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the girl
.:.Evelyn.:.
22 =)
her loves
her friends
her Dar and his dog "russell"
her dog "milo"
fishing
rainbows
chocolates
shopping
parties
her dislikes
bitches
pushy aunties
teko uncles
milk
her wishes
Get a degree and a good job
More shoes
More clothes
Bring my dar home
Look good and stay healthy
Earn more money
booo.. its 30th march.. so happy birthday serene!!!my right ankle looks like a pig trotters.. boohoohooo... pray that it will recover fast fast fast... so moday can run npfa... boohooo... my overall results sux man.. boooo must work hard le!!! cannot slack.. but oh yeah going shopping with sharon soon haha oops... oh no.. cannot slack!! lolX hm... jia you...
writtern @3/31/2006 12:40:00 AM
YuP these few days i am doing great.. ya.. but today just isn't my day... i am kind of lazy to explain in here cause i repeated it so many times!! hahax..first! today is my sch's cross country... and the no. i got was.... 4!! zzz its like SI la.. last year was 6 lo.. its luck! haha.. k.. nvm.. den i got cram halfway and i twisted my ankle.. but seeing pple runing pass don feel good lo.. super pek cek.. so i ran!! zzz but the cram was just damn pain.. and energy depleting.. damn tired... well.. i walked up the slope la.. i can't believe i walked for my cross country the first time... haha... haiz.. i got 16th.. i know i can do much better but my crams just came on the wrong day la.. stupid... zzzzzz and now my right ankle is swollen.. dad just rubbed and its super pain lo.. i was like AHHH and he say he didn't do anything but he i dono how... just crack it la.. zzz den more pain.. lol.. hehe...hm.. yup tweet tweet... boooo... but i enjoyed myself.. when to eat with my friends and oh oh .. i saw huilin today!! haha.. its so damn long since i last seen her... booo miss her so much.. still no nice to pinch la.. haha... yeah.. saggitaurus is first!! defending champions!! yeah!! i think next year they will die man.. haha.. cause we runners are not around le.. and the j1s guys of saggi simply can't run.. only one fast runner which is.. the unbeatable one.. but the others are like shit la.. haha... anyway.. saggi rox!!!! yeah.. rock on man..
writtern @3/29/2006 11:16:00 PM
i am not a materialistic person.. noone can win over me just because of watever things u r going to buy for me lo... no matter how rich u r!!! get lost man!! don't u understand tat u r working to buy ur own stuff... saying it in a nan ting way is that.. i can buy my own presents with my money and u don have to work and spend so much on me.. i can afford!! i may no she de to do it.. but i can!!! u work for ur own gd!! u get wat u really wan.. i don need any expensive presents.. all i need is someone who can really understand me...u know u cannot stop me.. u got no rights!! and thats true.. how about thinking how i felt when u did this too.. y can u socialise and i can't.. wat the hell la... i am super piss now.. don u know??? i have never asked martin to blogged properly!!! and he is just really a friend!! i am glad i have friends who are here with me.. and helping me to enlarge my circle of friends.. can u understand??? NO!!! y can u go out with von and tama and i can't go out with martin and gang.. not say got no gal waT!! y are u making a fuss!! do u know how sensitive u r?? i don wan to lie to u!! don make me lie to u... i trust u tats y i never care whoever u go out with.. even if u say u go out with ur ex or whoever i DON CARE!! AS LONG AS U REALLY LOVE ME!! I KNOW I AM NOT MATURE!! I AM JUST A FUKING IMMATURE GIRL TO U!! iF IT IS SO DEN FUK OFF!! PISS!! ARGH super i tell all of u.. i am super piss..!!! i am just a immature fuking bitch understand? good enough? ? or not? u fuking sad? i am fuking sad too!! cause i did no wrong.. and u totally make me feel that.. there is no trust of me in u and it will never happen.. it will never build.. u understand? IT MIGHT BE BECAUSE I AM A BITCH!! IT MIGHT BE BECAUSE U R SCARE OF LOSING ME!! but i need respect......i need trust... since u can't gib me.. u really disaapoint me... reading martin's blog is even worst... i really didn't ask him write properly.. u went overboard this time.. u can ask martin and if he read this he can tag for u to see too.. u can check the IP address... wat else do u wan to check? body? haha!! pls la.. i really donno wat u wan know.. but i shall assure u that i'll never get back to u like that... really!... no matter how sweet ur friends are going through.. its non of my business too.. u dashed the hopes this time.. its not me... i am not tied down by u now!! i have my own rights... pls think of how i feel when u say that it really went overboard... u piss me off..... don tell me ur starting of the relationship wasn't honey sweet... starting is always ilke that.. envy den find a new one and get sweet too.. or understand if u really treasure me well... i don have a wide circle of friends... IF U EVER NOTICE!! I AM NOT LIKE U!!!!!!!!! fuk!..i just wan to make more friends!!
