boooo
Monday, April 30, 2007
wanted to blog more about my birthday presents and maybe some sweet stuff... but well.. now i don really have the mood to..
i feel so silly... always doing wat you want and wish for... but i can never do wat i wan to do... there are things b/w us that can never change... and i shall need to understand.. but sometimes.. its really saddening... i mean.. beacuse of u.. i got to rush and get the clothes.. reach home.. rush and change up to go and find you... wait for u.. see u for a while.. i know u spent money on the cab.. den i went home.. iron your clothes... took out my dress... quickly go home.. but now i got to sleep early... i know i am sick.. but i don wan to stay home.. because it is quite a rare thing tat you could come out on a monday nite...
i am sad... to think of bus and mrt rides much comfy with u around... doesn't make me happy either... to look at the photos we took... can't help much too... tired...
maybe i should rest.. shouldn't really put in too much.. shouldn't have such high hopes... cause they will all come crashing rite down on me... so wat if u wanna meet me.. so wat if u can hug tweety... everything can't help me feel better... i am sick.. but everytime i am sick.. noone is there to put a towel on me or wat so ever...
please love n care for me.. i know u do... but i really don wanna be the one putting in so much effort.. maybe pple think that u really dote and love me... and i don seem to.. but dar... you know how much i dote u don't u... you know how much i have been trying to understand and put things behind me...
booo...