days are passing as normal... nothin to blog about.. tomolo is teachers day.. today is huilin birthday hapy birthday.. 17 years old le..yeah.. holiday.. but tests are coming up... T.T
writtern @8/31/2005 12:31:00 AM
T.T
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Things will never ever be the same again...
writtern @8/28/2005 03:36:00 PM
GooD FrieNDs...
writtern @8/28/2005 01:05:00 PM
BeaCh...
Saturday, August 27, 2005
Had quite a nice day.. with charmaine and friends and my family... though its really tiring... went to charmaine house... it was a last minute decision..cause its like really very long never see them le.. so ya i was late.. cause last minute ma.. den went to her house.. talk talk play games.. den went to lot 1 take neoprints... take a lot.. so hot sia.. den.. family came to fetch me.. and we brought dad to his rugby.. and we all went to east coast... milo was there too.. he went swimming.. so cute.. i love seeing him swim... the wind was nice at the beach.. i love the sea breeze... it always cools me down.. but for that moment ba... den after that we ate at macdonads... den walked back and fetch dad... and we went back to east coast for dinner.. i didn't really eat.. cause at mac eat cheese burger without cheese le.. lolx... its kind of fun la.. den saw some huge sandcastles.. wanted take picture but its too dark le.. hp flash not that power enough... den went home.. wa tired sia.. hm......
I'd love to build a little hut right beside the sea one day...Living with the one i that would always stay beside me till I'm old.. i love to feel the breeze blowing against my face...and as if my problems would all be blown away... All i ever ask for is peace.. i just want to have a simple life.. even if its on my own...never be disturb...no problems..no hurts.. no laughters.. staying emotionless...I'm tired... tired of living in this world of mine... love is just too complicated for me..If i could just be selfish enough to let go of everything... every single thing that is in my hands...and i would love to blow it away just like that... trouble free.... noone can understand the hurt in me.. the pressure... the everything i have to overcome...and have already gone through...i don't think anyone would have been able to gone through.. i have been strong... but i can't stay on long... everything have to go...sooner or later........i'm hurt... i'm in pain... the only way to cure me is... letting me go....... freedom.....
writtern @8/27/2005 10:08:00 PM
*confused*
Friday, August 26, 2005
yesterday bought my S&K pants... yeah.... hm... all i can say is i am confuse.. i don wanna mention about anything not say out anything.. all i feel like now is dying.......................
writtern @8/26/2005 08:35:00 PM
freedom.....
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
He hasn't been contacting me for days...I don't know if this is a good sign or not but it seems scary as in what if he suddenly contacts me or start to threaten me again...Isn't this the freedom i have always been waiting for...All i can do now is hope...Everyday hoping nothing would happen and everything would just be fine.Total disappointment in this guy...Wonder if why would this world have such a guy that would treat his gf so badly...I feel so relaxed now but actually not totally relaxed.. I can say that i can sleep earlier.. i can do what i want.. but i just don really feel that safe yet... i will continue to pray and hope..everyday.. Its a nice day...oh ya i bought the 5566 album yeah... today.. i broke measuring cylinder and conical flask.. but it just happen together.. all i did was shift a little of the base of the retort stand and the measuring cylinder shook.. it fell break into two.. hit the conical flask which in turn fell into the basin... its damn sad... i haven even started my spa.. i dropped it at the start of rinsing my apparatus.. damn it.. anyway.. ya i went out with dar today... went to JE eat kobayashi.. den went to his house.. play bejewel.. and tweety haha.. den he brought me home... yeah.. i did math.. felt so energetic.. hm.. donno why.. today never take nap... weee....
writtern @8/24/2005 11:25:00 PM
another normal day..
