SMILE ت

liBrary!!

Saturday, July 30, 2005

today is library day!!...

Met dar at JE to go library to search for resources for my EoM..Evaluation of materials.. argh sux leh.. anyway.. ya reach there... went to play pool first.. yup.. its ok la.. dar keep losing cause today he suay la.. his black ball keep going in the wrong hole.. den so not fair cause he got so many tyco shots today.. while my white ball keep going in.. N i miss cue so many times.. omg.. anyway feel like joining my sch de pool.. hehe..
den we went to eat kobayashi.. the same thing la...not sian leh.. today de taste nicer.. i agree with dar that it taste nicer.. den got fried tofu and the chawamushi.. my fav!!... wee.. ate till so full... den went to the library... find and find... walk and walk.. till a bit tired sia.. cannot find much leh.. its like not relevant.. den aiya nothin to evaluate... so jia lat.. so pek cek.. hm... y ah.. den dar say go internet find loh.. so went his house a while since its near by den use internet to search... well thats about it..
den quite late ma.. so took cab home.. and dar paid.. hm.. i shall pay u back k.. den he waited downstair for me while i brought milo down to find him.. haha.. ran with milo as usual.. i always so that when i bring him down.. like practically running like a mad gal...=x cause i compete with milo ma.. den dar played with him... and i let him walk milo too.. hee.. oh ya i saw cockroach.. wondering whether to help kie yin catch or not hahaha... but its like no container.. lolx.. den i song dar to near the LRT and rAn home with milo!!.. weee.. sweat a lot.. anyway its a nice day...

hm.. back to normal le... but i just don understand why would i be with such an unreasonable guy who practically screams in the phone at me suddenly.. and all i did was just say that i very tired.. wanna sleep later get up call him.. and he scream and make a big fuss... haiz..WTF loh... y ah... i really hate ken loh... to the core i mean.. all he does is just KP me... Suan me... pressure me.. expect everything out of me... locking my freedom up even when i already have not much at home... haiz.. really can't wait to get rid of him... why is there such a guy living on this earth... y must he treat a gal as is i am his slave all these... wtf is going on in the earth.................

writtern @7/30/2005 11:42:00 PM

NEW Change!!

YeaH!! i changed my skin!!!!!!

writtern @7/30/2005 03:10:00 AM

*bEnG kUi lE*

Thursday, July 28, 2005

There is a couple namely J&E living inside this precious house of ("v")

4 eva....................

writtern @7/28/2005 12:02:00 AM

*truth*

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

reality is so hard to face...my last hope has given up on me.. what the hell am i doing on earth...Does anybody ever know how hard my life is...Can anyone teach me how to cope between such a complicated love life...all the stressful workload and tests...my friends..and my cca... everything seems to be getting from bad to worst..losing my grip... yup i am...the happiness i once grab hold of...i have never treated any relationship for fun...If u think its fun to two timed and cope with all these work.. its totally not...i wanna break free... and get my own freedom.. i know the day would come... but noone believes me..its hard to face reality.. its really hard but pls don come in my life and gib me hopes when u can't take all these things..don come in my life when u can't bear with things...i have never wanted anyone to be in pain...y am i so soft hearted..always the one giving in but noone believes in wat i can do..
you were wonderful.. really wonderful...n i never regret letting u step into my life......
Can't see the moon tonight... where has my light gone to.....

u will wait for me... will you?

writtern @7/27/2005 11:35:00 PM

happy..

Today was a happy day... got to meet dar.. he so sweet.. actually should be studying at home but he insist to come out pei me....den quite tiring today.. but overall okay.. the chem test was OKAY actually... at least i got things to write for every qns...den.. i quickly made my way to causeway to meet dar..took mrt with kie yin.. den she alight at YCK... while we sat till orchard... walked all around.. poor dar have to follow me....its kind of a roxy shopping day.. seeing whether other shops got my roxy tube or not.. in the end.. we walk from wisma.. to paragon and den to cine to eat kobayashi.. den to heeren.. and from heeren back to pacific plaza and den from there to PS.. wa my legs were breaking apart... think dar one also.. but he stronger ba.. i weak le la... anyway can't find my tube.... after wasting so much energy.. only saw it in PS de... but its size 10.. so i was seeing the print whether got orangey or not.. actually its also a little orangey... so in the end..i didn't change.... wasted the whole day.. but i did try an off shoulder... and i am starting to like off shoulders... hm.. donno y.. haha.. looks nicer on me.. den saw kit yee and cassandra at PS also.. shock to see them there...took MRT back...from woodlands de line.. studied and tallking to dar at the same time... pinch... really missing him lots le.. had a nice day dar!! thanks...

writtern @7/27/2005 09:23:00 PM

boring...

