hm.. Not a very nice day to me.. first thing in the morning mum doesn't let me go sentosa.. just for one day... haiz.. like that even more no mood to study.. second.. i can't stop thinking abt my results.. being in a class like that.. i can't afford to lose out de loh.. haiz.. kind of disappointing.. though i am very happy for my functional writing.. first time get so high.. but.. 21.. where to go.. haiz.. really hen sad loh.. see pple so low.. zi ji hao zi bei.. hao nan shou.. really wanna relax a while.. just for a day.. before i can chiong.. at least gei wo shan xin yi xia.. cause.. really hen sad loh.. den raining after sch ma.. Yuling tong bang me sand and bird cause her mum driving.. den let us down at lot 1 .. like that no need ling yu.. oh well.. we went to buy chicken eat.. yummy wor.. took LRT home.. sandy ask can come my house.. aiyo of course can le.. haha.. let her use my com.. den before she come.. daddy keep saying no don let wo go sentosa.. haiz.. sian..sandy came..she chat with pw haha hao funny.. cause pw msg wo den first thing jiu " Muack!" le.. den i blush le haha.. den hai bao bao.. den sandy jiu reply him haha i was beside her laughing.. lol..den she ask peiwei he kiss who wor.. lol. i told sandy pw sure think its mummy or daddy de.. den really wor he tot he toking to my parents or siblings.. haha den i was like there kan guess dao le lol.. den draw my graph and sms pw.. while sandy write her blog blog..showed her pictures too.. haha wee its was quite fun and also sort of cheered up my day.. thanks muack muack.. anyway sandy is my muack muack le.. haha wee got dar dar got lao po got muack muack.. zhen xin fu oops.. but i got my most impt de darling.. =x hehe weee... wo zhui xin fu le... oh well.. told mum my results.. though improve.. haiz.. really hope Mr Lim help me get a 20.. T.T hm... i don dare to think le.. everytime i think i feel like breaking down.. everytime pple mention L1R5 i jiu shiver le.. haiz.. bth bth.. hugs pw... i must CHIONG! ARGH! I MUST DO IT!!! bu ran wo bu shi evelyn.. hmph! pw jia you eve jia you!! hops..

oh well.. nothin much to write.. just know that morning got up late.. both pw and me late.. haha.. weee.. den reach sch.. nothin to do loh.. chat chat.. den show pple my auto graph book haha.. only math lesson do math.. den aiya not much happen ba.. quite ok loh.. 1.15 release le.. went to find kenneth.. den buy mac to his house eat.. den watch ghost show... funny de.. haha.. den reach home chat with pw loh.. hoping sat can go out.. weeee...... pray pray pray... i wan sun tan... hm....

blow two kisses wah.. hehe  

michelle say this one you dian les.. diao -.-" but nice nice =p 

smileXX!! =) 

well today got up by pw de phone call.. sms 2 times.. den jiu off hp le.. went to sch sch.. marks were disappointing.. only bio was unexpected....oh well.. really cannot go JC le.. haiz.. hen sad hen sad.. but yet i don feel like studying.. hao xiang suan le.. wanna go poly le like that.. but hen sian leh.. oh well.. not very good mood though.. les with candy..again haha..did cheer up a little.. den find Mr Lim for marks.. den malek de lesson hao boring.. make wo miss lunch.. hao hungry.. den chi hen sian loh.. extend till 3.55 i rush liao.. chiong go find dear.. rush to lot 1 in 5 min.. den take MRT phew just nice.. den was tidying myself up.. make hair nicer haha.. den suddenly when i go lie against wall.. i saw pw just behind me DIAO!! XIA SI WO!! haha.. eee trying to scare me.. tao yan leh.. den i keep poking him sia.. hahaha hao funny orh.. we went to causeway together.. was actually meeting him there.. but i was late.. den bought my auto graph book.. nice nice leh.. hehe.. den sat down..dear pass wo two piggy pins.. den i decide to gib dear the card.. so i took out the plastic and dear went HIYO LANG FEI QIAN.. den i said hiyo!! all DIY only box not.. haha.. it's our 100th day orh.. and all along i have been waiting for today.. the card was not very nice but dear always like wat i gib hehe.. den the seagulls donno flat diao or not haha.. worrying...dear see card hou.. held my head and gave me a kiss.. i blush diao haha.. omg.. toa yan.. haha anyway he hao xiang hen kai xin.. weee.. kan dao ye kai xin le.. den he keep sayang wo..soon jiu leave causeway.. sat at platform there.. wait for train.. dear gib me another badge.. aiyo this one cai call lang fei qian haha.. diao.. den open autograph book see haha..well..pw pei wo take MRT den LRt to keat hong.. so i pei him a while more before i go home.. gave him a big hug hug.. and a kiss kiss weeee... today ye shi moon cake festival.. but not going out to play.. cause noone jio.. haha.. oh well... sian..stay at home rot.. hen jiu no play candle le.. hm... still remember last time with pri sch friends play candle haha.. weee... hao xiang play with pw.. should have played with him..eh den we talk talk den kiss dear hehe.. we also saw a small cat wor.. hao ke ai man.. SO SO SO ke ai.. was rolling and rubbing itself den hao funny orh.. haha..pw and me keep meow.. den ask cat come but it didn't want to.. oh well.. nvm.. antisocial cat lol.. den kiss pw one last time and walk home.. he see me from the stairs in LRT there.. den gone home.. chat with him..den writing the autograph book.. tomolo pass to pple write le.. weee... pw wan shui.. oops.. hao xiang ni orh.. jing wan de yue liang hao mei.. hao xi wang ni neng pei wo yi qi shang yue... ai ni...