Monday, August 22, 2005
its normal in school today.. everything just flows onrmally...boring.. nothin special... only that did the timed compre in sch... den i pass my math test...which was kind of sad cause i actually know how to do everything just that i totally have not enough time.. its like so damn sad.. and i just pass it.. haiz.. anyway... ya just walked to cwp to meet dar... did nothin much.. walked around... i saw a nice pants at S&K omg.. i wanna try it leh.. hm.. shall go try it someday... its 20% discount leh dar... lol.. i seem like i got so many things that i wanna buy.. but i just don have the cash... mum not supporting me to buy clothes le ma... should pull her out shopping one day... hm...... anyway.. ya.. walked around.. cannot find my cornetto triple chocolate... in the end dar and i ate the waffle... with peanut butter in it... i qing ta eat hehe... yummy hor.. but a bit soft la.. den i saw 5566 new CD!!!!!!!!!! i wanna buy!!! argh.. damn it.. so many things i wanna buy... just can't resist... when did i become such a spendthrift ah... aiyo........ya... anyway... feel weird la...y do pple always tend to drift apart from me.... think i shall think about my character... am i really a bad gal? hm....
writtern @8/22/2005 09:53:00 PM
PW workshop
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Our teachers are so sweet... they made a project work workshop for us just to let us know how to write the written report better... haha.. well it last for quite long.. but it has a condusive environment cause its at the singapore sports sch hall... den they even bought sweet for each table.. and there are like 54 tables... about 6 to a table.. some less some more.. hm... the lunch was not bad also.. and well.. we had a booklet each.. hm... den after that i about... 3 plus finish.. den i met dar at causeway point... hehe.. we went to JE... and i wear my jacket.. den we went to play pool... today at pool so funny...dar miss cue a few times.. and its like when he was breaking.. the ball roll and hit the back of the balls and only three balls move out LOL.. den he wanna reset he went to take the white ball and put in!! lol so funny.. colour blind haha.. no la is just blur... and also we played one game den dar got in the black ball.. but i tot he got in colour and he also donno he got in the black one.. and we continued the game without realising the black ball already go in.. LOL den i sort of realise when left 4 balls on the table.. cause i was wondering how to shoot the black ball in.. LOL... den we were shock haha.. so funny la... den i got to eat dinner myself... den we went to IMM to eat Bagus... i ate the black pepper beef rice... dar ate Thai chicken cutlet rice... hm... he say its nice.. mine is nice also.. cause the pepper very shiock.. hehe.. yup.. den i bought earings.. but i feel weird wearing them.. lol.. den dar sent me home... weee......
writtern @8/20/2005 11:54:00 PM
raffles city
its a short day at sch actually.. but had a chem lecture at 3.15 to 4.15 which was very short la... and we need wait so long for it to start...lucky dsch got performance.. by the musician club.. a motion donno wat de from outside and also our sch de modern dance...its all ok la.. everything was kind of a relieved till he msg me today again.. asking me to meet him.. some how.. i just feel tat he wanna clear things out ba... but i didn't meet him la..went to JE find dar.. its our station la.. LOLx.. den i so bad.. don wan go JP haha.. den we went to raffles city.. its like so so long since i went there... ever since.. sec 3? or 2 la.. become moutain turtle le... anyway.. we walked around.. den find food.. went to marina square... and memories of my sis and i came back... haha.. we always go marina square to play games when we were young... the arcade has those mini rides for children which u can find in pasa malam nowadays...den i ate chicken bolognese.. dar ate spag too... its not bad la.. den we went to flash and splash... dar and i took MRT... he alight at buona vista for his bible study.. and i quickly went home to bring the dog down... hm... slept for like one and a half hour la... just gt up.. but i going to sleep aain soon.. tired la.. haiz.... oh ya.. today i presented during GP la.. but very good loh.. but present half way still got short break... cause one small cockroach appeared... den i shouted cockroach.. and Naz quickly wanted to catch it.. cause they need for their project.. haha... oh well... actually i enjoyed myself today... aiya i always do when u r with me........................
writtern @8/20/2005 12:17:00 AM
SPA!!