Monday, July 25, 2005

nothin much today.. just a normal tiring day... got to take cat's daddy's cab.. free ride to causeway.. no need walk in rain.. wee thanks cat and her dad!!.. hm... really nothin much todya.. just trying to save money now.. tomolo will be a long long day.. but i will be eating dinner with my dearest... weee... eat pizza.. got the coupon.. 8.45 for two pasta... buy one get one free... weee...donno wanna chagne my roxy tube or not... haiz... hm... how how how...

writtern @7/25/2005 11:47:00 PM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

my fav pic of all!!! sweet....

writtern @7/24/2005 11:50:00 PM

big twist hehe

writtern @7/24/2005 11:50:00 PM

cheese!!!

writtern @7/24/2005 11:49:00 PM

acting cutez!!

writtern @7/24/2005 11:49:00 PM

i look tall ya? lolx

writtern @7/24/2005 11:48:00 PM

smiling sweetly!!

writtern @7/24/2005 11:48:00 PM

daR carriEd mE uP hahAz

writtern @7/24/2005 11:47:00 PM

chang jin!!

hm.. today get up.. was watching da chang jin and i watched finish it.. wah behind really touching loh.. watch it in tears.. hm.. den do hw... study..all the way till now.. chat with dar also.. and i scan the neoprints in le..shall post it later.. have been wondering... wat would happen to my CCA... haiz... bball... do i really belong there... i don wanna be in a place where i think there can't be any team work at all.... but if i quit... wat can i join... haiz.. think jo is blaming me for not going for training or wat la... its just so sad to think about it.. but can she understand how i feel in there... did she spare a tot for me.....did she tot about how she treat me also?.. oh well.. feel like joining bowling.. but its a indoor sport.. i love outdoor.. i love the sun.. hm.....lots of homeworks and stuff coming up... tests.... i think i gonna flunk it all.. i am bad in trigo now.. cause of all the extra formulas and stuff... chemistry.. chemical bonding so confusing.. those bond here and bond there.. stupid van der waals forces... and bio!! oh my.. the lecture notes is so thick how am i gonna finish memorising it... this is just sch work....... i've got so much more problems in life that i really can't take it.. hm..... think i am really quite strong to live till now... shall be more determine...i am strong!!! argh!!! jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry dar if i am moody this few days.. might be a bit cold.. but i am fine really.. most impt is u stay happy n make sure i am happy too k?....

love you..........................

writtern @7/24/2005 11:24:00 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

mE In skI hat!! lol

writtern @7/23/2005 11:43:00 PM

this is Kie yin the mermaid!!

writtern @7/23/2005 11:36:00 PM

SenTosa Fun!!!