weee went bugis take de 

hm.. today got up when pw called me.. den weee go sch le.. oh hao sian.. tissue drop in toilet bowl diao.. heart pain pain.. den les around in sch.. unbutton candy blouse haha cause she sing tou diao so i help her loh.. den hm.. results quite bad loh.. haiz.. see le heart pain.. haiz.. hen sad.. but kan kai le.. just donno how tell parents.. si bei jia lat.. work hard for o levels loh.. oh well.. hm.. den after that nothin to do.. walk to lot 1 with joan they all loh.. we went to eat KFC wah hao hao chi haha.. weee... but tmd de ex le.. =X oops lalala den walk walk.. buy things lol.. find thing find till hao xin ku hao tired orh.. but found le.. den oh well.. reach home.. sms pw.. den had a quarrel with kenneth over the phone.. haiz.. broke down... that idiot.. always think that i only think about myself.. when all i do is think about him.. hao xin mei hao bao.. suan le... xi guan le.. pw zai jiu hao.. wonder if he isn't there.. wat should i do.. that idiot zhi ji just now say don wan me if he got the choice leh.. like i wan him like that knn i also no choice but to get back to him ma.. as if i wan him.. hear le si bei pek cek ah.. but i now cheer up le.. fine now.. hm... tomolo gonna meet pw.. weee special day moon cake festival too.. weeee... hao xiang jian ta..... hm...............T.T hao xiang ta......

weee today whole day at home.. nothin much to update.. got up when ow call as usual loh.. den sing song.. listen song.. play x box haha.. watch tv... den chat with pw.. not much happen ba... den watch Wu tian du long ji.. eh... ya den chat chat chat.. make some things..weee tues gonna meet pw ba... hm... slack slack slack...

well.. got up at 11 lol.. weee pw call wo up de.. den ah bird call.. ask me wanna go swimming.. den chat with pw a little while.. change.. den went down swimming with ah bird sandy and liyi.. weee.. took goggles for bird cause her's snape le.. den adjust hao jiu finally hao le.. haha.. swim a little nia.. sun gone le.. dark clouds came le.. wah sian diao -.-" den a little while nia jiu went up le.. bird go up with me to shower.. sandy and liyi shower downstair.. well den shower finish.. all at my house.. den sandy went home.. she went to eat.. the others eat with me.. den after that change le went bugis walk walk.. weee on the way got sms pw.. he went fort canning le.. donno for wat =p den jiu they use my hp play game all the way till bugis.. diao lol.. den walk walk loh.. they bought hair clips.. a little sian ba.. cause nothin to buy.. i bought sticker =x haha.. den walk quite long.. oh well.. got nice clothes but bu she de buy le.. wah if i got the money.. hm.... lol.. oops.. fantasizing.. anyway.. we went to take neoprints wor.. very nice leh... shiny de haha weeee... den cute cute.. got twin star.. haha.. so nice.. background rose also.. den went to eat ice ka chang.. they eat i see... pw came bugis with liling and weizhang to find wo wor.. aiyo hao ma fan..zhen shi hao pai seh orh... hm... told him no need come le diao.. joking er yi.. he really lai.. omg.. den after a while.. they eat finish.. den buy thing and went off le.. den i with pw they all walk walk ba.. den kan dao familiar de person.. den diao.. yuan lai shi pw de cousin wor.. omg.. haha.. lalalala... donno shi bu shi kenneth friend leh.. but i think shi leh.. anyway... den walk walk wor.. weeee.... hold hand walk walk.. den soon daddy jiu call le.. aiyo hao sian.. den pw sent me to taxi stand.. kan wo go up car.. oh well.. went to indoor stadium there de mushroom pot eat... eat steamboat.. eee all soup.. lol.. hao ex orh.. normal normal.. only all the different mushroom.. jiu 96 dollar le.. oh well.. den soon eat finish.. walk a little while at water front there that bridge.. kor tell me here very nice to pak tor.. diao.. lol but really nice lol.. weee... den drive pass boat quay.. see the long long dragon.. weeee... soon jiu go home le... waiting for pw to reach home wor.. now he home le.. weeee... i go chat with him le.. bleah.. gone.. a nice day =D

Today wasn't a really nice day but i really enjoted myself.. had a pathetic time in sch loh.. pw called me up in the morning haha.. aiyo sound like pig but usually i already wake up le haha =x just wating for him to call lol.. den went to sch.. got back some results.. most were disappointing.. only thing that surprised me was the english paper ba.. really worried.. must get in 3 months jc leh.. if not very sian diao.. hm.. den went home with bird loh.. i did break down a little in sch.. that was with joan.. well.. haiz.. guess i am fine now? oh well.. den bought sushi home to eat.. walk home with bird.. den reach home le.. sms pw.. daddy sent me to dental loh.. den hao funny he almost sleep in the car while driving diao... den reach le.. 3.10 nia.. appointment 3.45 diao.. daddy thought 2.45 diao.. anyway finish le.. sms pw.. weee we going to play pool.. he pei wo chu qi.. relax yi xia.. weee.. den soon my turn le.. waited quite long.. den finish le.. rush down to AMK meet pw.. weee.. see him hao hao orh.. den play at amk.. pw held my hand.. dai wo go K pool.. weee.. den today hao hao wan.. haha but pw hao li hai.. cannot win.. lol.. eee take cue piak his pi pi lol.. in the end hit dao own head.. diao lol.. =x den poke him.. got rest in his arms also wor.. while thinking which one to shoot hahaha... den skirt a bit low cut ma.. spag you short.. pw keep blocking lol.. hao ke ai.. sha gua haha.. also no zhou guang lol.. pinch.. den wee hao jiu no play pool le wor.. feeling so great man... den got hug pw from behind.. den disturb him while he shoot haha.. also got put victory sign weeee... so cute cute cute cute......!!! keke.. den around 6.30.. we walk back to MRT shui ran bu she de.. bue hai shi must go home.. den a little raining.. so make him da yin wo cannot walk or run home.. hehe.. weee... den he gave wo one carrot cake and one box of jelly bean wor...weee so sweet of him.. den jiu went in le.. aiyo missing him le.. jia lat..got lost sick leh.. keep no appetite haha =x anyway.. jiu faster reach home.. in MRT pw pei me sms.. den got call me a little while.. reach home le.. chat with him orh.. den chat chat chat weeee...... hao hao orh.. den make things.. den he went to rest.. den quarrel with kenneth.. den jiu DL PEK CEK loh.. haha.. but its fine la.. got pw zai.. hm... weee... its a nice day after all cause of pw.. weee... hugs thanks orh.. =D hai shi ai ni.... blush...