writtern @3/27/2006 12:00:00 AM
boohooooooo i lost my lovely flowery handbag... i donno how.. i left it in dads car after changing it into my OP bag.. but dad didn't see it.. i donno why... and its gone.. with my house keys in it.. -.-" super sad la... haiz.. anyway it was a cool trip to esplanade.. and then to the asian civilisation museum.. cause its damn cool la.. get to see the emperor wear de robes... and empress de too.. its super big la but damn nice.. and many many stuff... and we got to know more about the esplanade.. went in the theatre and the concert hall.. after that mum and i went shopping... we bought food... hehe.. i didn't buy anything except for a white undy... LOLx.. its for my white dress i bought yesterday.. hahaha...den went home.. go down uncle richard house eat..... and i made some new friends today too!! haha.. its a cool day la.. weeee... except!!! for the losing my hand bag part... boohoooo damn damn damn sad.. its my fav bag... haiz.. and its like 27 ++ lo... zzzzzzzz stupid!! lol
writtern @3/26/2006 02:25:00 AM
yeah!! thX RoN daR for ShoppINg with me!! lOlx... i know its been damn tiring!! haha.. thanks for bearing with me.. =p anyway its a nice nice shopping day.. cause i spent money.. though it hurts but i am happy cause i liked wat i bought.. yeah.. and we had a nice time shopping ya? hehe.. hm.. and my sis came to find me haha.. we three took bus home together.. hm..its the first top shop dress i got!! yeah!! its nice.. i think its nice.. and i look gd in it hahaha!! =p and i bought that mini jacket lol.. yeah.. though got a bit of lace.. but its cheaper and i think its nicer too!! hehe.. so when i wear tube next time i can wear that.. hehe.. yeah!! ...happy happy!!... tomolo going museum trip with mummy as its her office de excursion trip haha.. sounds boring but i think it will be cool!! weee!! happy.. I don care whether i've got company in sch or not.. who cares anyway i am living great!!.. how i wish they all fuk off but i really appreciate weiting for accompanying me!! haha.. i don wanna go sch prom nite!! gonna be boring.. fuking boring waste my money also anyway and i don need to let pple know how gd i look in formal wear!! haha!! =p
writtern @3/25/2006 12:44:00 AM
i don wanna go into a relationship...... i am so so so scare...... haiz...........i'm so sorry to all those that i have hurt before... i'm such a bitch....................n i hate bitches!!
writtern @3/23/2006 12:08:00 AM
BOOOOoooOOoo!!!... y is my head aching so so so so badly... my god.. i can't study.. its like freakin hot up there and hurting.. panadol!! i ate le.. hopefully it gets better...tml gp paper liao.. so sian.. i donno wana take exam!! i shall treat it as a practice.. lolX..
writtern @3/19/2006 09:09:00 PM
my anklet broke..... T.T haiz.....
writtern @3/18/2006 09:11:00 PM
zzzz well today... something just totally spoilt it.. but i not going to let it spoil..