WEE.. its such a super duper fun day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love it!! thanks everyone.. its like.. morning like of sad cause i got up late.. my hp batt flat and the alarm cannot ring.. so i only got up at 9 when i need meet my friends at 9.30 at habour front.. diao.. so i quickly get up.. call dar and he just got up too.. haha..den quickly prepare... i wear a white racer back and denium shorts.. den met dar at JE... quickly went down habour front.. den saw so many kranjians.. eee.. lolx.. those NA de.. den.. took bus there in sentosa that time.. started raining...
haiz sad.. but since i change my bikini in my shirt liao.. den going to get wet.. so dar and i walk and find my friends... they were hiding under the shelter.. haha. so cute.. den jamie and mel and derrick haven come.. den kie yin was like sad cause the cake wait so long.. den soon rain got smaller.. and stop.. and dar me kie yin and edwin play a bit of volley ball den soon the others joined... den jamie and mel came.. and we cut cake.. hehe.. i was hugging mel so much lolx miss her damn lots loh.. den.. ya.. i cut the cake.. hehe it has melt till quite jia lat.. but oh well i manage to leave a piece for izzudin.. SUSU... lol he came soon and joined in the fun.. i went in the water with my bikini... its like so fun... so long since i play at the beach.. with water... i really had lots of fun and laughter..we keep laughing... spend a long long time in the water...
sammy can't join cause she no extra clothes.. den mel going esplanade.. but in the end all swam.. first mel den jamie den sam.. cause sam wear edwin shirt and went in haha... yeah.. everyone was in the water... dar don dare go to the float cause of phobia of being drown... sayang.. i tan on the float a little while.. den no sun le.. so went back find dar... den we ran on the bridge.. the palawan de la.. weee its so nice.. the wind blowing so damn shiock... and i spotted something like a monitor lizard but its like snake de skin.. eeee lol.. den we see the rain nearing us.. so we ran back.. and we ran in the heavy rain.. luckily my friends help me move the bags to the shelter le... weee.....
the best part is that we buried kie yin in the sand and we madea mermaid body.. its so damn cool and nice loh.. its great work!!! everyone walk pass was like staring at us and kie yin and laughing haha.. so cool!!! den she was like trying to get up helplessly as we were in the water swimming haha.. so with the help of us.. she came out finally!!! lol... den soak soak in water we also got play monkey... and some water volley ball.. lol.. so so so fun...carrying and swimming.. hugging and splashing.. haha.. we got welcome party also.. by splashing loads of water.. weee!!! lol.. and sand party.. haha.. its so fun.. but its kind of cold.. den dar and i went toilet.. change up.. den after that we left first..
. we to habourfront eat pastamania... eat le went to dhoby ghuat to walk.. omg omg.. i bought a top.. lol a 49.90 roxy tube... omg omg... jia lat.. no money le still buy and buy..and we took neo prints also.. yeah!!! finally... den i play arcade... play two games i haven been playing for so so long.... its so fun... and great.. hehe.. den took mrt back home...
i alight at clementi cause parents fetch.. like that also good.. dar and go back home faster den no need bring me home... weeee a fantastic day.. next time shall go east coast for roller blading.. it would be loads of fun too... shall upload the pics later.. hehe.. or maybe when i scan in la.. ok!! enough of update.. a long entry!!!

writtern @7/23/2005 10:07:00 PM

pool!!

yEaH...today is a short day...at last a short friday.. and i am free to go out with dar... haha..well.. next week gonna be super busy.. got three test... oral presentation workshop on tues and a bio lecture after sch also on tues...hm.. sian.. anyway today.. keep feeling hungry.. haha den ate garlic bread and fish burger man.. lol..hm..den i went to JE meet dar.. and we went to play pool pool!!..weee today.. i play....okay la.. a bit of form and a lot of tyco.. not much of skill haha.. =x dar is still more skillful.. den my centres are not bad today.. so surpise.. den we went eat k0bayashi..den went to JP.. cause i suddenly feel like buying my mascara.. have been thinking le.. and finally i bought it from SASA cause its a bit cheaper than in wattsons...wee so happy.. wanted try on dar LOLx..den watch BLade 2 at his house..and i song him to his bible study at buona vista..and i went home..tomolo is saturday.. and my classmates are going sentosa.. so i am going too.. and i am bringing dar with me.. weee... so fan.. donno wat to wear sia haha.. anyway feel like quickly go for a tan.. i need one.. lol.. weee.......hm.....can't wait..

writtern @7/23/2005 12:38:00 AM

worried..

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

i'm worried sick about my dar now.... haiz..

writtern @7/20/2005 10:08:00 PM

A level LCompre..

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Its a Fine day.. hm.. nothin much ba.. just didn't have long lessons.. weee... so happy.. cause got a level chi LC... hehe... den lessons stop at 1.10 which is during my break... had a longer break... today chem lec.. Ru Hua teach again.. yawn.. sian ah.. =x anyway.. sat in the classroom at 2.15.. den all the way until 3 den start the thingy... overall ok la.. not much problem.. den its raining.. so kie yin lend umbrella to cat and me.. den we walked to causeway.. den i met bird.. and scare him.. den cat went off... den we went boon lay a while.. i bought famous amos... yummy yummy... hehe ... weee... premium choice.. always nice.. cause got everything.. hehe.. weee... den i too shy to go in bird de dad shop.. lol.. well its a nice day.. den go home that time saw bird de friend James and his gf.. haha.. always so qiao de...hm... not much la.. met up with mum in lot 1.. den bought dinner home to eat.. now packing stuff... feelin tired.. sleeping soon... yawn.........

writtern @7/19/2005 12:30:00 AM

normal..

