down.. den walk walk den someone jiu ask us to donate.. den she gave us two stickers...heart heart de.. dear paste on his wrist i paste on bag bag.. den we were thinking wat to eat for breakfast.. den dear took the mac coupon from the person so we went to eat MACDONALDS!! lol.. den they started selling the 3rd week de first doggy le..we went to put bag.. den i realise mummy bo gib wo money wahaha cause i went down with dad in the morning den daddy bring dog den mummy in toilet.. den i also forget haven take money lol..lucky i got bring money..phew.. den we ordered two hotcake meals weee..den got a cute little doggy haha i adopted le keke...so i carried tray back... den kai dong le! i taught dear dear to eat hush brown with honey syrup haha he say gan jue bu cuo wor lol...den told him about mayo and sweet chilli..haha den kan dear dear eat hotcake hao wen rou haha =p me as usual treating my hot cake like pizza haha cut into slices lol...first time eat breakfast with laogong.. gan jue hao bang wor.. =D so happy wor.. hehe den eat eat drink orange juice eee sour sour haha.. den laogong bring wo walk to the pool.. find the place quite cool wor haha cause like old cinema make out de hahaha cuase got steps ma..den arcade below den very cool loh nice place bu cuo bu cuo... haha den we took table no.18 den went up play pool pool...Lao gong first game jiu win le.. hao li hai.. den he say i got improve hehe weee....den he say nia i suddenly play very lan haha singapore lang buay sai por haha =p then quite fun wor.. played for quite long ba.. hao hao wan wor.. den got hug hug and kiss kiss too.. den i also di siao dear while he play haha hai him no go in ball ball lol =p zai laogong de pei yang xia know how to play pool pool le...weeee....so fun wor..den got two pros come and play beside us haha then the malay guy hao big size hao xiang DA BEAR BEAR wahaha=X den we play finish went to the toilet..aiyo the toilet lucky nobody haha cause the lock of the door spoil.. den i had to hold on to the door while i pee lol peng peng den i came out dear dear hao le.. den we walk to amkss le..while walking kan dao dear de ex classmates den dear say they very chao de haha..den we walk inside the flats dear say cooler hehe..reach le.. wee.. wo hao shy wor hehe amkss quite big wor..den look very new not like my sch haha =p next time let dear dear see my sch sch too.. hehe den walk across the canteen dear was saying canteen big big.. my sch de bigger size but older looking..haha..den jiu go to the field.. weee funfair haha first thing i see jiu she the dunk me thingy haha the teachers hao ke lian sia.. bth..den we walk across all the games.. den kan dao pple tio the water haha den catch fish ar.. diao frog ar haha hao ke ai =p first time at fun fair with laogong wor.. so happy...den dear also kan dao friends..den dear say wanna eat ice cream so we went to see see... wee we shared a chocolate ice cream.. so nice =D~~ so romantic haha.. den dear bring wo to where he always hang out in sch.. the ncc room there i think.. den kan dao their parade square..den kan dao dear friends.. den we walk back to the field again.. den kan dao Bong...haha dear say wanna play game so we went to play the hit the pail de haha stand there see them get wet lol.. den dear gib 4 dollar got six throw lol..in front of us that guy hit the board the pail drop le haha so dear tried but the pail too heavy le ba so no drop.. den my turn haha me hit dao pail lol den the guy got wet sia so funny haha =X den another time is i throw then the ball chop wor went into the pail haha diao so funny leh...bth bth..den got two tokens wee.. den was raining ma..laogong wanna buy drinks so we went to the shop outside dear sch to buy... den while we come out kan dao bong they all going in to the field lol...den hold hand cross road hehe.. den dear bought just tea drink drink.. den bring wo go take bus bus.. weee.. SBS bus hao jiu no take le.. we took 74 back to the mrt station..quite hot wor.. so blow human air con haha..den we took MRT go back cck.. den i hug dear dear on mrt train..help him cui feng.. cause he sweat sweat hehe... den help him dry shirt shirt.. den very fast reach lot 1 le.. we went arcade... den i play gun de game.. den die le haha lousy ma =p den play my rock and thread aiyo become so lan le haha.. combo so little nia bth bth.. den we went to play photo hunt haha.. den very fast jiu die le.. den wanna take neoprint le.. but the neoprint machine gone cracky sia.. so we went to explre around the shop see got other machine use ma..den got one machine can sit down de haha i sit down don let dear dear sit haha hao bad wor den i poke dear also...den we kiss kiss hehe blush...den i realise my spag loose loose wahaha so i cover if not later dear nose bleed sia haha =X haha =p den got pple wanna take neoprint so we came