Friday, August 19, 2005
i hate SPA... haiz.. so sad.. i flunk it again.. wtf.. oh well.. anyway.. haven been blogging ya.. cause these few days keep falling asleep and was damn sleepy.. hm... ok start with.... Tuesday 16 aug... its a normal long day at sch... had soft ball during PE and it was fun.. haha.. den i didn't have my bio make up lecture so i met dar earlier and we ate dinner together.. i ate salad chicken chop rise.. he ate the black pepper deer hor fun..hehe yummy.. weee den he sent me home... its a normal sweet day... Wed 17 aug.. sch ended after my chem mock spa... hm... den was too early.. so i went to meet my dar again! lolx weee... den meet a while after that went to meet ken.. hm... den went home.. its another normal day.. nothin much to blog about...at night... had some terrible quarrel with ken.. and i felt that its gonna end soon........ real soon....... thats just how i feel... Thurs 18 aug.... SPA... today is spa.. and as i have said i flunk it... oh well.. its fun during PE also.. the aces day dance we did was kind of making me giddy haha.. so long no dance le.. i so damn miss folk dance.. its so much more fun... hm...... den math test sux too... not enough time.. if not i would be doing better... i know how to do de!! haiz.... oh well.. den i meet dar.. and we went to borders.. cause i wanted buy seventeen from there... den got free gift la.. but its just for fun.. so we walked a while.. i didn't buy anyway.. dar first time go borders =X haha.. den he so funny.. we walked to the magazine.. he said" but here i tot cannot buy one?" he treated borders as a library for that moment haha so damn cute loh.. hugs dar..den went to his house for a short wihle.. show him happy tree friends... the eye candy LOLx... we watched today during end of GP and everyone was laughing in the com lab.. haha.. so damn funny and gross... oh well.. thats about it... i slept till quite shiock just now... hehe three person wake me up lOLx..
writtern @8/19/2005 01:53:00 AM
charlie!!
Monday, August 15, 2005
yeah!! today finally watched charlie and the chocolate factory.. one of my favourite books by roald dahl.. hehe its nice.. and cute la.. just like the book.. wonder if there would be the glass elevator or not haha..anyway lucky to catch this movie cause its at 5 and i reached causeway to find dar just on the clock.. weee lucky dar reach early.. hm.. today in sch.. ok loh.. just head damn pain.. argh.. super pek cek.. donno wat to do la.. damn pain loh.. =( made two lunch box le.. just now make le.. don look good but.. hehe =x can work la.. oh well.. thats about it.. tomolo hope no make up lecture. haiz sian.. lesson till 5.10 the teacher 5 wan lecture.. oh well.. gonna end lesson damn late...... jc life.. zzz
writtern @8/15/2005 11:27:00 PM
shopping..!!
Sunday, August 14, 2005
morning went to NTUC with my mum.. well i bought CLEO!! yeah.. got magazine to read le.. hm.. its gonna be a busy day today.. aiya past 12 le ma.. i mean sunday la.. i went to orchard.. with ken la.. haiz.. k as usual we got quarrel... hm... can't wait to have my own freedom.. oh well.. its so pek cek everytime i quarrel with him.. but don let that spoil my mood... cause i bought my off shoulder at last... yes!! and i love it.. but actually i really like that black one... but he say this white one nicer... ok la... i also like it cause got pink sprakling glitter on the roxy logo.. but its the last piece and like the tube.. this one got a bit dirty behind.. but can wash away.. i already washed away a little.... den sharon came over just now to take pic of milo.. haha.. had a hard time making him stand.. actually he got stand de loh.. when i take his ball usually but donno y today he like don wan stand leh.. keep jumping... so gan chiong.. den talk talk talk... its been quite sometime since i saw her.. yup.. den oh ya.. i also bought a earing just now.. its nice... purple... den got star.. hehe weee i like it... sharon just went home... my sis bf said he would like to send her home.. so i went with her....damien is such a gd guy.. i am glad my sis found such a nice guy.. haha.. gd for her... wish ken would leave me... hm..... really.. haiz.......
writtern @8/14/2005 02:14:00 AM
ShopPIng!!
