well some pics of last sat and sun.. hehe


Look at our food!! haha we are two hungry pigs... it was so damn full

dar dar drinking his lychee with lemon.. blah blah.. haha yummy..

after a tiring day.... haha

taken on the MRT hehe.. on the way to pirates on sunday..weee

taken before we take MRT home.. so this is where we went.. haha went Marina for pirates..

taken when we are going back home.. lolx

shall blog about saturday...

I went down for to the tuition centre to take a look at the materials.. and dar was with me.. wa.. quite far la.. walk like hell... haha.. den.. we went to jurong point.. ate KFC.. dar slept at home.. wihle i find tix to pirates.. but well all left first two rows.. give up.. den we went to orchard... dar bought two shirts.. 9 each.. from WH.. so cheap.. den i bought my mango top... haha.. and earing from diva just for 2.50... yup.. shall post some pics soon k..we ate... willage!! woohoo damn shiock.. use my voucher.. hehe.. den dar can't find his visa card.. i asked mum to help me see whether it is on my table at home.. she couldn't find.. den he cancel it.. in the end when we got home... dar pull my keyboard and saw it right there!! LOL my mum was like alamak... i bend down and see also never see the card there.. LOL.. lucky can unblock the card.. hehe

sunday was ok... we went to watch pirates at marina square.. big big cinema.. yup.. den well.. it was a very long long movie.. crap.. laughters.. ya.. but a bit headache la.. watch too long liao.. zzz haha.. it was a bit rush for the movie.. hehe.. den we ate burgerking after the movie... weee yummy.. den after tat i came home.. went eat pizza with my family at bukit timah.. haha.. its like.. i didn't eat much la.. only one slice and a few garlic bread.. and drinks.. yup.. well thats abt it for my weekends..

hope next week will be as fun.. though dar got confine.. booo love him still.. oh and.. wednesday!!! party time... thurs is vesak day.. hahaha... =x

having a very mixed feeling now.. don really know how i feel...

sad??
happy??
confuse?
oh well.. really not sure abt how i feel.. just really love the wind and the smell of the sea...

would i have a bright future? everything that i want to be seems so far from me...

would you still love me in the morning???

really got a bad day...

"brainless"

"not brainless.. just never do housework person"

just because i accidentally drop the spoon on to the fish jiang...

i feel so helpless... so hurt.. booooo

den another person saying me attitude.. just piss off cause i can't use my ibanking...

such a pathetic day...
wait for dar.... till now...
i know he is tired.. but.. talk for only 9 minutes and he slp..
after waiting for so long.. i needed some comfort but.. i had to gib him instead.. cause he is feeling disappointed and sad...
wat abt me...
i am just a gal who always supports behind u....
would there be anyone behind me?
i am troubled... where would i end up in... my future... smart? not at all.. i can't even get into the course i wan.. i feel totally useless... fuk up..
i wan to be a forensic scientist.. booooo... my dreams...

I am just not happy of my life now.. cause i don have a job and all i do is slack at home.. such a unfufilling thing to do... life is miserable alone.. zzz yawn.. everyone is busy with their own stuff.. noone has time for me.. oh well.. why should anyone have time for me anyway.. haha

hm.. i should experience loneliness and conquer it.. thats wat the korean show says.. hey not only aunties like to watch korean shows but well its really touching.. T.T the last episode was so sweet.. boo hooo

singapore sales... i wan.. but where can i get the money to shop man.. argh.. going crazy.. i need the money.. fuk..
i wanna go shopping.. any company?

i miss my mao dar.. boohooo

its still so long before all these will end.... and i haven tot of wat i should join in uni.. i really feel like joining cheer leading.. argh.. haha.. get thrown and fly.. hm.. i wan to be realy sporty.. booo can i?? hm...

finally got to see dar... booo today waited at JP for dar.. den we ate mos burger.. yummy.. so long no eat le... but my stomach wasn't feeling well today.. it was like painful on and off.. argh.. waited quite long.. but well.. as long as i can see dar.. haha..
den after that we went city hall..went to the new river island... went to tumi.. but i donno the staff... then looks like only she alone was there.. sian.. well saw carrie and daniel in river island.. i was quite pai seh.. cause i was wearing a river island top.. though its not very obvious.. but i was hiding behind dar all the time.. they were catching pple to take photos.. i don wanna get caught lol.. but the only reason i wan is for the 200 dollars argh.. i wan money to shop!!!!!!!!!!!!!
den went to marina sq with dar... hehe.. yeah.. dar bought his shoes.. he loves it.. puma!! he say its comfy.. yup.. puma having sale.. soyal sporting house also.. 15% off many stuff... go check it out!!
i bought my mango jeans.. though i can't pick it up so soon.. need to wait like very long... but its free to alter wat... who cares.. ahem.. skinny jeans.. so comfy.. with a brand.. and its black.. worth 99 dollars... well... i think its worth it.. haha.. yeah.. but it feels like i haven bought anything.. so sian.. lol
then we went to eat Xin Wang.. yummy.. today we ate a lot!!! cause we were hungry!!!!!!!!!!!
i ate black pepper chicken with spag.. dar fish zhou..den we ordered side dishes... Fried wan ton and "Haw gou"..meaning prawn dumpling?? haha it taste not bad.. but the fried wan ton quite shiock.. the haw gou too small le la.. though the skin is nice.. hm.. after that we went home.. yawn.. thats for the day..was at dars house.. cause he left my headset in his ocs bag.. so i got to go back to his house after he come to my house.. lol.. nice day....
dar having guard duty tml..so poor thing..on a sunday.. boobooo dar don be sad k... my heart is still with u.. and good luck for all ur tests and the whole of next week... it will be over soon.. don worry so much... i am always here!!!