well today finally reachs.. and its the end of my prelims.. its kind of a nightmare.. and well the biggest one is coming too.. hm.. anyway.. got up early when pw called me.. den jiu went sch le.. today only my class having bio paper hao funny orh.. den we were like souting start le ma?? haha like not having exam de feeling leh.. soon jiu finish le.. den huilin and me les around.. wihle kailing was in jealousy haha.. den jiu wait outside physic lab.. wait so long den tell us 10.15 den come tmd.. lol.. waste our time.. den i was like hao DL orh.. can't wait to see pw.. oh well.. stupid malek kuku de.. den jiu slack around.. huilin they all play netball den we upstair watch them play clap for them with mr lim haha.. den soon finally times up.. went to do prac.. den finish le still got chem sia.. so i rush down to canteen call pw told him i would be late.. in the end i rush back yuan lai can go off wor.. no need stay and do diao.. den soon copy finish ans.. jiu went off with michelle.. call pw.. he reaching le.. den wlak to lot 1 with michelle she wait for eunice.. pw already reach le.. kan dao him.. he trying to hide sia haha from far jiu kan doa le.. lol.. but he can't hide from me bleah.. haha weee... poke.. den we talk talk talk all the way till causeway wor..tell him abt today.. den he told me too.. hehe he went dover.. weee we going causeway watch dodgeball hao happy orh.. den jiu reach le.. we went to buy the tickets.. den took lift down to go mam mam.. ate burger king wor.. the same loh.. double mushroom swiss hehe.. they free upsize to king leh the drinks wah lao.. peng.. cannot eat finish haha too full leh diao...disturb dear.. snatch his mushrom to eat haha and stuff my fries in his burger.. oops haha hao bad.. =p den take plastic bag.. put drink and the remaining food in the plastic bag.. bring up to eat.. weee we early for the first time for a movie haha.. so funny weee... den got couple seat haha.. weee... den the movie hao funny orh.. nice show.. cute cute.. lol.. we got shui shui wor.. weee.. pw hugs wo tite.. den wo jiu lie on his chest loh.. hao shu fu orh.. eh long time mei you like that le.. hm.. hao xiang falling asleep haha.. den i got tickle pw.. den he keep laughing.. haha.. den sayang his hair too bleah.. den got shui shui again.. lalala bite bite =x show finish le.. weee... we tok lift down.. den go home.. pw say yao song wo home.. miss a train.. den sat down..wait for next train.. hen fast jiu come le.. as usual he support wo.. bu yao rang wo hit dao haha so sweet eh.. sha gua hor... den reach le cck.. he pei wo take LRT to keat hong orh.. den actually wanna go tibit shop buy sweets or watever.. but i forget where is it le haha den find a little while jiu aiya suan le.. i thikn wrong place lol.. den i bang dear.. haha make him unbalance.. den piak his pi pi haha so bad eh..keep bullying him.. he say not bad leh.. diao.. poke poke...den ahem.. hm..oh jiu kiss dar once.. den jiu walk off le.. den suddenly he hug very fast from behind haha.. a little while er yi.. hehe.. den i wanna kiss him gd bye wor.. but he siam.. den he ask me close eyes.. he kiss wo instead haha.. blush.. oh well sayang.. den walk home.. pei ni chat with amk den i went to shower.. he reach home le.. pei a little while.. den i buay tong.. went to rest.. a while later got up.. eat dinner.. den jiu chat chat chat.. slack whole dya keke.. got do math hw loh.. exam finish ma.. weee... hao sweet orh.. hao kai xin.. thanks pw.. muackz.. thanks a lot.. its a very nice day.. i enjoyed myself.. hehe hugs...

WOW this morning got up at 6.30 and i saw 14 miss call byu pw haha.. realise i slept in that positioin from 10.30 till morning.. omg.. wah lao... haha.. sorry orh pw.. hehe.. hai ta busy le.. anyway.. really panick.. never touch book at all wah sian diao loh.. daddy drive me to sch.. weee.. den reach sch call pw.. aiyo morning also woke kenneth up.. after that.. paper wah damn difficult loh si bei DL ah.. chem also no learn all anyhow choose.. mood damn bu hao loh.. haiz.. den after that xian bird sand yuling and me..walk to lot 1 loh... den yu ling go off... me and sand bought candies sia haha weee. den went food court eat.. going to meet pw later.. and pss kenneth things.. den jiu eat yong tou fu.. den 1 jiu eat finish le.. sand went back first.. den xian also go.. ah bird pei wo walk in lot 1 till 2 haha bought stickers.. kan shuai ge oops haha no la. just pri sch friend den jiu went to take MRT to bugis.. kan dao pw stand outside mos there le.. weee... den he held my hand walk walk in bugis.. weeee.... hao jiu no walk with him le wor.. hao happy orh... den pei a while mote.. went to take MRT..sit at there talk talk.. hehe.. den in MRT dear fu zhu me.. don let me fall.. weee... hao kuai jiu reach Bishan le.. pw say he wait for me call kenneth first.. kenneth de hp no batt.. lucky he change sim card into friend phone den gang hao i call.. den meet keneth den take MRT.. same train as pw.. gu yi see him go down escalator.. den sit down haha.. pple keep looking at me.. lol.. den reach home leh.. tired orh.. got chat with pw.. chat chat.. den just now rest.. till 9 get up eat.. den now study a bit.. chatting also.. a nice day... weeee....... pw wo hao xiang ni.. hehe