out.. but machine still spoil spoil den we saw hello kitty de haha hen cute wor.. got melody weee..in the end no take neoprint cause machine sot diao le.. so go home time.. pei dear dear wait for train...we miss trains again...den took pic pic with hp.. den hug hug wor.. hao wen luan... so shu fu... didn't wanna let go....hao bu she de wor T.T den keep so many pple hao difficult to shui shui wahhaha den nan de nobody looking we shui shui dao wor weeee so sweet wor =D~~ haha den we were talking abt flasher haha today me and laogong keep fang dian sia.. bth bth den hao hot wor wahaha chao ta le wahaha weee...den i keep kissing dear dear today also sot sot de...anyway i gave dear a last kiss den he went up the train den got gib him direct kiss too.. den he catch and put in heart.. den we said wo ai ni to each other...i went to toilet change den sms dear on the way home.. hehe dear reach home le.. i shower finish le.. den i quite tired so we decided to rest rest together weeee... hehe den i rest jiu rest till 8 le.. daddy say wanna eat but in the end no eat.. den chat with darling...now he writting blog blog... today is a very nice day wor... thank you laogong for brightening up my everyday life...its so nice to have u in my heart.. i very selfish de.. won't return ur heart back to u le hehe... and u no need return mine too... darling i love you... our days are always wonderful..........

dear called me up in the morning as usual.. weee..when did i become a pig ar?O.o lol..anyway made my way to sch.. den everyone was like studying for math test den i even forget bring textbook nor my TYS home.. haha..den it was the folkdance rehearsal.. partner with serene sia den funny loh.. everyone dancing den only the sec 4 classes all gong gong stand there.. haha so funny.. den me and serene kind of les around ba..haha so funny..i act guy.. den she gal..den stupid John Lim..say dention scare me sia.. i totally lost all interest in the lessons sia.. can't even think of anything..so worried that dear have to wait hours for me..omg.. den i in class keep no listen..den michelle keep laughing at wo.. den i show her pics too..den she give me neoprint show dear haha so funny..den recess finally reach le.. i ran to toilet.. den wait for cousin but she so long so i went to call dear..dear no pick up my call wor.. i so damn worried..i really donno wat to do.. so keep thinking of ways to pon the detention..wah so scared wor..den i keep saying" ZHE ME BAN!!" fan si all my friends sia.. den i stranggle michelle say " HE NO LISTEN MY CALL HOW WOR!!!" haha michelle say call after sch.. i also don care le..after sch i ran down.. saw MR lim.. shivering sia.. scare he don let me go.. so i bluff him got dentel den i run off.. haha first kranjian to leave sch sia.. wah song bo.. lol =X den reach MRT at 1 cause i walk very fast.. den wait for dear.. i like see him hide behind wall.. but tot i see wrongly le.. in the end really him wor.. haha he stand behind me.. lol.. den we took MRT i told dear abt wat happen.. den he say he was playing bball at that time.. haha ooo thats why no ting dao.. but nvm.. everything is fine phew.. hehe..we took MRT to jurong point.. den on the way... i showed dear my pics pics..in japan and some taken with friends de.. den reach le jurong point.. we walk walk.. den thinking wat to eat.. both also shui bian.. den walk to food court cause i say rainbow not red haha.. den walk one round.. still dono wat to eat...so went to eat mos burger in the end..ate.. butterfly prawns..fries..hamburger..fishburger..lemontea..and corn soup.. wah....=D~ haha den see dear dear eat haha so cute.. den we talk talk abt the day.. den showed dear the newspaper article.. den showed dear my bio notes.. haha cause i draw piggy wanna show him lol =X den we went to walk walk.. walk whole jurong point.. haha den went to pet shop.. see hen dou fish.. hamster..ginea pig..cats..dear dui cats ming gan wor..hm..den went in jurong point walk again...actually wanna take neoprint but a lot of pple.. so we decide to go lot 1 take.. den reach lot 1.. i wanted return ex his arcade card.. so we walk there.. den walk half way kan dao Mr Siah.. wah biang hai you zai suay de ma.. haha lucky sia lucky i not holding hands with dear.. if not sure tio dai ji liao..phew..den so xin ku dear haha cause i forget that guys men pai..so i decide wear tie let him see see lol den we went to take LRT for the first time together.. den reach lot 1.. we go take neo print..den kiss kiss in neoprint there.. haha all very nice wor.. but me and my itchy hand.. any how press...T.T den choose dao 4 pic de nia.. aiyo so sorry dear... den i decide to take again since so fun.. den we took again.. den got piggy back dao wo.. weee...den decorate till nice nice sia.. so fun.. den auntie very cute and power haha hao li hai use pen knife lol...den