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Wednesday, March 23, 2011

i feel helpless again... i hate that feeling.. Why must i always follow such nonsense instructions which has nothing to do with my FYP or just useless stuff that i feel that i shouldn't be following..

The french guy is really mad..

Anyway i guess i got to really put in a lot of effort to try make out something from my effort.. Being so useless is just soooo not me... but i really need some love.. some encouragement..

I feel so lost.. hearing about convocation don't make me happier at all because the amount of time i have now is really sooo little..

The only time i feel good is when i fish... dar won another fishing competition.. this time a really good one.. feel proud of him.. haiz somehow no matter what happy things happen the optimistic me seems to be nowhere...

MOE interview... hope i really can make it.. but somehow i also feel the other way when everyone says easy to get in.. maybe just don't wan to be too complacent.. received an MOE letter today but was just an update of the education account money... really don't know when i can get news from them.... maybe it would really cheer me up away from the FYP or motivate me to do my best......

Dar.. would u please be here for me?... haiz..

writtern @3/23/2011 12:39:00 AM

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

K here are alll the pics for the past few weeks...

As i mentioned.. it was my first time to pulau ubin.. and it was quite a nice place except for the mosquitoes...

The pretty sunset while waiting to get on the boat back..

A map of the whole place... and i guess i cycled the whole area...

That day i went it was extremely high tide that the roads were flooding because the seawater was coming out from the drains...

Cute doggy.. dogs are everywhere... sooo cute..

Took this picture when i just got there... look at the high high tide.....

By the time i was going back this area of water were actually rocks underneath..

Then i saw really really cute puppies over at the celestial resort... oh man just love them..

Cute brown one staring at me..

This little one looks like its mummy!!! =)

And this is my favourite of all.... cute little piggy looking with "eyeshadow" looking eyes... hahaha..

Then it was the career fair at NTU.. and sakura with hengpei..

hehe.. yummy..

Then i went nature republic to get some necessary stuff... ok.. i set up the blog already... i guess it is going to be called... B-U-T-affair.. i gonna update more of some beauty stuff and of course the coach bags there... but not yet fully done up la.. hehe

stuff..

MASCARA!! again... =p

Then dar and i met an interesting guy at the fishing competition at bottle tree park Fishing paradise...

This guy was a bird owner.. but guess should call him a parot lover? heard he got like 7 of them all different species and colours.. and he train them.. soo cool..

Here is his pet.. very cute.. he teach the parot to sing.. talk and fly a distance...

very pretty right... nice..

Then i had a great dinner at the imperial restaurant at vivo city.. It is beside Daiso.. the one with the fish tanks outside.. the food there is expensive but good..

My family and my three aunts.. dinner paid by dad..

The first dish was this bird nest looking thing.. it is actually eggwhite with dono what haha.. and the bird nest thing is fried potato...

This is their speciality.. really nice!! love it..

Then it was the best dish and most most expensive of all.. can't believe my aunt actually ordered this..

Fuo tiao qiang... buddha jump over the wall... super yummy... One person one bowl leh... 48 dollar per bowl.. faints...

Look at the albalone....

Then is the deer meat.. really tender...

And the vege with loads of mushrooms.. my fav!

And the soon hock...

Then the dessert they gave us for free... from my aunt de boss cause the boss opened this restaurant.. dessert was nice.. aloevera jelly with mixed fruits..

Watson had their sale... bought some beauty products... since my face is dehydrated by me...

i decided to try aqualabel which is cheaper than laneige.. but i still thinking of getting one or two of laneige stuff...

I bought the aqua enhancer and emulsion.. all got discount..

And the small bottles are samples from Ron hehehe...

Another fishing paradise experience... Quite a goood catch that day.. had 9 Red tail cats... 1 CPC.. 1 pacu and 3 walking cats..

look at my cute catch..i dragged it out effortlessly.. -.- lolx

This is my big catch... really tiring.. RTCs are really good fight and tire me out...

Dar with it...

Me with it.. i think this is the one with the tag.. cause now they having this BINGO thing..Tag fishes are joker which u can use to replace boxes of other fishes harder to catch eg arapiama..

complete a roll of different fishes and you get bingo!! free hours fishing there...We are going tml again.. cause we are short of a few more fishes...

