sad+disappointed+stress..

its term break... just a week.. and blink of an eye its thursday of my week break already..
went back to sch on mon-wed... tried to study a lot...

doesnt seem to end up in my head...

feel so stress up...

lets see...

201 test on monday.. 3rd october 202 lab report..
den is 202 quiz on following monday with is 6th... my god..
and then another quiz for 204..
another assignment for 205 all on i think 23 october...
and last is 203 assignment..

not forgetting the stupid HW102 assignments............

i'm so gonna die...

feel so so so stress up.. like.. haiz can someone save me!! >.<

how i wish i am a genius.. just attend lectures.. no need to study.. LOLx crap..

haiz... really stress up looking at all those.. the more i list the more it gets...
i really need to relax...

so fast year 2 le.. hm.. its gonng be a great challenge for me as a CGL for next year FOC... its an experience that i guess would be fun and happening.. the first meeting was quite ok.. just abit shock to see most of them being year 1s..

shall start to find pple to recruit as my MGL and GL.. haha and SAs.... lalala..

its term break.... finally.. got sososo many things and assignments to do... and chiong.. and tests to study...

die... must study study and study harder...

i love physio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

weee human physiology is my favourite textbook now...

hm.. been ok these few days... nothing much..
tuesday met up with ron and joseph.. talked a lot.. yup hey lao di take care in army!! haha
anyway hm.. i bought.... a belt.. and two off shoulder tops.. tats all.. yup.. very poor la.. cannot afford to spend..

watched forgetting sarah marshall with wei yesterday.. was a super super funny movie.... joseph good recommendation.. haha went st james.. its been like two months since i club....quite boring though.. maybe cause of the crowd..

anyway den today stayed home.. finished tutorials.. went out with family... nothin much..

just some pics to put up....

weee kuey kuey.. fed cal cal with it.. he loves pink.. i ate one before i take this pic.. cause kind of bu she de eat lolx

white tube tat i wanted to buy from forvever 21.. love white tubes.. but got a bit of make up and there isnt another piece.. so didnt buy..

random dress that i tried..

taken on tuesday..

some zi lian pic.. taken yesterday(sat)

i got brown eyes!!! haha.. and wee long eye lashes >.<

i feel so vain........

=)

if u feel like a fool.. i feel dumb and useless...



meaning what i have been doing have all just flushed away...



i don understand what i haven done... just made me feel like a failure now.... totally useless..




ur words can nv be less hurting....





anyway i really hate being sick.... makes me feel tired all the time... hope i really can get well soon...