Monday, July 18, 2005

iTs a normal sunday...NoThinG much happened.. morning called dar up.. was quite angry cause he always don listen to me hmph.. he slept at 5.40+ and got to wake up at 7+ cause he got church.. so stubborn.. hmph.. but nvm..
i didn't do much today.. just watched tv.. played games.. chat with dar when he came home.. den he went to rest.. and my house got so many pple come.. i didn't even know today got function.. haha.. mum even booked caterer... is my uncle wan her to book de...but i know dad booked the bowling..just didn't know its for those pple.. oh well..
dar is love sick.. haha.. silly boy.. i enjoying myself watching the korean show.. gonna become an "auntie" liao.. but its really nice la.. even my brother also watched loh.. my da sao bought the vcd de.. haha..hm.. tomolo is A level chi... listening compre.. hope my ear won't be block tomolo.. and i can score better to pull up my oral.. hm... talk about oral.. i feel sad again.. haha.. haiz...hopefully things go well tomolo.. i can't wait to see dar............ hm.......

u r my spirit...my life...

writtern @7/18/2005 12:32:00 AM

happy day!!

Saturday, July 16, 2005

YeAh toDaY i fAn dao dad to let me go out.. haha..morning got up still kind of sick la.. back pain den wa outside so noisy that i got to get up.. so sian.. if not i would have slept longer... den..watch tv... mummy going facial... daddy going referee... den i would be alone at home.. so.. i fan dad say they pao qi me.. in the end he pek cek let me go out.. haha.. so around... 3.20 went out and find dar dar... met him at JE.. i think i look weird today.. cause i wear the ebase yellow one.. then inside is the orangey tube.. its ok la.. just the bag i took and the sandles i wear don really suit me.. haha.. so felt quite weird.. anyway.. the new eye shadow palette colour really can come out man.. haha.. hm.. den we took the MRT with super many pei tong pri sch students.. and its like wa super damn noisy.. somemore those pri sch students hor.. from china sia.. wa... den talk so loudly and non stop.. bth.. me head ache ah.. lol.. dar wore his ripcurl today.. so cute.. den fiamlly reach raffles place... den we change train and the students alight there too but lucky no change train.. lolx.. den we went to somerset... first we went to shop.. went taka to use my 40 dollar voucher.. i change the biotherm lip gloss which is like lipstick la.. i love the colour so much i can't resist it.. lolx bth.. its like so pinky and nice.. weee so happy leh.. its 32 la.. den find something 8 dollar.. dar say how abt earings? so we went to find earings.. den actually cannot find nice one.. den saw moshi moshi... and i change the star star earing lol which is 8.30.. den i top up 30 cents.. wee!!!! den we went to cineleisure to play pool!! SO LONG NO PLAY LE!! yes! finally muahaha... today i quite tyco.. haha.. my double last were nice and i did a super nice shot.. its like a double last and actually dar's ball was blocking the hole.. den mine just squeeze through and got in.. LOLx dar and i was shock haha.. he was totally shock by that ball.. den i did another stupid shot.. its so funny.. cause i miss cue den the white ball went up the table and rolled back on the table LOLx i laugh and kneel there den dar was laughing too den he ask me teach him and do it again -.-" but he is still so pro... better than me hehe.. pinch.. den we went to eat kobayashi... i wanna draw money to take neoprint but dar don let... after that we went heeren walk.. and i saw a cute sleeveless shirt.Its like polka dots.. den orangey.. den got brown string.. hehe.. i like.. den i try.. dar say very cute.. i can't resist again!!!! and i bought it -.-" i think if i draw money to take neoprint with dar i would saVE money and not buy the top.. but.. its so cute.. so i bought it.. den we went off... took photo while on the escalator.. haha.. so funny... den sit at somerset mrt there take photo.. hehe.. take lots.. but not that nice.. keep taking.. den mrt is here... stood for a while.. den got place to sit... den we sat and talk and sweet talk..hehe.. bleah.. its nice to look into each other's eyes quietly.. its so nice.. haha.. blush.. well.. very soon reach cck.. den he sent me to the lrt.. den here i am.. home now... resting... feeling much better.. maybe i am just love sick.. LOLx... no la.. just feeling better loh.. hm.. too happy ... today is DA SHOU HUO day!!! yeah!!!! hehe.. =x i love shopping!!!!!!!!!! hiyo.. how i wish i got the money.. i can buy everything i like muahahaha... lolx oops.. i hao hui hua qian orh... hm.. dar also cannot control me.. give up on me le.. lol =x but i am so happy to buy the things i want!! yeah thats about it.. quite a long entry for today.. cause i really had great fun.. thx dar!!!!

