Its a very very very long post i guess.. all the photos that i have not upload for months... because of the holiday its really a lot of photos.. Let's separate it into different post.. we shall start from clovee's birthday

Here's her pretty 2 year old cake.. haha she loves minnie mouse..

My da sao carrying her to blow the candles haha

And the pretty birthday girl...

My pressie from Jin lin the other time.. not including the top i got from her.. its a very cute top!

and her handmade card.. so sweet...

And followed by some of the damages i done in the holiday..

Shoe from Mondo.. bought with another one.. like two for 29.. so this heels is worth 15..


My cutie paris hilton pouch.. hehe mao mao.. i love the brown.. it suits my bag below..

More interesting posts... for my prawning sessions..
Just realise i havent took a picture of my rod.. how could i forget to take my pink flashy rod.. booo.. anyway..

This was me holding the basket of prawns.. this was the time that we caught the most with 5 rods and everyone were so amazed by the amt we caught... hahaha.. This weighs 7.2kg... its really heavy..


not forgetting the cute little doggy that is always there and scare of the sun.. hehe

Yummy.. some random food and dar's birthday.....



The smoked salmon from coffee club.. its really good..

sian.. school is starting like a few more hours... three months of holiday is over just like that..
hardly enjoyed these few days... it felt so much like a routine.. i guess maybe schoold start would help me break this routine though..

modules sounds interesting yet brain consuming.. i just dont know whether i am in the right course.. i mean i love biology.. but i dono.. i just dont feel that i put in any effort at all.. the only time i recall putting in effort was A levels.. haha.. i just feel like i am trying to get a degree and get out of my course...what type of degree doesnt matter though..

where is my motivation? where is my drive to study? hm..

To be loved or love someone more? which do u choose? i just wished that there could be always a balance of both... why is love so hard? I just don't understand myself i think..

looking forward for tml and wednesday..

Sometimes i just feel like sitting down at the beach with you to see sunset.. or maybe beside the river with the nice lights.. or we can just walk and walk and walk even if i feel painful with my high heels on.. i just hate coping myself at home..

I wanna watch some DVDs.. like Departures and other good shows that i have missed.. i miss the days when we have night movie marathons too.. i really need a break......though i stopped working already.. but i still feel as if i am working everyday.. i dono why... i wan to relax....but sch start!!!!! wth....

haiz.. just some random thoughts.. boring...............

Yeah i had quite a fulfilling week and i am really glad cause its my last week of sch holiday >.<

Anyway went to the beach with heng pei on tuesday and it was really fun cause its been so long since i really relax on the beach.. After thorough seraching for beach mat we finally found straw mats at giant.. yeah.. and happily i bought an orange and hp bought a red. den we bought a bottle of mineral water also..

the sun was so nice.. luckily.. haha and my beach mat was so cool cause it matchs with my bikini my rubber band and my HUHU... ( fan) haha but it tore when i tried to move it -.-" i think thats the reason why pple straw mat always like full of masking tape and stuff hahaha..

den we ate at the kopitiam at palawan.. and continued tanning for another hour.. hp was sad cause she wasnt tanned...but ok la.. sure got a bit darker de... I am so freaking in pain now esp the middle part of my chest.. den when my bra rubs againts it.. wa damn pain la.. lolx.. my shoulders are not that pain le..

den we went window shopping.. looking at shoes.. pretty and expensive shoes.. haha after that i went to prawn at jurong hill... prawning was ok only..dar's friend gf friends(complicated) were shock of me getting the prawn with the big kong out of the bait.. haha they ask if dar taught me.. well somehow ya.. but dar made me learn it myself cause i bought my own prawning rod. he say i must be independent.. cut the worms.. put the worms.. unhook the prawn.. zzz >.<>

Wed went to fish at taman jurong fishing pond... and we caught 12.. we left early though.. cause we were tired.. and going for majong...

thursday was not a bad day either.. i brought my wine and some drinks to marina bay for our MIRA outing.. only me and fong ee two senoirs the others were all the juniors.. but we had great fun.. played camp games hahaha.. we got fried bee hoon by Jun wei which was really nice.. we got salad from wai keung which was nice for the black pepper ham and the dressing.. jellies from eve and fong ee.. yummy.. sand wiches from wei qi and shafiq.. and tibits from zen.. and of course.. my wine.. but wasnt chilled >.<>

today.... going town first ba.. haha shall go and prepare le..

Zoosk is a fucking application on facebook and i hate you!!! no matter what if u r just not going to trust me den get rid of me. It's been so many months and its still shit...

trust.. how the fuk can i build it..

Must i blog it this way that ALL GUYS PLEASE GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME CAUSE I AM ATTACHED.

is that it?

fuck man i am super piss...

Never in my life have i tried so hard to hold on... NEVER.
fuck fuck fuck...

i feel like a shit now..