Weeee...Today leh..hm..sorry i mean yesterday.. writting it today cause yesterday nite fall asleep den woke up morning le.. omg.. haha.. piggy de wo..ok anyway.. yesterday was me and dear dear de third month anniversary.. so sweet eh.. weee...morning had a math paper.. den walk to lot 1 with joan.. xian..bird.. sand..den walk a while went to buy things keke... jiu go home le.. at home call pw wor.. pei him chat chat.. weeee hao hao orh... hugs... den pei him sms too.. den quarrel with kenneth.. eee lol.. anyway about 3 went out to meet pw wor.. took present.. weee... den took MRT to Bukit batok.. meet him there... reach le.. not long his train jiu reach le.. weee... kan dao dear hao hao.. den wear spag and shorts.. dear wear sch u keke.. weee.. held hand.. went to west mall walk walk.. den dear keep saying wo cute cute poke poke... lalala na li hui wor.. diao...den hao happy orh.. sit a while.. gave dear the present hoping he would like it.. he say wo waste money diao.. poke.. na li you.. Xu yao hua jiu yao hua ma... hehe lalala..den after a while walk finish le.. i hao cold orh.. pw got hug wo.. den we went out.. i bought corn.. pw bought fish fillet..weee den took mrt back to cck.. he pei wo take LRT to keat hong.. den still raining wor.. hao heavy.. donno how to go home.. so we went to yesterday there de staircase eat eat.. wah.. yummy.. he feed wo eat fish hehe bite small small de.. den eat finish le.. a lot of pple keep seeing us wor.. hao pai seh haha.. poke their eyes oops =X anyway.. den jiu sit there.. see rain rain.. pw keep tou kan wo.. lol.. den i ya bian ta.. squeeze him keke.. den he hug zhu wo.. got muack ta..den keep gu ji him.. bully ta haha.. hao hao xiao.. den he keep laughing den i also laugh haha.. den shui shui wor.. hao deep de... pull dear back shui shui.. lol.. den suddenly got someone kan dao omg.. haha hao pai seh.. blush... den hugs hugs.. continue poke him.. i got bite him wor hahaha =x anyway.. rain got smaller.. so i decide to go home le.. cause quite late le.. den we walk.. den dear ling dao a bit of rain.. i ran and kiss him den jiu walk home in rain.. den he kan wo walk in rain.. he sms say his heartache.. diao poke.. haha walk in rain fun fun ma.. weeee.... lalala... eh.. den went out with family 7 pple wor.. eat different taste keke.. got sms dear.. den reach home do a little math wah damn tired sia.. went to sleep.. in the end.. jiu till morning 6.30 den walk up haha omg.. acutally got wakey de in the end i pull the bed down properly to sleep den till morning.. wat a pig... haha.. anyway its a nice day.. later den update today de bleah.. go pom pom le... wonderful day... always happy with u around muack....

hao tired.. haha.. never really sleep leh cause need to study bio.. den pw call me at 6 he scare tio cause i told him i never really sleep.. den he heartache.. diao.. sha gua.. went sch.. take math.. suddenly like donno my formulas sia.. haiz.. jia lat flunk it liao.. bio also jia lat.. cause really donno how to do.. den no time left one qnd blank 8 marks leh.. heart si bei pain.. haha.. den jiu went to find kenneth loh.. went down eat mac.. den went his house play digimon.. den his friends coming.. den they play poker den i left.. walk home wah weather KNS! si bei shit loh.. haha.. den walk going in gate suddenly i kan dao pW!!! OMG!!! i was totally HUH!!! shock tio loh.. den i said NI ZAI ZHE LI GAN MA??? haha.. he tell me lu gou.. which is totally impossible -.-" well.. ask him to go home cause i really bth.. need to toilet.. ren whole day liao hahaha... den he hao xiang sad.. den i also bu she de let him waste his trip.. so in the end i went down find him in my little angel shirt and shorts.. hehe.. was sweating.. den wihte sihrt diao.. a bit transparent though.. lol.. den kan dao dear weee.. hao kai xin.. we went to walk walk.. find place to sit down.. den sit there see him he see me den keep laughing.. den he sayang me.. i tie hair properly haha.. den got lean on him.. after a little while got kan dao chi kee walk past.. den we went to walk walk.. pw held my hand.. haha really donno where to go loh so we stand at some place for quite long den continue walk.. in the end stand at the staircase there... den hao funny.. i hao sot orh.. keep di siao pw.. poke ah.. piak ah.. haha i sit on staircase den pw look at me.. he got try carry me haha omg.. den he carry wor den i went EE fang wo xia lai.. haha he say hen cute.. diao donno where cute =p...roarz anyway.. got hugs.. weee long time no hug le.. hao sweet orh.. hao xiang ta... tomolo shi our third month..... though break le.. he hai shi got give me present.. hai shi jue de... its going on.. just act as break or watever.. hm.. den got shui shui.. weee... so sweet........ den i ahem hao xiang accidentally aiyo.. ke shi pw say mei you haha phew.. cause i dono just know i quickly lift hand away from bag.. den kan dao fly fly.. i chase fly flick bu dao.. dear yi flick aiyo... si le.... haha sha sheng... den dear went to pray haha hao ke ai.. poke... den got piak his pi pi and siam.. cover pi pi on wall den dear laugh dao hao ke ai hahaha... bleah... today de wo really sot..den i wanna kao the wall but dear keep don let wo.. he say dirty i say bu hui he say hui.. den jiu fight lol hui bu hui hui bu hui.. lol den i kiss him he still say hui diao.. so i say hui!haha den thinking if he any last wishes before i go home haha.. he say wan carry wo home hehe =p.. den dear say yao ba wo chi diao! but he hai shi chi bu diao.. =p lalala chase dear go home.. den shui shui and hugs last time.. den walk to lrt.. den i going off wanna kiss dear but got pple keep looking.. den he no look i turn back run to dear peck on his lips and went home haha.. bleah.. hao sweet orh.. he called.. he at LRT there see me go in gate... den reach home sms dear.. went to shower... den a little while hen tired le.. so i went to rest den dear wakey me.. just now chatting with him.. his eyes pain pain wor.. so he resting now..its about to be 12 and well me and his third month.. though never buy anything for u.. sorry orh pw.. but.. wo zhen de hai hen ai ni orh... hugs.. hope he take care of himself well... tomolo he come find wo again.. just because its out third month haha.. ke ai.. sha gua.. hao la.. go revise a math liao... nitenite