writtern @7/16/2005 09:56:00 PM

sick!!!

boohoo.. i am so soso weak.. weaker than yesterday.. today is normal.. just know that i have totally no strength.. haha.. den ate suki sushi for so long... 2 hours like that.. den play 1 ohur x box.. with that idiot.. and went home...... the moment i was home.. i lie on the bed and couldn't get up.. but i force myself to shower.. den i went to sleep.. ate two panadols... den slept till like 10.40 since... 7.30 LOLx...shiock.. but i am tired now le...............i miss my dar dar......

writtern @7/16/2005 12:05:00 AM

>.<

Friday, July 15, 2005

weak!! today i feel so weak... haiz.. but i had not a bad day after all.. today.. morning.. swimming lessons again.. did the row.. and almost drink the water yucks phui.. lol.. den sawm breast stroke.. oh.. i love that stroke.. lol its so relaxing.. lol.. anyway.. haha was great fun at swimming la.. lots swimming lessons.. den.. we three gals shower in the cubicle again.. haha.. den went back class just a little late.. and ate honey stars in class.. LOLx.. den... not much la.. wasn't able to go bball... i didn't know whether to go.. but looks like they have made the choice for me.. cause when i was talking on the phone.. its like.. i turn around and realise all of them like already going up the van le.. sian diao.. suan le... i don feel part of them anyway.. never did i feel part of them.. just make me feel that i not needed la.. oh well.. y should i bother........ haiz...... nvm.. its heavy bag today!! went to jp meet dar for dinner.. he took the file and shoe bag for me... so sweet.. den.. nothin much we walked around keep thinking of wat to eat.. think so hard... leg suan le.. in the end ended up at food court eating loy kee chicken rice.. i still remember the time at PS and thatstupid plate cause 5..lucky here 3 nia.. phew.. if not i confirm don eat.. now i got to look at the price le.. i scare liao haha... den dar song wo home... first time felt so sad when i with him.. cause i really couldn't bear to leave.. i dono y... just don feel like going home.. den very sad... hm... going crazy... just finish editting gpp and gp and do part of my bio essay.. and i am so tired.. i wanna sleep le......................

writtern @7/15/2005 12:47:00 AM

beng kui..

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

was a happy day today... i bought the eye shadow palette.. now i got two.. can't resist the temptation.. and i bought honey stars... today pw don hab.. so i left sch at 12.40.. met dar.. den went je eat kobayashi.. den went to jp to walk.. see doggies.. wow.. there were five cute puppies.. so soso damn cute.. omg.. and i touch one of it hehe.. wanted to carry it de... den the colgi lying outside also.. den went to touch.. den got small beagle.. sosoos cute... i saw kie yin and her bf at jp.. so qiao.. den i went dar house do hw.. so guai sia.. den went to yew tee eat with parents and uncle family.. cause today uncle de wife came to singapore at last cause she got work to do den couldn't come here in time with them.. anyway.. its really a nice day and i really enjoyed myself a lot.............just hope things can always be like that....as if i am in dreams.. so sweet... but just when i get back to reality.. i realise.... there are so many problems in my life... its like.. i can't take it anymore... i am so tired... sch work is piling... each and every day... and yet i am not doing much though i am trying very hard.....not attending bball...love.. haiz.. i feel as if i am breaking into bits and pieces........... wo kuai yao beng kui le.... is life really so hard to get on with?... i just don know how to explain somethings... but i just hope someone can understand wat i am doing and encourage me instead.... everyone thinks i am doing it wrong... everyone thinks i am silly...i know i am soft hearted.. but i just can't help it... maybe i just have to control myself... maybe i am just so stupid... but how can i ever change... i really live a life like the ones in my dreams.........T.T

hurt.....

pain........

love............

crying................

writtern @7/13/2005 11:55:00 PM

swimming lesson 2!!