laminate two pic nice nice wor...den going home le..i pei dear wait for train train.. he miss 4 wor.. den i kiss dear dear hehe..hug hug..den dear took pic pic.. lol..hao funny..den gave direct kiss and flying kiss when dear was leaving.. aiyo hao bu she de.. hao sad but nvm tomolo can meet dear again weeee!!!!!!!!!so happy wahaha.. hops hops hops... dear dear wo ai ni yo.. den reach home.. i sms dear dear.. den i bath also sms haha.. den going out eat dinner.. den i did something embarrassing.. haha i pop the wet cloth so so so loud everyone look at me.. like hong dong the whole place.. haha so funny.. anyway now chatting with dear.. tomolo can jian mian...weee.. hao blush wor.. going dear de sec sch.. hehe blush... happy happy day... xie xie dear! i loev the neoprints!

today boring at sch cause lessons are damn sian got physic stupid malek de lesson.. den got rememdial to 5pm damn sian.. it was quite a fun day though cause a lot of les around haha =X den keep missing dear.. kept looking at neoprint and meng zhe den michelle also headache le.. cause i keep MENG ZHE!! PW!!!michelle going to bei fan si le.. haha den rememdial also damn boring loh..and somemore very very cold in AVA room.. hm..tomolo got math test... so sian..reach home shi jiu msg dear dear.. den telling dear dear abt sch.. he ask tell wo abt sch.. den i went to shower.. eat.. watch tv.. den now quite sleepy le haha.. missing dear a lot..we weere chatting abt where to meet tomolo.. wee hao qi dai.. we going to go every part of singapore together haha =X weee dear hao qi dai kan dao ni.. wanna dance dance with u haha.. muackz.. today eat le red colour de sweet sweet.. weee... hao tian.. yi bian eat yi bian think of lao gong.. den have been doing my physics.. english compre and studying my a math..yawn.. hao ai dear...

today morning dear called wo while i was lai chuang haha but thanks dear for calling me too.. weee so sweet hehe..den got up rush cause daddy wanna fetch me to sch.. den reach sch like nobody de.. so was reading my ss..den sch today hai hao loh.. quite funny..den disturb michelle den she disturb me with the stupid chlorine in chem lab.. wah lao bth its damn damn smelly i almost faint..haha..den Mr lim gave chewing gums.. den math finish le.. actually wanna pei cousin do CIP but after that she say doing tomolo so went st to lot 1 with her bird and a few guys...den they went to eat.. i and joan buy things..go say bye to them then i went to bugis find dear..it was not a long trip though.. den thought i early.. so i went toilet.. man man lai.. den eh.. dear waiting for me outside Mos burger le.. hehe dear wearing sch U wor.. hao ke ai wee...den we went to edge...den on the way dear gave me doggy no. 4, 5 and 6.. omg.. so sweet wor.. i was blushing all the way.. cause really hao touched.. dear hao sha.. keep eating mac.. me hear le heartache..hm.. den...i wanted gib dear the pen.. but suddenly realise the yellow sticker also drop off.. so i say after that den gib him.. cause in class.. i drop the green one.. den find like siao but cannot find.. so sad...den saw dear de friends.. den we walk in edge.. den decide to go BK to eat.. den saw more of dear friends.. wah i hao paiseh wor.. den dear telling me abt the commando mosquito.. aiyo hear le.. heart pain pain T.T.. den dear tell me abt sch.. den i ate the same old mushroom swiss.. den talk and eat.. weee...den gave dear the pen after i stick the sticker properly.. gib de shi hou hao paiseh.. scare dear dear tot wat i wanted to gib.. haha chey yuan lai shi pen =X haha =p den eat finish hou.. we went to change clothes.. den i change to me bball de.. den let down my hair..den dear went to change too.. den we went to seiyu walk.. den went muyi.. den dear bought sweets haha so sweet of dear to buy for me.. wee...den we walk walk more.. dear say wanna buy shoe.. den walk walk.. den at action city.. dear wanted buy piglet sia.. lucky i pull him away.. don wan dear anyhow waste money =p...hugs.. ai wo jiu hao le.. no need spend money on wo de hehe...pinch.. den we going home le.. den dear pian wo.. say not buy for wo chicken.. in the end hai bu shi got buy.. aiyo.. notti boi leh.. den hold hand..took MRT to AMK.. today me see dear instead of always he see me home.. hehe.. den miss a few cause got till yishun de train also.. den aiyo hao bu she de wor.. hugs dear...den kiss my darling good bye..i board train hou.. dear standing there look at wo.. den i look at him den i muack him hehe.. den he catch.. den pple looking at us haha blush... den train go le... aiyo thinking of dear dear le.. friday going to meet dear again.. weee...hao happy.. hm... dear wo hao ai ni yo.. ni dui wo so tian.. really hao tian hao tian.. see u i jiu happy le.. xin man yi zhu le.. hao ai ni..xi wang we would always remain like this......... pang wang fri de dao lai...