weee morning call kenneth up den went back to sleep.. den pw call me at 9.50 i think.. den i fall asleep when lai chuang haha til.. 10.40 den chat whole day with him.. study bio also loh.. hen sian.. den afternoon sms kenneth ask him finish work or not he say " You sya leh go work late" he forget i call him wake up sia.. diao.. tot i bomb him again.. anyway.. its a nice day.. with pw.. tu ran.. today.. like hao xiang ta.. hao xiang him by my side.. hm.. like hen jiu no see him like that.. oh well... nite nite.. i gonna go continue study.. and chatting lol =p

Wah today got up quite late sia.. wanted to study de.. but suddenly got the inspiration to make my blog.. well here it is.. haha.. quite please with it.. haven really done everything well yet.. but i guess its fine with me now.. haha.. really spend whole day on the blog loh..but its quite fun =D den watch Zhang Wu Ji.. also chat with pw for the whole day.. weee... see got new pics! lol its me and pw! cute rite? haha.. love it.. the top two he make de bottom two i make de lol.. actually got one more.. but put le not nice.. oh well.. now trying to revise a bit of a math ba.. hm.. maybe later sis come home ask her ot teach me loh.. hope she comes back soon.. its a nice nice day.. weee.... I am starting to enjoy playing with my blog haha.. =p

today de physic paper like shit la...stupid Mr Malek.. prelim den set till so difficult kns loh.. den paper hao tricky orh.. haiz.. chan le.. chem also donno physic also donno prelim hit 20+ jiu go poly hao le.. hm.... suan le.. oh well.. den went to eat sushi loh.. den play digimon ps2 with kenneth loh.. lol.. den jiu come home.. nothin much ba.. just had some problems with pw.. also donno how to say la.. cause this should be yesterday type de.. den blog got problem.. sian.. den aiya now also forget wat i wanna say yesterday le.. den jiu suan le ba.. send pw the 10 doggies pyramid.. haha.. damn cute.. oh well.. thats about it loh..

haiz so sad.. got up at 4.30 but damn tired.. keep falling asleep so was not really able to study.. den no study dao oraganic chem.. den come out so much.. haiz.. so pathetic.. fail liao.. so sad... hm...e math.. no finish doing two sub part.. cause think bu dao.. haiz.. so sian.. raining heavily somemore.. meet pw at lot 1 den quite late le.. so i walk in rain to go find him loh.. he sit at mrt there.. den i stand beside him quite a little while before he realise.. haha hao ke ai.. den i very wet ma.. so went to toilet to dry up first loh.. can see he hao xiang quite heartache.. cause quite shock to see me so wet ba haha.. he even gib me tissue to dry up.. lol.. den went to popular to buy pen.. buy de shi hou suddenly he bend down den donno wan do wat.. so i siam.. oh yuan lai shi yao kiss wo.. haha.. opps.. den he tried again.. den kiss dao..after that song him to MRT loh.. at there miss about 5 trains i think.. he also keep yao bite wo.. so i kep on poking him.. so he can't come near me.. den yao bite my tongue somemore so i die die also don wan shui shui.. instead i bite his =X oops den he hold zhu my head and kiss me sia.. den don let go so i poke him.. den got bite his hand lol.. help him comb his hair.. lol.. well.. he gave me a Me to u de key chain.. i take one love he take two hearts.. den also got present.. but can only open in tueday cause its third month.. haiz zhe de sha gua.. really hor.. bth him.. keep anyhow hua money qian pinch.. lol.. keep hao le present.. he hug wo den went up le.. see him off hou.. went to buy bread and carrot cake.. you ling yu go home.. felt like yeaterday.. shower le.. msn finally sign in.. chat with pw.. den went to rest.. he call me at 5.30 wor.. but i forget le.. continue sleep got up at 7.30 i think.. omg... haiz.. need mignight oil again le.. sian.... oh well.. revising now.. thats all le...

today get up she me dou never do.. just damn tired.. cause i slep at 4.30.. only sleep for 1 and a half hour.. felt so fuk up.. oh well.. den go sch.. damn sian loh.. so tiring also..paper quite difficult loh.. haiz.. suan le.. daddy say fail jiu fail loh he don't care.. suan le.. fail i also don care le.. the most go poly nia ma... anyway... tired loh.. met kenneth at mac to eat... den talk things out.. den use his laptop a little while.. den need go home.. don wanna go to late later tio kpkb.. so..ran loh.. cause raining heavily ma..actually never run loh.. just walk la.. the lrt to home that part.. whole body wet.. quite fun loh.. can walk shelter le. but didn't wan to.. haha... reach home.. pw out.. den got msg him.. after that hao tired..fell asleep.. put alarm 4 o clock in the end.. 8 den wake up.. diao...... study math.. and chem... yawn.. now very tired.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz haiz... jia you.....

today is terrible totally terrible.. the papers were okay the day was fine but the night was terrible.. all i have to say i fuk man.. wat a fuk up life i got here.. getting caught in so much things.. i am totally stressed out.. feel like jumping down this building and solving everything.. i hate my life... i hate everything tomolo de paper can fail liao prepare liao KNN... FUCK LA!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!! I HATE EVERYTHING.....LIFE SUX................UNREASONABLE PARENTS I GOT.. cb la.. suay si le knn.. argh.