weee.. today got pE... and pe got swimming!! but.. got bball training too.. so i brought my whole big bag of stuff.. and today is the longest day of the week.. zzz sian hor.. so many things to bring.. so damn heavy... oh and catherine didn't come sch today cause she got piano exam.. she sure do well de la.. lol.. den today chem lecture.. the lecturer is RU HUA muahahhaha.. =x lol i feel so bad haha.. today me and kie yin keep making fun of pple.. lol.. this teacher.. and pig trotters legs and ahem.. eh.. the sound thingy.. lolxx.. shall not mention names haha.. =x den swimming was fun la.. swam at the 1.6 there... cause the teacher say we should be able to swim there de..its quite fun la.. hehe front claw.. but ok leh.. not tiring just too damn cold liao.. keep shivering and me and keyz was like hugging each other and shivering non stop lol.. so funny loh.. brrr.... hehe.. hm... den after that going bball ma.. so quickly shower... den wa.. raining heavily sia.. but luckily when i was able to walk to sch.. a bit sian ah.. cause shower le den the rain make my hair dirty again.. lol.. hm... den i quickly walk to causeway with the help of keyz umbrella cause she share with her boy boy another one.. den wee when i reached causeway... ger msg me say training cancel.. woot.. i was like.. wa.. jumping and relieved.. hehe... den i saw dar.. weee den went to walk a little and think of wat to eat.. den we ate... pastamania... dar is so funny today... lol pasta become pastor.. lol........... hair da jie become hair da ze... LOL... so damn cute.. make me laugh and laugh haha.. den i wanted to eat pomodoro.. but dar bought cake baked for me.. hiyo.. bad la.. but cause he knows i like that lol den i long time no eat le.. hehe.. thanks dar! den.... we walked a little more and took train home.. today he pei me walk home.. hehe love to walk home with him =x wa am i getting mushy? lol k i shall stop..=x anyway.. i think all the work are pouring in now.. so sian.. got lots of work and tests coming up.. must pull up my socks le.. weee... nite!!!

writtern @7/13/2005 12:18:00 AM

pon!!

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

today is a long and tiring day.. but actually its not that long after all.. cause i skip chinese... haha.. weeee =x yeah.. its like.. so nice without chinese... but it rained so damn heavily... hm... from now onwards.. i got math remedial every thurs.. so bored!!! omg... so stupid.. zzzzz... who ask me no study well.. haiz.. k.. nvm.. today leh.. i walked in the rain to causeway.. its like pouring cats and dogs actually and the ligtning and thunder is so scary... well.. i got my way to causeway and dar was shock to see me so wet.. haha..den went toilet and we went to bishan junction 8 to walk.. hehe he long time no go le.. so i brought him there to walk... not much things la.. we just walked and walked.. and well.. i obught tori Q... yummy... but their chicken skin they damn bad loh.. gib me the chao ta de.. later i zhong cancer sure sue them LOLx... =x anyway.. ya.. i wana buy the eye shadow palette... the new one.. omg.. its like nicer? and the colour more define... argh.. lolx.. will buy it soon ba... hehe.. cannot ta han.. =x like a lot of things to buy.. i shal save money!!!! den buy all hehe.. =x yeah... den dar sent me home.. i almost fell asleep in his arms.. its like so comfortable.. and i am like Z.Z peng.. lol.. just now got rest awhile.. tomolo will be a long day.. i shall sleep early today... got swimming and bball... hm.. haiz.. jia you!!!!.........

writtern @7/12/2005 12:16:00 AM

*FuK!*

Saturday, July 09, 2005

My LiFe Is So fUkInG miSeRaBlE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