Thursday, August 11, 2005
yesterday went shopping!! weee yup yup!! so fun!! went to met dar at aruond 12 at JE.. i wore the mini skirt my sis bought for me for my birthday for the first time.. wee!! and the polka dot top that i bought that time at heeren.. hehe.. weeee..... its kind of weird but alright la.. den we took MRt to PS... wa so many sold out le.. cause wanted watch charlie and the chocolate factory.. hm... so sad... relaly wanna watch it.. den we went to flash and splash as usual.. and also bought an ice tea from mos burger cause i was very very thirsty...hehe... den we walked to Cine... see got tickets or not... but in the end... its still the same... so we went to play pool... haha pool was ok la... play til damn hungry.... dar is still so pro loh...anyway... ya we went to eat... Yoshinoya!! yummy.. ate till so full... den walked around.. walk at heeren... den to paragon.. and i tried a black off shoulder roxy top... weee its nice... i wanna buy.. shall buy the top on sat.. weee!!! I LIKE IT!! den we walked to.. shaw.. see Lido got movie or not.. den dar wanna watch The maid and it was the preview.. so we watched.. 5.15 de... walked around.. went to pacific plaze to shop.. den went back and watch the movie.. basically.. i think its not scary at all to me la.. i always watch ghost movie will laugh de... this one not an exception LOLx... the ghost also not scary.. but the sound effect damn loud la... the maid quite pretty sia.. got the story line... ok la.. not bad but normal only... den we went to take MRT home... hm.. its a nice day overall... i wanna watch charlie and the chocolate factory!!!!! lolx... hm... Today is tiring!!!! oh.. and i really enjoyed the soft ball during PE.. its damn funny and fun la.. haha but kind of stupid haha.. lol keep laughing loh... practical.. den chem skill b and d test... boring... then pei dar... and now i am home.. so damn tiring.. Yeah!! tomolo dardar going to come my house take pic of me dog haha weee oh this dar dar is sharon hehe weee!! hope milo will ting hua... hehe
writtern @8/11/2005 07:34:00 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
the little cute puppy(eyes still closed)
writtern @8/10/2005 01:14:00 AM
Happy BIrthday!!
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
happy 40th birthday singapore...
well its national day today.. let me blog about yesterday first... yesterday my sch was the only sch with full day... haiz... its so so so sad... but oh well.. i met dar after it.. hehe.. its still ok la.. i got a free bottle and i took and orange one... and a free book.. which is very colourful and actually quite nice.. its actually a planner and its filled with all the drawings by students... hehe... den my sch the musician club play the songs.. wa nice.. they wrote it themselves in the competition for national day de.. den must play with their own band all these... and they won..champion.. cheers to them... it sounded really nice... tiring day... when i reach home.. dad say go fetch mum together... so we went.. and ate at bishan de Jack places.. the ambience is nice.. and i enjoyed my meal.. i was so full that i can't walk.. den i slept in the car... reach home also sleep... 2 den get up -.-" 2 am!! lol..
Today... i got up early.. 9.30 wakey by dad le.. he went shouting around each dooor... lol... den wanted eat paper prata de.. at 7th ave there.. but kor say go the best prata de at sembawang..so we went there but change our mind... cause its too crowded... den went to CCAB there got one prata cafe... its nice la.. i like the mushroom prata... its shoick.. and the plain is crispy.. hehe but a bit ex.. one 80 cent.. we ate alot... 8 pple.. 6 plain.. 2 egg.. 4 egg with onion.. 1 banana..2 mushroom..two plate of nasi brani.. one chicken one fish.. and drinks.. and indian rojak.. LOLx... so a lot rite?.. well in total.. 46 like that loh.. hm.. hehe.. we so zhuai.. carry the table and move under the tree.. cause the other place too crowded.. and many pple... see got extra table so just take and move.. den we sat beside our car... hehe.. den take tissue from car also easy.. eat half way the black clouds come sia.. so scary.. felt a little few drops of rain so we decided to move inside... after all.. lesser pple le.. lucky we move in side and took umbrella from car.. so didn't get wet... hehe.. den sent mum to her office.. denwe come home.. i watch finish me Ge Dou Tian Wang le... weee nice nice... so gan dong.. hehe i am a soft hearted gal.. very sensitive de.. always watch show will cry.. aiyo.. hehe.. den watch NDP... DEN!! suddenly!!!... da sao called sis... she say she pick a little puppy when she with kor at west coast park.. omg... den its like the puppy eyes haven even open... haiz.. imagine these pple throwing these dogs like that.. and its alone.. in the grass patch in an ulu ulu place... so bad loh... hm.. den sis me and her bf went down see the dog.. OMG i can tell u it is super cute... and small!! i was shock!! so small!! omg..can carry it with one hand loh.. black and white de.. then the forehead got one small black dot.. like indian haha.. so damn cute.. we lock milo up and brought it up for a while... was thinking of wat to do.. den went with sis and her bf to find pet shop.. but bukit timah de all close... and finally we found a nice place for it.. damien's friend house.. his parents love dogs.. and are willing to let the dog stay and see how for a few days... if not they bring to spca... its still so young.. so cute.. they got another dog... a terrier hehe...hm..well i think i really fell in love with the dog.. it slept on my lap in the car and its like so damn cute.. i shall post its pic here... hehe so damn cute.. tomolo going out weee... cause its sch holiday.. yeah!!!! will update about tomolo ya... i love that dog.. hehe the paw is so soft.. muacks the doggy.. nite!!