Wow my entry getting shorter and shorter le.. haiz sian.. wat to do.. exam liao.. nothin much to update abt ba.. but since its my diary.. hehe.. weee... Morning shi.. mummy 6.07 come in call wo le.. den i say alarm haven ring.. wah hao tired leh.. i got up shi gang hao 6 am den eh alram ring le.. jiu lai chuang.. 6.10 but 6.09 got up go toilet le.. den sms pw ask him don call.. cause i think he sleeping ma.. den i in shower shi he call.. wanna pick up but aiyo wet wet hai shi bu yao.. den he got call again talk a little while.. jiu put down.. den soon daddy fetch wo go sch.. cause he going office early.. studying on the way to sch.. den reach le.. took dic from locker.. bright bright in joan de class. was a light bulb lol.. hao liang haha.. den went to foyer.. wah all sit there all so stress... i first time so scare.. even more nervous than the mid year o level paper.. haha donno why.. haiz.. today paper wuite difficult.. sian.. oh well.. den meet geo and ss teacher.. tomolo need meet chem de.. after that actually tot i can meet kenneth eat lunch.. in the end he at Gombak doing his project.. so i decide to go there loh since i haven eat lunch yet ma.. den eat and study there.. soon around 5 like that jiu go home loh.. he pei wo take LRT den he walk home.. hm... reach home shi pw not home he was out with his friends watching garfield.. so i play game actually play a little while den donno why so fast time jiu fly.. den quickly start revise loh.. now still revising la.. ss... hao scary.. with english paper 1.. hope the paper 1 easy to write.. hope i got the Ling Gan to write.. my vocab not gd.. haiz scared ah scared ah.......jia you.... must be DETERMINED.. must find back my that spirit.. i must must must!!! argh!

Got up in the morning and after that pw called.. wee didn't wanna wake him up let him sleep tian tian.. lol.. went out to lot 1 with mummy orh.. den eat dim sum =D went NTUC.. went watson.. bought my fav snoopy tissue hahaha.. den bought food.. m&ns.. wee.. den got buy xiao yi fu.. cute cute de hahaha =X oops..reach home shi.. study chi loh... pei pw chat chat.. chat whole day orh.. xiang dao go chalet with him jiu =D weee.. kan xing xing... hm... so sweet... wah kind of stressing myself out.. cause see the timetable jiu realise OMG tues jiu SS AND ENG!! omg omg.. scare liao really scare liao.. my two weakest sub sia.. somemore in L1R5 sob.. hm... anyway.. had quite a nice day.. got play gb a little while with pw.. den chi ah.. quite scare loh... thats about it.. oh ya.. beat eggs mix meat for mummy haha.. watch zhang wu ji.. den chat chat chat.... now going to brush teeth soon orh.. weee hao xiang ni...

today pw fall asleep tried to wakey him buy sms and msg but he didn't wake up.. didn't wanna call him so let him sleep..den morning 9.30 pw called wo up.. i lai chuang till 10.40 den wakey.. haha.. chat whole day orh.. got try to study chi.. den got play game.. actually wanan go lot 1.. but sian.. mummy make mooncake.. corn de.. den watch jing qu jiang.. watch channel u.. chat with pw a lot of things wor.. she me dou chat..chat with elson also..den he very funny haha show magic on msn...haha.. nice day ba.. weee... nite nite

T.T alarm didn't rang at 4.30..so i didn't wake pw up..neither kenneth.. den kenneth late.. den parents called me up.. plus pw also called.. den got up le.. play game a while.. pack bag.. jiu quickly go out.. cause pw already realease le.. so early.. reach lot 1.. change to my blouse and skirt.. den took MRT actually go meet pw become he come meet wo.. we meet at causeway.. den i reach..pw haven reach..den MRT come le.. wanna hide but pw came from the centre and saw wo behind pillar.. diao.. lol.. den today keep poking him.. took MRT to Bishan with him.. den all the way he hug zhu wo.. don't kep wo fly away.. haha.. den i play with star star necklace.. he bought two jelly beans wor. just because he saw the heart heart haha.. den reach bishan.. shops haven open yet.. he pei wo walk walk... hold hand walk.. walk till about 11.10.. den went down.. pw gib wo jelly bean jiu go home le.. den i wait for keneth to come find wo..went to watch garfield with kenneth.. den before watching 12.15 de.. ate Mos Burger..kan dao bishan many pple sitting camping inside.. just for energy 0.0" 5566 better la.. =XxX later sharon kill me haha.. den eh..watch finish jiu take MRT to his house.. change back sch u.. took back my bikini.. haha he song wo home.. bought teenage for me to see... den reach home.. pw not home.. so i played some games.. wanted to some physics.. but eat le.. hao lei.. den fall asleep.. pw call me at 11.35 haha now chatting with him.. its a nice day.. garfield so cute and funny.. wee... nice cat..

boring... slept at about 3am.. hm...suddenly alarm ring le.. call kenneth wake up at 6.30... den hao nan sleep.. den suddenly 8.30 pw call le.. den jiu wakey.. eye cannot open.. cause hao tired.. haha..oh well.. get up.. pei pw chat chat.. he going sch soon.. den play sims.. make house big big haha hao funny.. den neck hen pain hen pain.. eat le lunch pw exam finish le.. jiu talk a while.. den kenneth call..den talk.. hao DL.. oh well.. not much today la.. just stay home chat study sleep blah.. den kind of DL with kenneth la.. tomolo gonna meet him oh well nitenite.. missing u.....

pw called me up after i called kenneth up.. den i hen tired.. so fell asleep again den mummy and daddy got come in.. but don care.. sleep till 6.55 den go toilet.. cause daddy fetch so slowly loh.. den reach sch.. hao sian.. went up open door cause very early ma.. take books.. do mock exam.. aiya not much loh. remedial.. den wakl to lot 1 with huilin&sandy...den called kenneth.. den he on the way to cck cause he went wm with his mum den he sick.. so in the end.. ate at food junction.. with him and his mum.. kind of weird cause my class de pple all mostly there.. den they all looked puzzled to see me with kenneth and his mum ba.. oh well...hm.. its the beginning.. den eat finish.. went to keat hong pei him and his mum see doctor..cause they stomach pain.. den jiu go his house..nothin much.. he song wo hui.. got try to make him promise thing.. he also ask me promise... donno start le ma.. guan xi hao weird.. confused.. den reach home.. chat with dear... head hao yun.. bth.. shower shi almost fell in toilet.. jiu went to rest.. 8.30 got up mam mam dinner.. den revise a bit.. chat a bit.. sort of he pw chao jia ba.. dono la.. just hm,, guess mood bu hao ba.. sorry pw.. cheer up k... jia you tomolo orh... hm... help ta pray...nite all.. going to revise more.. hm...