writtern @7/09/2005 02:41:00 PM

a level chi oral

hm...07/07/05.. london was bombed.. oh well.. when is singapore's turn LOLx.. kiddin.. anyway...today is a damn tiring day... didn't know why i am so sleepy today..its like.. wa every lesson i go i practically dose off... even bio lesson -.-" i can't make sense of wat i wrote on my paper... its like.. HUH?? wat the **** am i writting ma.. so weird and curly words.. nah not even words.. lolx.. den went to meet dar after pw at causeway.. i rushed over there... pei him eat lunch.. weee.. though its short.. but i am happy to see him.. we ate yoshinoya.. and i practice a little of chi reading there... rushed back to sch..oh and i remember dar saying.." be careful ur skirt"lolx..so sweet haha.. hm..... wah so many pple taking oral... den some pple sit on chair some sit on floor.. i was on the chair.. den they say those floor one will go up first... chair one sit back relax first... but anyway... slack in the room... i fell asleep cause its so comfortable... the air con.... wah.... hm... soon its my turn.. around.. 50 min later.. den i think i flunk the oral.. cause i was just too nervous that my voice was shakey... somemore i got cough.. so not very clear... haiz... so sad............................ den i ended early... and i sms dar.. in the end we met again... hehe.. i went dover find him.. den went to boon lay... just now yoshinoya i bought for him to eat... so when we walked in pasa malam this time... he bought food for me... weee.... lol... a cup corn... and pink cotton candy... yummy... dar is so sweet......................
hm... did i ask them to leave me alone?..........i don't think i did but... haiz.. nvm...............................

writtern @7/09/2005 12:38:00 AM

normal sch day..

Thursday, July 07, 2005

well.. today is a normal sch day.. hehe.. hm.. wat can i say... i failed my chinese badly.. LOL and i pass my GP??? LOLx... haiz... did chem pracitcal today... and we didn't do titration haha.. weee.. and i did a stupid thing.. i block a milipide aiya donno how to spell LOLx.. twice.. haha.. den it crawled on my shoe.. and i gave a hard kick.. and it flew very far away.. haha =x so bo liao hor.. hm.. anyway.. went to meet bird... den he so gd.. pei me go library find source... hehe den we were like making so much noise cause.... he cough den i cough den sometimes we cough together.. den his nucus flowing out.. mine too... den i wait for him to sneeze out but i cannot ta han.. in the end we sneeze together.. LOLx..its so pai seh and funny.. but after the hard work.. i found a book about sponge.. i don really know wat to do exactly i mean.. wat kind of info to find on it.. but i think it should be like that la... den he pei wo go cold storage.. and i bought.. frosties and honey stars... yummy... today just ate one honey star packet at sch.. hehe.. those small de la.. den he went to play lan... and i went to meet ken and i brought dodge ball cause he wanna watch.. so watch finish walk home.. thats all loh... dar so bad... always don listen to me.. hm.. anyway i was so pai seh to gib him the card i made for him... its like one of the ugliest one i have ever made.. haha.. eeee..... =x anyway.. he say he likes it.. but i really know its not nice... LOLx... well... thats about it la.. i just did the second source... tomolo gonna be a tiring day.. got swimming for pe.. and bball training after sch... haiz... so sian.. lol.. i wanna pei dar........=x

writtern @7/07/2005 12:22:00 AM

ScH rEoPeN

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

iTs like a new term of sch and early in the morning we got a thrashing from mr azarha in the lecture hall cause everyone did quite badly... hm..i know i really did badly.. but haiz... just hope its like ao instead of F... T.T anyway.. today is long and stressful day.. cause its packed with lectures... but in the end.. chem got back paper... i got AO.. haiz.. but miss goh say should be able to get E la.. nvm.. at least its pass... haiz... den eh.. chi leh.. teacher bo come.. wah i so scare.. fri is A level oral.. its like huh!!! i have even practice anything.. or wat.. its A level de oral liao -.-" wat the **** loh... hm.. anyway.. PE... and i realise i got fat... haiz.. i better watch my diet... don wanna be a pig.. oink! and.. the day ended like that... and i am kind of tired... i just got up from sleep.. its like wow.. so nice... i slept till so shiock.... didn't wan to get up de... haha.. oh ya.. i shall update about yesterday....

Yesterday was youth day.. and i don't need to go to sch... yeah!!! but i realise it like late at night.. LOLx.. den morning got up.... nothin much ba... pei sis watch VCD... lizzie mcguire the movie..ya.. den i got prepared and went to meet dar... waited at JE for him... hehe.. den went boon lay.... its a nice day... hehe oh ya.. i got chock of a halls!!! u know its like so big and hard and i straight away swallow it after putting it in my mouth for not long.. and the whole thing just stuck there and i was like O.O stunned.. dar was shock too.. he keep asking if i am alright.. and i keep syaing i am.. but i don't look alright.. lucky jp got pasa malam.. den he insist buy a drink for me.. polka green tea.. u saved me!! LOLX... i felt so much better after that drink.. thanks dar! its like wow.. heavenly... hehe... but hm... ya.. i wanna buy herbal tea for dar... or soemthing gd.. he has been coughing for weeks!!!!!!!! my god and he doesn't wan to see the doc.. i have given up persuading him liao.. so pek cek.. hmph.. oh ya.. i bought lots os food from the pasamalam.. den i didn't even care about my throat.. LOLx.. i ate muah chee... kuey tu tu... tofu.. lol.. wah.. got nuts and fried all eat lol... hm.. thats about it ba.. hehe its a nice day and i enjoyed myself.. muack!

writtern @7/05/2005 10:46:00 PM

family day!