first of all.. its like the first time i mug for this whole week.. lols.. and all thanks to martin k? haha.. my primary sch friend...
well i guess he is going through about the same times as me now.. and we had a great talk.. haha.. thx for mugging with me..
hm... anyway.. its really kind of sian that everything just can't seem to go into my head.. and now this fuking thing happen.. hm... but thats it man... just tot about going back but many things just stop me to....
did u understand me enough...... were u that secure when u r with me.... i guess not ba.. maybe u tot u were.. but u are just not there yet!!
so wat if i am the criminal.. and u think u got no wrong!! u r wrong man... haha...
fuking piss... so wat if u can find much better gals than me..
well i will definitely be a better person too... i know u don't need me.. so y should i bother.... all these pple are just not meant to be in my life... fuk off........
i am glad enough to have my friends who support me..... super piss.... some of these might be just QI HUA... but i just feel like toking cock la.. cause i am fuking piss now......... damn lo... but i donno why... everytime i am piss i will still cry..... haiz..... wat is happening....
exams!!! pls fuk off...i dn wanna study anymore......boooohooooo..........
moodless.......
where is evelyn.............
i wan her back!!!
finsing for my lost soul...
writtern @3/18/2006 02:09:00 AM
yeah.... today i went shopping..despite the upcoming black test...well.. i don give a damn.. cause nothings going in.. so y force... haha... anyway.. went with sharon dar... yeah... cause i wanted to sign up the seventeen card.. but nobody pei wo.. hehe..weee i bought a pair of heels from blossom.. its so sweet.. i wear le so sweet!! haha...but a bit regret buying pink though its very sweet.. cause it gets dirty so easily!!! ron dar.. i reach home see the shoe behind a bit black le -.-" so heart pain haha.. must be in the bus la.. haha..i bought a pair of studs too... apple.. well.. actually got lots of things to buy.. but i am holding back.. hopefully can get mummy buy for me... adidas jacket!! lolx...den got shades... got the cardigan( mini jacket) lol.. i look nice in the white one.. haha.. den.. still got wat huh... oh we walked until very shag ah.. haha.. but anyway i enjoyed myself... thx ron.. remember hoh when the contest up we go join hahaha....
writtern @3/16/2006 12:48:00 AM
Well.. maybe u felt just too insecure.. u couldn't really believe how much i loved u...the tighter u hold on to...the more i struggle out....jealousy... i do have many times which i am jealous of... but i never wanted to show out....don wan to restrict u.........maybe just not the rite gal for u...............i must learn to let go... the last moment shall freeze here.........jus like my new blog skin...if only u allowed me to have my own cricles of friends...don't u realise i am left with nothin w/o u..... but u've gt plenty out there for u?....not blaming u...cause it takes two hands to clap... i still wasn't able to prove to u how much i love you..............
writtern @3/14/2006 07:01:00 PM
i'm to dependent on u... but i've nothin left..I need to study!!!!!...............................but i can't.... i can't be left alone..........
writtern @3/14/2006 02:19:00 PM
i feel like a criminal... n everyone throwing eggs at me.....feel like a sadist... i'm always the bad person... maybe its my life.... all the sins i have done...i start to not believe in forgiveness and forgetness.....maybe its just so hard to understand me.. maybe its just not the rite time and fate...my life is just so empty... its so empty that i only revolve around u... but u just wouldn't believe it....i hate to admit this... i don wanna de dependent on anyone... i wan to get use to this kind of loneliness... i still have plenty of friends....maybe to some their world seems to be lonely... well... i have never been so lonely in sch before...but i will get use to it..pple of my kind just can't be found... i am just not the person they are looking for in their lives.. and is a nobody.....but i got friends out there who are still there for me... and i appreciate all of u....thanks sharon dar for listening to my troubles and being the only one standing on my side.. though i felt that it was totally my fault that caused wat happen this relationship... thanks for ur advice and ur support....thanks elson kor for also listening to my troubles in sch...and ensuring me u r there...thanks wilkin for also hearing me out... though u r not even close to me...i am glad that no matter wat..there are pple there for me... i will move on in my life... and overcome this loneliness... i don wan to spend unnecessary effort on pple who don appreciate too... but i must work hard to archieve my goals...i don mind being a criminal... as long as u r happy.......ps: happy 20th birthday to u birdy.... i hope through time... u would forgive me and be happy for wat i have done cause u will surely find a much better girl than me...