hm.. today at sch many very funny things happen den was laughing through put the day.. but really sacre about my oral loh.. den i kept taking neoprints to look at.. haha..den crap with huilin and a few guys in hall qhile waiting.. waited damn long sia.. 2hours+ i think.. den.. finally my turn.. flunk the oral sia.. wah damn sad.. cause it was cold.. den kept shivering.. oh well.. so sad.. den that idiot disturb me.. make wo so angry den i cried ba.. but dear was there for me.. den after i eat finish chocolate i felt much better.. den chat with dear.. den aiyo shower time.. den soon dinner.. den dear made a wallpaper for me.. so nice.. wee.. like it a lot.. den i so tired.. so while dear making i fell asleep for a while.. anyway tomolo meetin dear dear le wee... den got ss test tomolo aiya source base.. read through can le.. hm.. a math hw don think need tomolo hand in ba.. i got no strength to do le..so tired.. lol sleep early today.. dear i love u.. missing u day and nite.....

hm.. today at sch many very funny things happen den was laughing through put the day.. but really sacre about my oral loh.. den i kept taking neoprints to look at.. haha..den crap with huilin and a few guys in hall qhile waiting.. waited damn long sia.. 2hours+ i think.. den.. finally my turn.. flunk the oral sia.. wah damn sad.. cause it was cold.. den kept shivering.. oh well.. so sad.. den that idiot disturb me.. make wo so angry den i cried ba.. but dear was there for me.. den after i eat finish chocolate i felt much better.. den chat with dear.. den aiyo shower time.. den soon dinner.. den dear made a wallpaper for me.. so nice.. wee.. like it a lot.. den i so tired.. so while dear making i fell asleep for a while.. anyway tomolo meetin dear dear le wee... den got ss test tomolo aiya source base.. read through can le.. hm.. a math hw don think need tomolo hand in ba.. i got no strength to do le..so tired.. lol sleep early today.. dear i love u.. missing u day and nite.....

weee..Today is YOUTH DAY!! haha no need go sch sia..so shiock..but ke lian de dear dear need to go wor..but he after lunch break jiu pon sch and meet me le.. anyway morning mummy make me wake up den i cannot sleep le.. stomach upset.. den feeling terrible =X den at 8am i call dear dear wakey up hehe wee..sound so cute..den he sent me a pong pong hair pic.. eee so so cute... omg! pinch pinch!!den actually wanna sleep but really can't.. so i got up..per dear sms.. and play gb a little while.. den i went to watch my MENG ZHE!! haha oops=X den watch 2-3 cds wor.. den got a bit bored.. do a little hw.. but sian text book not at home..den watch till 12.. i start to prepare le.. i wanted to go lot 1 early to buy thing for dear de.. but in the end my blouse the button drop! diao so i late le.. den quickly take mrt meet dear.. den dear reached first wor.. he wear brown shirt and jeans with his converse shoe.. so cute.. so long no see him le.. den sms him in train.. wah diao leh.. tio take pic haha =p den dear saw coolman haha also going cine..lucky dear de sis no go haha =p den we hug hug in train to cine.. reach somerset mrt aiyo drizzling..but nvm we lang man de walk to cine haha..went to buy tickets.. den 2.15 left seperate sits nia.. diao so we took 4.50 den spiderman 2!! den went to the raider's lan shop.. saw jess she waiting for her criss...den nothin to do.. jiu made our way to K pool.. pak pool pool.. dear today so li hai keep winning i only win one round.. haha den dear got lian xu 4 balls in omg.. haha hao shuai wor =D~~ den play till 3.30+ we went to buy thing eat cause i hungry lol.. so bought a packet of large onion rings from burger king..yummy.. den made our way to taka..i feed dear while we walk haha.. so sweet hor =p den bought 4 stick of chicken and 4 stick of