writtern @8/09/2005 11:57:00 PM
cut fringe...
Sunday, August 07, 2005
booo!!! i cut my fringe.. boo hoo... its so ugly now.. cause its short and ugly!!ahhhh!!! i spend quite alot of money on SnackS!! lolx.. bought so many things... shampoo.. blemish pen... crackers and lots..4 cup noodle... haha.. yummy... hm.. den send dar to queensway and i went home.. den went to aunt house... there watch the donno wat joe apartment the cockraoch show... den watch rugby.. hm... yup thats about it... my day... boring yeah.. hm... lots of home work.................. zzzzzzz!!!!!
writtern @8/07/2005 02:56:00 AM
2nd month
Friday, August 05, 2005
weee yesterday was dar and i sort of together for 2 months le.. hehe.. its a very nice day.. sch was slack.. oral presentation was funny.. haha.. den quickly rush to causeway point to meet dar.. den we went to eat swensen!!! its so long since i eat it le... i ate teriyaki chicken pasta..my fav!! yummy yum... den he ate breaded chicken.. and we ordered french fries... den i gave him the funny thing i made for him haha.. i donno when i become so creative lol... use the cute plastic to put nine shinny stars.. and i wrote 9 little small notes..den use the string tie it up and blow the small plastic up.. den like can shake.. wanted to put a bell inside.. LOLx... dar laughed when he saw it loh haha.. so pai seh to gib him.. look so funny.. den eat finish le.. we ordered a banana split.. and change the strawberry to chocolate chip and vanilla to the tinted mint ...den.. yummy.. ate till so so so full... fed him and he fed me.. and we laughed and enjoyed the ice cream.. its so yummy... 40 dollar.. lucky i say we share it.. hehe.. den i bought a nail sitcker hehe.. going home.. gonna take LRT that time.. dar say he got something to give me!!! omg.. that silly boy go waste money -.-" but very sweet of him.. pinch!!!! tats y i say lucky we shared the meal.. if he goonna spend so much money loh.. hiyo... went home and saw wat he gave me.. hehe.. he left em a note inside.. with the animal square bag that i aimed for long long ago!! hehe.. weeee and the turtle which i always wanted to buy from action city.. hehe.. its sososooso cute i can't bear to part from it.. i hang it on my bag today... and everyone touch it saying so cute!! lolx... today is a normal day... heard bad news on saggitaurus.. so sad... we got second.. hm... nvm... we will win the in sports day!!!! yup.. we will!! and i met dar just now to eat dinner.. ate deer meat with rice..and he ate sabo fan... yummy... wlak around a little.. den we went to take MRT.. its so crowded.. den parted at JE... cause dar went for bible study.. got one stupid auntie push me sia.. actually the train empty after i change de.. then mrt come so many pple come in.. squeeze me.. i lean on the glass there den the auntie squeeze me till i no where to go.. omg.. den its like i can't move and i canont face her if not i will be kissing her arm -.-" den she still step on me without a sorry when she can lean on the door while the train was moving.. so stupid loh.. after that reach cck.. another fat ass pushed me.. actually in front of her.. and i alighting also ma.. she push me and squeeze in front of me.. as if she is the only one alighting.. so angry that i scolded fuk but softly.. hm.. now back home.. sleepy le... haha..yesterday nite.. i slept from 9.30pm to 4.30am and den fall asleep again till 7.15 and quickly rush to sch LOLx... so pig... weee... i love my turtle.. thanks dar!!!... i will always love ur presents so don worry k? hehe silly boy!!!!
writtern @8/05/2005 08:52:00 PM
OAC!!!