Sunday, July 03, 2005

toDaY is A family day.... its like so long since my whole family watch a movie together... though we didn't sit together cause its daddy's company book the cinema.. den 4 person together.. the two amg mo kids with parents den me my sis kor and dao sao together... watched... war of the wrolds... i think its a super unrealistic show.. and the ending sux man... like super donno how to end the story like that... but the show quite ok la.. hm.. den after that walk a while.. den went to seletar animal farm resort... its like wow.. got horse... got super many dogs of diff breeds... i took many pics.. got goat.. got chicken... and swan.. and lots of puppies... its the german shepard club so lots of that breed de dog there... its so cool.... den we went to eat.... and now i am back home... chatting... blah.. hm...thats all!!

writtern @7/03/2005 09:56:00 PM

Ah mA birThday

YeAh toDay is ah ma birthday... hm... its not much of a day... but i spend the afternoon at lot 1 with my sis.. well.. we bought lots of things from there and i really love ot go out with my sis just that we don really have the chanceto do so nowadays...den i got home.. peel the bird eggs... and i slept till like 5 + and get up.. kind of piss by the two little kids cause they open my bed and step on my pillow... kao... haiz... like that later i got pimple sia.. now i don dare lie on it....LOLx... anyway.. its kind of ok la.. i had great fun eating.. cause the food was nice... den sang ah ma birthday song...its like.. stupid daddy.. make everyone there sing.. and den its like so so so many pple.. and none realise the candles not lighted!!! LOLX den mum walked over and said.. hey y the candles not lighted... den everyone realise... eh ya hor... so we sang it again.. english and chi... haha.. so stupid rite? well... sat with my sis all along.. not much to do.. play around with the kids.. so cute eh.. hm.... thats about it today ba... talking to my bao bei now.... i am kind of pressured.... i donno how to say... but i relaly feel like breaking down... y is my world like that... i mean my life.... its like.. everythings so messy and sux and... haiz..... i really give up hope... i really can do everything to settle this.... including losing my happiness................... T.T

writtern @7/03/2005 02:18:00 AM

*bOwL*

Friday, July 01, 2005

WeE.. TOdAy iS go SP day... lolx.. sounds bo liao rite? better than going my own sch which is like not done at all yet.. haha.. nvm.. i reached about 2.10 to meet dar.. den well.. he brought me to food court 6 to meet sharon.. this silly dar dar miss her lesson..hm.. sounds confusing.. all dars.. LOLx.. well.. dar went off for his presentation den me and sharon went to eat the jap food.. hm.. not bad.. cause its cheap!! wah.. hehe.. so full... so we walked to the guild house.. and i act like an SP student...and we went to play bowling!!...wee.. play three games... my numbers for my bowls today are like so nice.. got.. 07 07 lol.. got 81 81 haha.. den both the fron ttwo games are 103 lolx.. den we brought crackers.. and green tea..yeah!! polka green tea.. k i know i am sick cannot eat crackers.. but i just can't resist and its wah nice.. lolx wee my third game was.. 110.. weee.. but aiya not very gd la.. =p well.. den we walked to the MRT thinking where to go.. and we went tiong baru with my both dars.. den weee... its like so long since i went there? ok la.. not bad la.. at least got place to walk.. den i bought a top from ebase..i feel like i very hui hua qian leh.. dar like kind of scared by me.. haha..=x wa.. see the famous amos.. and the ice cream.. T.T i wanna eat...... boohoo my throat... lolx.. weee den dar went for his bible study.. sharon and i went home... hm.. i just finish playing x box.. well.. exams over ma.. play a while loh... slack a while... phew....

writtern @7/01/2005 10:15:00 PM

.:. the girl .:.

.:. her loves .:.

.:. her dislikes.:.

.:. her wishes .:.

.:. tag her .:.