Morning dear dear called me up.. cause need help edison let him in the condo.. den 9 jiu wakey le.. den chat with dear... actually going eat lunch myself.. den hen boring.. den actually ricky say eat together den in the end he go meet his princess.. den i went down help edison book bowling again.. den kenneth say he 2 release.. so i change.. took MRT.. on the way in MRT.. dear pei wo talk talk... talk till sebawang i think.. den he called... den soon meet him at Bishan.. ate pastamanaia.. pw came wor.. he yi zhi kan zhe wo.. hm.. den sit in front of me.. hao xiang face hao black.. wo see le also donno wat to do.. den jiu eat.. eat.. eat finish le.. take MRT back to Lot 1.. pw mei you go down at amk.. he took train and follow us all the way to lot 1.. aiyo sha gua.. diao.. pinch pinch.. den walk walk.. went to buy liquid paper.. den he buy ear stick.. den jiu go home.. pw cannot find us le.. den i going home he ask wo wait for him.. but late le.. so i went home.. pw stand at bus stop.. i see from house.. den see him walk away.. heart you dian ache.. den he sound so tired and sad.. wo hao worried.. called and talk.. talk till dear reach amk.. sha gua... den put down le.. talk to kenneth.. talk talk.. den soon put down le.. pei pw chat.. chat hen jiu.. den got talk also.. talk hen jiu.. about zi ji.. haha how to be zi ji... aiyo.. hm.. i hen fierce de wor... sayang.. hao la write till here tomolo got mocik exam eng.. wee nite nite.. pei dear play gb.. =X hehe hops.. wan an...

hm.. quite a happy day.. went out in the afternoon to get a present for pw.. so i bought a sticker and a card.. wrote on it at the mrt platform.. den went to meet him.. well sort of a farewell gift ba.. but i know i'll be back.. just wanna let him keep it to remember me though.. den actually meeting at causeway.. but i decided to go nearer to him.. cause feel like taking MRT with him.. so we met at khatib after he rush down from sch after his prac... saw him standing there went i alight.. wanted to scare him wor.. but he turn around in time hahaha =Xden sat there.. pw held my hand.. he gave me a very sad look wor.. but i smiled at him to cheer him up.. den took train train to causeway...pw hold zhu hand bu yao fang haha..den we went to mam mam.. ate mos burger wor.. i ate hamburger and butterfly prawns.. he ate fish burger and nuggets.. den he wanna steal my prawn lucky i save de kuai haha.. den he feed wo eat nugget.. i got gib him small bite of my prawn lol.. den got some boys keep looking at us.. ee tao yan.. finish eating le... went toilet.. ee hao suay =X den walk walk...raining heavily.. donno how to go over to the library.. so we walk round and round.. den bought two piggy wor.. key chain.. hao ke ai wor.. soft soft de nice to mo...after that we tot no rain le.. so decide to go over.. but still raining quite heavily.. so we walk fast fast.. den all wet le.. he take tissue wipe my face.. hao sweet orh.. den went in eee cold cold de.. so went toilet.. blow dry.. come out le.. today sat at the childrens sections there.. cause a lot of pple sia..sit sit.. took out book to read read.. den dear dui wo shou he wanna say de.. hehe.. hao sweet.. den got jelly bean eat also.. den dear fold sea gull.. wrote something inside also.. den i folded one for him.. different from his haha.. gave him the card.. ask him promise to open only when i am gone.. den soon jiu 6 le.. went to take MRT liao.. miss one train.. den sit there keep gu ji him den he hug zhu wo.. haha he hao bu she de... in the train.. hao xiang hen sad.. den hug zhu wo.. kissed his neck once more.. if not next time noone kiss ta.. pa ta gu dan.. den he pei wo take LRT.. kan doa Mr siah.. so suay.. lucky he no see me phew... den look second LRT train.. den hug zhu a while at the LRT station there.. i say yao zou le.. he hao bu she de... hao xiang yao cry le.. sayang.. count snails wor.. got 13 haha i think got more loh.. of so many different sizes.. you dian er xin.. lol.. kiss him one last time.. den turn jiu go le.. didn't wanna turn back to look at him... reach home le.. saw him at downstairs.. wave at him.. den he took cab go home le.. i went out eat dinner.. now chatting with him.. have been chatting for quite long ba.. hao xiang ta.. hm.... it was a nice day.. really very nice....

a day not to be forgot..oh well.. ta hui deng wo de... mei she me sad about..cause wo xiang xin.. wo hui hui dao ta sheng bian......wishing that he will sleep well tonight...after so much i have caused...seeing him being hurt.. isn't nice at all.. i feel so bad...haiz...but wo xiang xin zhe yi qie shi zhi de...zhi de de..... wo hao xiang kan zhe ni dui ni shou.....hm.. suan le.. ming tian zai jian... jian le zai kan..wo zhi xi wang.. ta bu hui jue de wo bad.. wo bu xiang dui ta bu hao....zhi xiang dai gei ta.. mei ren neng dai de xin fu.. he ai.... yi qie dou zhi de... T.T mei li de hai...wo hui pan wang.. he ni kan xing xing..yue liang.. de da hai de yi tian.... xi wang.. wo shou yao zhou de yi qie hui chen gong... wishing him all the best in his studies.. i know he can do it... jia you...