chicken stick at taka..haha =D~~ den dear first time eat the chicken skin lol.. i scare he don dare eat leh.. hehe den yummy.. we stand there eat eat.. finish le went to wash hands.. den decide go shopping.. went to heerens to walk walk wor.. but hor i never buy anything.. so sad sia.. but nvm got dear dear enough le.. den as usual we were late for the movie so we quickly made our way back to cine den watch spiderman! hao funny wor.. den hug hug... den kiss kiss weee... so sweet wor... licks.. shui shuiz!! wee... den in front that guy laugh till very funny.. i never laugh hear him laugh i also bth haha =X den quite a sweet show loh.. still got part 3 -.-" oh well.. finish show jiu 6.50 le.. hao late.. den we went to take neo prints haha weee so fun wor.. den no time to edit only put two stars nia hahaha... but very nice.. i like the neoprints a lot.. its reallt a happy happy day!! aiyo still can remember the lady in the movie playing the violin singing.. SPIDERMEN SPIDERMEN!! omg.. haha den hugs dear tite tite...cut le neo print.. we made our way to the mrt station..den on the way.. i gave my dear the heart i made.. hehe.. it was crowded in the train but got dear hug zhu wo.. i not scare lose my balance.. feel very secure wor.. so i hug dear tite tite..den eyes kind of dry.. dear keep ask wo rest rest.. hehe den hao sweet wee... den reach le CCK le.. den i pei dear wait for train.. miss 2-3 trains.. we were hugging wor.. so tightly and nicely.. hehe den took pic pic of dear.. dear also took pic of wo.. blush... den i say " dear ni lian shang you dong xi!" den i kiss dear haha.. den he did the same to me...den i took my hp from dear... i gave him one last kiss before he go into train.. dear gave wo mentos.. actually take one nia.. den he ask me take two better.. hehe den after that he sms wo say take two.. den one is him one is me.. den bite le will join together.. haha so so sweet of dear... hugs dear.. really love you a lot...how can i ever let u go....u r my one and only one u know...dui wo so sweet and nice.. xie xie ni.... can't wait to see the pics being scan.. den i'll post it here hehe well write till here le.. tomolo got oral exam must JIA YOU!!! keke.. will miss dear dear de.. go sch liao.. hm... muackz.. nothing would affect our relationship de! *NODS HEAD* hehe hugs....

A normal day today.. but ended sweetly..got up,msg dear..gang with dear de mei mei haha and went for breakfast at mac with parents..den reach home pei dear dear chat chat.. took aome pics and send to dear.. hehe.. was talking about tomolo..cause going to watch spiderman.. hao qi dai.. weee...tomolo would definitely be a wonderful day.. seems quite long since i hug dear.. oh well.. miss him a lot..den we played hide and seek in oz.. dear qian wo 2 long long kisses.. hehe weee =D~~ den he found me in his house hehe.. suprise ba! keke..den we tmm wor.. oh..den dear went to buy a watch in oz for me.. hiyo sha gua hehe... dear...i'am really falling deeply in love.. the feeling is so undescridable..omg... dear.. really love u so much.. hm...gonna give u a morning call.. wee... see u soon darling..

today leh.. morning jiu got up le..den went to sch for listening compre o level chi exam.. aiyo hao sian.. den after that no training den went to minbang park play bball.. den kena knock.. haha but mei shi.. den came home chat with dear dear..wee.. den afternoon fall asleep haha.. not much today la.. den get up watch tv.. chat with dear.. den join event.. den kind of DL abt the event.. then scold dh.. haha =X so sian.. finally catch dao one minnow so pathetic.. den dear caught the snakes le.. den catching silk now.. aiyo today nothing much la.. just keep thinking of dear and monday.. hao qi dai.. watch spiderman!!! go web! haha diao... hao xiang dear... hm....