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
wee i haven blog for a long time.. cause i went for my sch de first OAC!!!... yeah.. its fun la.. and i am burnt now.. hehe weee... a bit lazy to update about everything cause its like so many things to update loh.. ok.. i try to update some of the things that happen for the day..
Day one!! monday.. Got there at the labrador camp site..the camp site looks abandon initially.. but den.. realise a lot of pple had their camps in this site cause every where got mural painting of the different schs.. quite nice.. went to the DOM of the gals.. ours is call foxtrot.. den the mattress so thin -.-" when i slept its like my back can feel the metal.. lucky they provide bedsheet for us.. the mattress looks damn dirty loh.. lolx.. den we started the day with the LOW elements... it was super damn fun at the low elements cause our class did quite many good records.. and we did a totally great job.. we even carrid Mr AZAhAR pass the spider web.. omg.. hahaha.. and he also did a "hip hop" dance on the rope.. Edwin and Aizat had a great time at the apple.. think they kissed each other and were disgusted.. the teachers were like use ur tongue use ur tongue!! lolx so damn funny.. everyone practically laughing like mad.. its so damn fun.... den i tried rock climbing too.. its like stupid Izyan tighten till so hard den i flew up and my leg couldn't touch the rock while my hand held on to the two on top.. wah biang.. totally shocked lolx.. almost reach the top.. all cause of izyan!! lolx.. anyway..its really damn tiring loh.. hm..den i was the first one to play zip line!! my fav.. its so damn shuang.. wish i could take it non stop sia...so damn fun.. and shiock.....thats about it la.. oh ya.. then got orienteering at bukit chandu...then wah.. cannot really sleep for the first day..
2nd day..tuesday.. got up at 5.15 -.-" but i like never sleep leh.. i mean.. just close my eyes but i never sleep.. cause its like so stuffy and hot.. three fans only and so many pple... hm.. i sleep at the door anyway.. but its close to prevent mosquitoes.....today leh.. do the intermediate and high elements... i tried two and one respectively.. hm.. its quite fun la.. the high one was the slackest and easiest la.. haha.. den no time.. cause it rain half way.. den field cooking got some problems.. don feel like saying it here...after that is.. prepare for the camp with class S22.. so its s 22 and s31... we perform advertisements for pple to guess... well i act as a gal eating candle light dinner with another guy.. anyway the camp fire was great.. its super hyper.. and much screaming.. no voice sia.. haha.. den was damn tired... so fell asleep quite easy... thats all.. oh ya.. PT was quite terrible..oh ya.. played truth or dare before we slept.. i tio a dare... they dare me say hi to a guy i didn't know la.. den he hi back at me.. haha.. den izyan dare is supre damn funny.. we dare him kiss the Mural painting of the st nicholas de... they painted gals camping.. and we made him kiss one of the gal on the lip on the wall LOLX... he so pai seh.. cause many pple walking pass... haha..
3rd day wed... today.. not much.. got up.. den damn tired.. slept quite well... den got punish.. and den PT... den breakfast...not much loh.. hm...ate muffin... after that is big sweep.. we waash the toilet till so clean lol.. ok la.. quite clean.. the MOR supervisors check liao say we clean till very clean... soon... off we left... our class almost got third.. but nvm... nice try guys.. got to sch and shit.. lol.. bare with long le sia... took mrt to boon lay with ky... den go JE meet dar... we went to play pool.. he so pro sia.. haha.. den he keep encouraging me join sch de snooker... we ate kobayashi.. and its like.. wa.. taste so nice.. lol.. den i went home.. and slept..... ate just now.. did a little math.. thats all.. gonna sleep le.. tired... yawn..