writtern @3/14/2006 12:14:00 AM
anything and everything i did seems to be so wrong...i don wanna give up....... i don wanna die....... but my body's aching.. my brain's breaking down... i feel as if i am in depression...everytime i get home sit on my chair trying to start to do my hw.. i will start to be in tears.. i don wan... evelyn is a strong girl... she is a determined girl.... she is a cheerful girl........i really need to put down everything....... give up everything......tots off that building was on my mind... parents crying.. sad looks... i don wan pple to be sad... but i am always the cause... oh well... this is life........ face it...i will jump further and i will fly higher...... i will walk my own path and look for the future myself... i will grow up... i will be more mature.... i will be serious...will not joke around........i will learn to love myself.... my body... my effort.... even if there is noone else there for me... i will do it.... things shall never be the same again....u r rite.... we might be the happiest couple in the world...........
writtern @3/07/2006 05:14:00 PM
fuck my world...fuck up... everything is just so fuck up... wats the use of picking up the courage and saying things from the heart.. its makes no sense nore difference..wth...fuck me..argh.....super pissed...tihngs shall never be the same again... and even more fucked.. i bite my lips three times.. fuking bleed like shit.....numb...more fuck... my throat is killing me... i wanna eat chocolates!! i don care!!!! zzzzzzzzz
writtern @3/06/2006 08:28:00 PM
why r there so many mnisunderstandings....why can't i just concentrate... i feel so lonely...i just want to make it clear.....i didn't made my choice of whether its u or him... it actually doesn't matter..... cause furthermore... i hate myself so much that anything that happens nw is all because of me...i just wanted to gib u wat at least a friend would do...and i just wanted to tell u that... i won't choose u... until the day when i finally grow up and be the mature gal that u wan... by then... i will have the guts to look for u again..i wont wan to choose u... cause i don have the ability to... i don have the guts... nor the choice... and i won't want to hurt u... but really wish to just not only give u the letter... i am sorry if i made u angry and disappointed again....i am just too little girl now...its not excuses... but is this carries on... i shall hurt u more... and i really don wan.... i will leave it at ur door step one day..... since u won't wan to meet me again.... i shall not insist....cause i am afraid too.....i don have the guts too....in my lonely world.......... would there be anyone to listen to me?...i need to study.................... but i really can't....... living in a dead body........... wheres my soul......................................
writtern @3/06/2006 12:53:00 AM
these few days the night sky is b e a U... tiful... cause the stars filled the night sky... hm... today is actually our 9th month... but i ruin all these..... sorry......pain...... but numb.............spent a lot of money today... heart is hurting though.. lols... i bought a levis jeans.... and a roxy top for myself.. the rest are for pple... all the birthdays coming up... tearing my pocket into holes... lots of problems........ haiz.......but everything seems to be my fault... how sad.......................losing a friend again... just lost something so impt.. and now..... haiz....... suan le...............
writtern @3/05/2006 12:17:00 AM
every part of me is dying....i am a bad girl......i want to study but i really can't.... i can't communicate... don even know whether is my fault or not.. even if it isn't it seems totally mine fault....i've got bad results........ T.Ti am hopeless.... helpless.... thoughtless........totally giving up everything... gave up myself.............just a pathetic soul..... i am dying..... can i just die?.............................argh
writtern @3/02/2006 12:31:00 AM