wee..Today is the 10th time i am going out with darling.. hehe well.. it was a normal at sch.. haha got listening compre briefing for tomolo de o level chi exam.. omg.. so scary..haha hope can get 10/10 keke.. well.. swa the new chi teacher.. den bell ring le quickly walk to lot 1 with my cousin.. den i went to change in the toilet.. haha den went to mrt wait for dear.. 1.15 reach tot i late wor.. den wait but dear no come.. den start to worry cause scare dear think meet at clementi haha.. so went to call dear..den he saying he coming le.. so i went in the station to wait again.. den dear come le.. weee!!hao jiu no see him le.. 1 and a half year? haha.. den don dare let dear see my pimple T.T haha den dear say my shirt very cute.. keke..dear gave wo a pair so earing.. hehe so sweet..hao xi huan..xie xie dear.. muackz..den i show him my foolscpe den let him kan dao my mimi.. haha blush....den we took the mrt to clementi watch my c gals play vs hua yi.. dear hehe keep making me laugh there den my stomach keep growling.. cause very very hungry haha.. den score was.. 13-38.. wee we tok hua yi haha.. anyway..dear went to change.. den we went to west mall after the match.. we went to eat burger king.. weee... so nice.. haha yummy =D~~ haha den use fries to make smiley face haha dear took pic of it even.. haha hao ke ai...eat finish hou i bring dear walk around west mall.. lol went into many cute shops..i bought a metal tin to keep thing hehe... den see my fav shop haha.. dear say zhou gal gal very gd.. haha hai hao la.. hehe but every month got torture lol =p den got so many nice and cute things but i bu she de buy.. haha..actually i use bus ticket fold heart for dear wanna give de but forget to give.. haha cause that day took bus.. den use coin.. thinking of dear den fold.. tot of giving it to him.. haha..= / den we went to the arcade.. play bomber man.. ee the machine bluff my money.. so bad.. den we play photo hunt.. haha den so fast die le.. so walk a little while more.. then we went to CCK..wan take neo print.. den wah all my friends there blush.. haha den so many pple taking jiu oh well.. see dao ar bird.. den she ask wo.. is that him? haha den i was nodding.. lol anyway dear and i decide to play pool first so we went play.. today play till hao fun haha donno why like suddenly know how to play.. haha so funny.. den got kiss kiss hehe blush...really very fun.. den saw some i know de pple haha last time my sch de.. anyway really very fun day.. den actually wanna take neo print de.. but hor i got pimple.. den i shy la.. sorry dear hehe... nose red red next time den take ba hehe.. den saw auntie wah! faster run.. haha peng.. den we went to take MRT.. hug hug hao tite hao shu fu.. long time no hug le.. omg.. feel so comfortable.. so happy....den got light french kiss hehe.. wee.. den i kiss dear a lot of times haha.. den we sat down.. take pic.. nice nice wor..we even sing Xin Fu Che Zan together also.. weee...so nice..dear whisper tian yan mi yu to me.. make wo blush..hehe den dear going le.. hao bu she de... hao sad...den dear went into the train den i whisper wo ai ni.. he look at me.. suddenly he come out of train wor haha.. he gave me my shoe bag.. hahaha...hao ke ai.. lucky dear remember.. muack..den hug a while more.. more bu she de.. but me also must go home le.. aiyo.. hao xiang bao dear home.. hahaha... licks.. den see dear go in train.. den he gave wo a flying kiss.. wee catch and put in heart.. den saw my dicipline master haha.. den took lrt home..just now sms with dear a while.. dear monday going sch too le.. will keep thinking of dear.. monday youth day.. wee...den i brought the dog down for a walk..keep thinking of dear.. hehe now going to chat with dear le.. wee.. den tomolo chi o level LC must JIA YOU!! kekeke...dear wo ai ni yo.. thanks for another wonderful day weee

today is a fine day in sch.. well not much happen lessons are boring but everyone excited abt the talent time.. going to sch was terrible to day.. so cold and lonely wor..like while walking..keep shivering loh..den the water keep splashing on me..like suddenly hao lonely...well...talenttime was nice cause got all the songs i like de.. den enjoy it loh.. kept thinking of dear dear...den see neo print a lot of times.. den no math rememdial can go home early pei dear wee... nothin much.. bought lunch home.. chat with dear.. den talking about stories.. and well.. tml!! wee.. tomolo meet dear le so happy hahaha hao qi dai.. dear wo ai ni.. hehe weee.....