Then was Hengpei birthday celebration.. Hp, cariann, xueting and me.. i was thinking we could try out the baked rice which was half price at charlie brown cafe...

Birthday girl with her gift.. =)

Here is the hawaiin baked rice.. not bad a little small but aiya half price ma.. ahaha...

Then we went to swensen at plaza sg for ice cream... we ordered earthquake and got to choose two flavours each..

Cariann and xueting..

Our pretty earthquake.. we got.. lime shorbet, durian, mint,mocha,coffee,rocky road,cookies and cream and the other the waiter order wrongly.. he gave us this butter tasting ice cream which was yucky.. we wanted blackforest de... sad.. I think my favourite was the Durian!! didn't expect it to be soo good.. most of the time many places durian taste a little milky.. this one taste like eating pure durian.. woo.. the lime was not bad too.. happy!!!

Me and hengpei with my doggy..

Then Nanyang lake fishing competition...

Dar got first.. haha 7kg Patin...

I bought my boots to go to mandai le... damn funny.. the uncle still say i can wear out pple will think it is a trend.. or i can wear to disco.. LOLx.. zzz make my mum and i laugh till our heads drop..

tada... my new bootie!!! lolx

Went to walk around mandai.. found some really nice place..

Upper seletar reservoir..

Thats all.. good lucky for my interview on friday.. boo hope i can really make it..

writtern @3/16/2011 09:11:00 PM

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

I think that french guy is really driving me crazy.. along with the girl who helps him... they are driving my FYP to NOWHERE!!!

i feel so depress.. i mean i wish i was doing something.. but i just feel so clueless cause i can't do anything... hm..

If i can catch the lizard and place the device on it myself.. if only i can get a much better device to work on the lizard myself.. i guess all this rubbish would not be happening.. oh man.. so fuk up..

anyway i got really a lot of things to blog about but i kind of leave it stagnant.. i got to upload pics first.. next post ba..

writtern @3/15/2011 07:45:00 PM

Sunday, March 06, 2011

suddenly have an urge to spend money.. just feel like adding something to my skin care regime....

I think i drain my skin of moisture lo... now all i do if use my ettusais softerner and toner den the pimple powder from my beautician... thats all!! lol.. then i will put on the nature republice sunblock before my make up.. hm... felt so tempted to get laneige stuff after hearing sharon saying about it... lolx.. but aiya no money so maybe when i finally teach tuition and get my pay den say ba.. gonna have like the first lesson with my cousin in a few minutes soon.. finally.

had a really good dinner at imperial restaurant yesterday night with family and my dad's 3 sisters.. will show up the picture...

imagine 8 pple spending 565 even after 15% discount... LOLx.. but i think it is like my first time eating buddha jump over the wall.. like everyone one personal bowl of it.. quite a big bowl la with super good stuff in it... maddness..

saturday was bottle tree park... lots of RTC caught by dar.. i only caught a small one at night and it was at the small hidding place of the arapiama.. Dar and i even came up with a stupid song for arapiama... hahahaha can't believe it.. Don't call my name don't call my name... Arapiama!!!!! =p

dinner later at dar's grandparents house cause his ah gong birthday.. ahh my cousin still not here...... 12 liao!

writtern @3/06/2011 11:56:00 AM

Wednesday, March 02, 2011

I am in the means of creating the blog shop... i kind of want it to be special.. i mean like rather than just being a blogshop.. i tot maybe it would be a nice place to share all my tips and even let others share theirs as well.. i dono.. just a random tot..

maybe like my collection of shoes?? haha best places to get stuff? this of course i need lots of help and support from my friends.. hm.. or what else should i do to make it better?..

been blogging for years already.... i haven't actually blog about all these stuff though i think i spend a reasonable amount on money on all these.. maybe i should discuss about how to get budget but good stuff? haha..

argh just wanna start selling my coach bags... =/

writtern @3/02/2011 12:26:00 AM

Tuesday, March 01, 2011

eat alone.. walk alone.. shop alone.. when would you want to accompany me..

selfish boy..

writtern @3/01/2011 12:48:00 PM

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