I feel lost.... where am i heading.... i can't describe how i feel... really very lost.... T.T











did i do all these for shit?

Here is the garlic bread i lazy to post the other time.. lol its yummy yum yum

a cute pic of my dear milo.. haha noisy.. hyper active but cute....

Heres the gift for my mum.. its a brooch... the brand sounds cheapo but i bought it from taka hoh.. not as cheap as u think.. but oh well its the tot tat counts.. who cares hehe

And woohoo this is me at MNG... mango mango mango.... i love the jeans.. argh.. actually this top also not bad... might think of getting it too.. but wats more important than the jeans i wan.. so comfy and its black!! muahaha nice..

these two days have been staying at home.. was a good girl.. cleared my room and well.. vacuum the floor.. and hand-washed my clothes...can't believe i did all these.. i think i haven been really eating well.. lol.. a meal a day.. hm.. anyway some interesting pictures while i pack me room.. heheWell i piece this up while cleaning up my room.. haha.. its given by Shu Kel and Zav last year.. was a nice birthday haa.. thinking of framing it up =)Another old birthday gift.. not sure if i posted this before.. but well.. its given by my dear ron dar.. haha its already a year old but well i never really use it cause its so nice!! haha =x can't bare to use.. And here is my guess bag with my guess wallet.. this is why i bought the bag.. cause it suits my wallet so much haha.. =x and i love the size.. can bring it out esp for parties!! clubbing.. ahem.. shopping.. and i can put lots of stuff inside.. like my powder.. my lip gloss... my blusher.. my hp my wallet.. tissue... blah blah shall not carry on.. lol
This is given by my dar dar.. hehe he gave me on our 8th month.. its quite long ago thing..but its really sweet hehe

Another card from dar.. this one is given on our 13th month.. 2nd may.. hehe wee i think tazzie is so cute but he think that tweety is cuter.. cause he drew it from the cushion i gave him.. the taz cushion is with me.. haha but i love taz.. its so cute!!

was kind of bored.. so i made this slide show.. haha.. oh well... its most of the recent pics of me and dar.. made it for dar though.. hehe

Another sweet picture of us.. hehe..

Dar eating tofu.. at the cafe at lot 1... everything is moving so fast except him.. shows how much he is enjoying the tofu.. LOL

Taken at pizza walker... this is dar smilling.. lolx..

And well.. tihs is me.. not really smiling.. seems a bit stoning.. hehe well.. but i am happy.. really!! and the food was nice.. we were too hungry when the food came.. so we ate it before we even took a pic.. but i took a pic of the garlice bread.. well.. lazy to post.. lolX

Another funny picture of us.. taken on saturday.. 5th may.. =Pp

Tweety spag from shuhui and kelvin.. haha cute.. i got tweety stuff this year..
it says.. wet me think.. cause tweety doesn't speack properly.. hehe

another tweety top from my ron dar.. hee.. she says it took a long way before it reached her.. take aeroplane de.. hehe

i know this top's print was once out in forever 21.. but well.. it relaly suits me doesn't it? so i bought it... anyway the previous one was slightly diff cause its a spag.. and who cares if many pple has it.. cause it looks gd on me.. haha =x agree??? = / well at least both my dars think so..

This top is comfy!!! i love it.. but its 69.. with the jewel in front.. ron says black nicer.. but i still prefer white.. dar says white too.. = / well its gonna be mine soon... haha.. *wanted*

sweet!!!! =) *love love* don be jealous... just envy.. haha

feel very fortunate to be loved.. hm.. do u ever feel so?

well.. i dono.. i feel really happy.. actually its kind of mixed..its sad to think about meeting only once or twice a week.. but looking at what love has brought us through.. i feel happy..

it was really nice to stare at the stars with you.. though it was the stars in my room.. haha.. but at least we have a comfy bed to look at the stars.. not a hard grass land... i know you are struggling b/w me and ur dad... sorry.. i will try to accomodate more ok?

anyway had a nice week.. though we didn't chill.. but we did wear nice nice and go out.. haha.. and took some photos... had a great dinner at sakae sushi... and i bought my guess bag.. although i never buy the big one which i still wan to buy... but i bought one that suit my wallet and i can bring it out shopping more often... and now i got more money for other stuff...

we had fun today... went pingpong...i know you like playing it with me cause i am lousy and funny.. booo lol but i do have good shots too okay!! and i am so jumpy.. so happy when i can beat you haha.. =p den we went swimming.. teaching u tread water.. den shivering around in the cold cold water.. lol next time go swimming complex k? den got slide to play.. my condo de swimming pool a bit shallow too hehe.. muack..

days really flies... thinking of whether nus or ntu... a course i love of a course that is good for my future and i can learn to love.. boooo.. i really donno... my mind isn't really thinking about it...

should i find a job? i think i should.. but i don really know where to work though..

i think my thoughts are skipping around.. wanted to say hope dar likes the sweet jar... haha..oh and i wanna post pictures.. but i think i shall post it seperately.. its very hard for me to get in blogger.. dono why.. hm..

love is sweet... really... learn to appreciate it.. and you will know its sweet...i think most importantly is think of the sweet side... it is fulfilling..its been a long way..