maybe i'm stupid..maybe its just me.. i just don't know wat i am really doing.. things are getting real complicated.. i still remember lying on ur leg.. looking at the magazine.. in the basketball court..when u asked me to be ur gal.. the times we watched movies together...the time at the beach.. the beautiful sea...the concert..that lovely nite.. where the lights of the buildings seem to tell me about our future..the nite u took a cab over just to find me...the moments we played pool together...and especially the moments..i hurt u...guilty..hurt..feeling very bad...wo you dian jue de wo hao xiang zhuang fei yang..zhou chu ne me silly de jue ding.. wo jue de shi zhi de de...really need someone to be by my side n0w..wo mei pian gou ni ah dear... wo zhen de mei you... T.T dui ni de ai.. haiz.. ni jiu zhe yang jue de wo dui ni bu hao hao le...wo xin li ming bai jiu hao.. LoVe hUrTs..EspEcIallY HuRtInG tHe OnE.. hm..kenneth shou de dui.. anyhow find one gal also better than me..

Went for basketbal training in the morning.. it was quite fun.. got fall down though.. but fine la..went to lot 1.. bought two pairs of earings...nice nice.. den came home.. didn't really chat though.. den i went swimming with sis... now chao ta.. red red le.. so fast.. hm... den learn chinese.. dear studying.. i was tired.. so i fell asleep till 6.50 den get up.. revising chi.. watch Wu tian tu long ji.. den.. much happen ba.. told dear about how i felt..actually its really complicated... i just donno wat to tell him... somethings.....just can't say it out... know he loves me so deeply yet i hurt him.. again.. and again... haiz.. hao bad... sha gua... hm......

Today's friday.. oh well got up in the morning and went to sch.. it was quite boring...prepare for the ss test.. den study loh.. got back my physic de one mark.. miss lim no come... oh well.. den finish lesson went to mac with joan joan.. laugh all the way.. even in mac also keep laughing.. got so many jokes.. den hao funny loh.. den eat till damn full.. den pei her go book shop.. buy file.. den went back to sch.. in class hao bored.. just play with candy.. no mood study ss.. so sian.. den soon ss test le.. ping ming de write.. the source base like quite dificult loh.. but the essasy maybe can get higher marks.. donno loh..pray hard..den finish le..walk to lot 1 with sharon huilin min xian sandy..den walk walk.. kan dao dear at MRT there stand.. hide behind his back wanna scare him de.. but sandy went " eh evelyn ni hen bad leh.." cause she tot i donno that guy den making fun of him.. den she didn't realise its pw.. den i act blur no kan dao dear.. den dear kan dao wo le.. haha cause sandy and i was giggling.. den huilin meet weihan.. den the other three gals walk in front.. me and pw..huilin and wei han walk behind.. den follow them all the way.. even went to northern light see the assistant.. haha.. so lame.. den got go seiyu...den went basement.. den soon the three gals go home.. say bye to huilin also.. den we went up.. see mini toons.. see lemontea de clothes clothes.. earing all very nice.. ee hand itchy haha.. but never buy.. went to cards and such.. touch the dinosaur and rhino..we went up to comic collection.. walk walk.. see winni the pooh also.. soon jiu decide to go home..cause dear de leg sprain dao.. aiyo see him walk also xin tong.. oh well.. faster send him home hao.. den he miss some trains just to pei me longer.. den hug yi xia jiu let him go in train train le.. he gave me the dino we saw in cards and such..den i was like eh how he know i like this de.. haha.. xie xie dear.. though i didn't really wanna accept it but i really love it.. hao ke ai.. hao hao mo... den dear went off le.. see him off... den home le.. chao jia with kenneth.. den eat yong tau fu... sis cook de... do some math.. tomolo going bball.. hao xiang jian dear.. wish he recover soon.. jiu can go out le.. haha.. oh well.. sayang dear.. take care orh.. hm... he tired le.. i tired too.. rest early tonight.. nite nite!!

boring morning.. need to go sch le.. haiz sian.. prelims seems to be coming so near.. so scary.. haiz..yet i don feel like studying.. normal loh.. dear call wo up.. went to sch.. got back chem prac.. si bei sian.. so low.. haiz shit... T.T.. den got assembly.. the master and percussion damn power..got back physic prac.. hai hao.. but sickening tmd malek don wan gib wo the mark fish him! eee... hao angry.. den went for lunch... took the math test.. hao tired.. do halfway fall asleep den quickly get up and do again.. eyes hao pain also.. oh well... haiz.. den do finish.. went to lot 1 with huilin min xian..sharon and sandy.. see the northern light assistant.. sharon buy sticker.. den after that went home loh.. pei dear chat.. den watch singapore idol.. have been studying ss.. so sian.. tired also cannot rest.. hm... tomolo going to meet dear le... hao xiang very long no see him.. oh well... hm.... hope tomolo is a nice day... after the sickening ss test..

today is teachers day.. and its a sch holiday.. weee...morning i got up at 9.30.. chat with dear a while.. daddy got back.. bought breakfast.. den ask me eat lunch and dinner myself.. den after a while.. sis went out.. i also went out eat lunch with kenneth loh.. den went arcade a while.. went to the northern light that shop.. wah biang.. the shop assistant today wear till hao er xin =X don pei her loh.. kenneth see le also act vomit haha.. den i bought a new watch.. cannot say how it looks later dear know haha.. =p bought LIME.. den went home.. reach home le msg dear.. aiyo hao sian.. chat a while.. hao tired but don wanna rest.. study a little ss...bedtime story leh.. wanna watch vcd leh.. but aiyo sian.. in the end went to watch loh.. quality like siht la.. troy.. haha nice nice show.. =D~~ brad pitt..... anyway.. finish le.. eat dinner.. kor buy de... i watch disc 1 nia.. no watch disc 2 haha.. den.. pack bag.. now chatting with dear loh.. going to sleep soon.. sian.. back to sch again.. prelims.. omg!! near the corner le.. haiz...